'I'm a women' , she said out loud.
They are all silly statements,
'I am 25 years old', 'I am a man'
Behind each line lies a much deeper story. Stories overwhelmed behind eyes, a sight only for who survived.
For who says I am a woman lies a timeline drunk in Oblivion.
Back to the time she innocently sat on the lap of that sweet sweetie uncle who had a taste for sweets, he brought her sweets, Everytime only to swell her sweet tooth and swell himself into her little thin flowerinvacuum.
Pain didn't stop there, he returned the day she knew shyness.
The bleeding didn't stop, the pain kept recurring.
The Solace she soon learnt wasn't pain going away but she making her peace with him, pain.
She normalises pain this way for all the years to come.
Subdued for a while. Yet again. He is back only this time he was not all pain. He caroused her, held her tight, entered and pleasured her like he would stay till the end of time. This time Pain struck silently, crept her from behind as she witnessed love leave out right, front door.
Like always she got used to it. Heartbreaks were normalised, each time he left, it didn't hurt as the last time.
With all hope it's the end, or so she thought when she married her true love Till death does them apart and ordered pain into exile.
Now with pain in exile it's hard to contrast pleasure and pain.
Believing every moment she realised as pleasure she entered the Labour room. But he never truly left he was just hiding inside, inside the most safest place ever, Inside her womb
Now the exile done he slips outhrough her giving her his best, pain beyond what any human could ever bear.
But this time, just this time for his past he brings her a pal, Nurturing a smile
Behind the phrase I am a woman lies endless Tales of pain and pleasure.
This moment she realise that it is not only pleasure but pain too who brings her what she seeked all her life
"I am a true woman"
PS: her Tryst with pain doesn't end here.
By #EpanJ #authorlife #wordsofwoman #quotesoftheday #strongwoman #writer #writeruniverse #wordsofworth #feminism #positivethinking #writerscorner #womanhood - 8 months ago