.. and this is what happened.
I went from only, to optional, but only STATED as main, not proven otherwise until.. so there is no recovery from that in a relational allowance. I cannot permit myself to be a number, when my presence requires all or nothing. NUMBER ONE denotes others following. Many females settle for placement as long as they have access. I'm a grown woman. There is no space in my entirety for shared spaces, and I'm not the, 'whatever I can get is fine' narrative, just to prove I'm IN. No man is big enough for me to have a need to exploit his identity by making sure outsiders are aware that I'm in his personal space. Not THIS one.. and especially when his internal issues push me back so he can bring others forward; that's on HIM and his character as I am under no obligation to participate. Just don't come for me once I've become a possibility. Love for me, is definitive. If a man cannot level up to exacts I'm not a party to his female crowd. I'm the entire ticket, full show, whole rodeo.. end of story.
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