Dear future, I know I haven’t been thinking of you lately and I would like to apologise for that, I’ve been trying to avoid you and pretend things between us are good. I’m sorry I’m taking my past experiences and building walls between us. You were not what I expected as a child and that scared me. Now I realise you have been better than what I have ever allowed myself to dream of and that is letting me trust you again. I now see that all I value is the opposite of what I used to, it has more meaning and it’s not born from selfish egoistic reasons. I want you to be happy, I want you to find love and hold on to it, I want you to feel everything so intense and expand your creativity from it. I wish for you to feel free, to always have a choice and choose wisely. Oh, wisdom, take more of that, forget about the pain and just take the lessons from it. Future, you always knew what is best for me and for that I trust you. I hope to see you soon.
Yours truly, M - 32 minutes ago