Like a typical Pisces, I am infatuated with all things sea. I like to the sea because the water reminds me of the depths of life, it teaches you how to stay afloat. A lot of people drown when put under pressure but it is up to our own Will to swim past those troubled waters and reach shore. I designed this sea sponge creature because I was thinking about how many times I could've drowned- but here I am on land! I used to self harm as a teenager because I suffered from emotional effects of PTSD. My post traumatic symptoms were stopping me from having friends, stopping me from caring for myself, stopping me from being an artist! I didn't even date. It was so hard for me to be alone but I felt entirely selfish to be with someone else in my depressed state knowing how emotionally butchered I really was.
Needless to say between bulimia for 6 years and self harming, I became a depressed, emaciated zombie- until I took control over my own life! Responsibility for the fact that even though I was abused, I still had no justification for hurting myself MORE with self destructive habits. I started drawing more and cutting less bad noticed the difference. I have my Warrior scars- but I'm in this bitch! Lol I'm alive when I was SURE I was going to commit suicide by 21 years old. I am 27 now. So like Dory said on Finding Nemo "Just Keep Swimming"!!!! #snapdogg #TeeGrizzley #sadababy #nickiminaj #eminem #kanyewest #KatothaProducer #art #selfharm #ptsd #ladygaga #THC #ellendegenres #steveharveyshow #AfterBuzztv #blogs #fashion #graffiti #graphicdesign - 2 hours ago