Do you ever get scared for what future holds for you?
The “what ifs” start eating you up and subconsciously, cause you to go into depression.
You have no idea as to what future holds for you and that’s scary. Super scary, tbh.
Should I smile and wait for future to come?
Should I be angry for not knowing about my future?
Should I cry wondering if my future turns out bad?
Should I just die? Suicide, you know? There wouldn’t be any future then. (Dw, I would never do that.)
Anyways it’s just so fucked up. So much. You want to laugh at good things, but just wondering about the bad things makes you uncomfortable and you’re happy, but you’re also angry at the other person for doing and saying certain stuff.
How do I feel? I don’t know, but For once I’m sure that I feel crazy.
Crazy in love?
You’ll never know. - 49 minutes ago