I said what I said! .
Have you ever been in this place? After trusting God pretty much all of my life, I lost all trust in Him after the sudden death of my late husband Shaun. As I learned the healthy way to grief, I forgave God (cuz that's a real thing) and began trusting Him day by day. I couldn't fully trust Him with everything but I decided each day to trust Him with that day and nothing more. I couldn't build myself up to trusting Him with my future. I lived like this for years! Recently, God brought me out of an emergency surgery, cancer free, defying medical odds that that helped me to realize some things:
1. God is always working. When we can't see it, when we can't feel it, when He seems so far away. He's working. And he uses situations that occur in our lives to show us who He really is if we allow Him. .
2. God waited for me! For years God has still been the same. He walked me through the loss of a husband and other close family members, kept me and my children, kept me safe and in my right mind, provided for my family. Ya'll He carried me - all while I refused to trust Him. They say trust is the greatest thing in a relationship right? Well I completely lacked it. But God waited for me to get to a time in my life where I could see first hand that I can trust him with the good, the bad, EVERYTHING. .
I may never fully understand all of His ways, but I understand His love and I can now say in full confidence that I trust God in all things!!! .
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