it only took 2 weeks to finally put my toes in the sand 🙃
yesterday was a gooooood day! i put my phone on airplane mode and spent my day off soaking up the sun and all the healing energy of the ocean. well i may have only lasted an hour in the heat, but it was everything i needed walking into week three of treatment!
if you’ve been following along on stories you know how up and down this journey has been for me. one minute i’m starting to feel like a normal human and the next i’m mia bc my whole body throbs and aches.
i would be lying if said i don’t have any doubts or worries or fears. i do, but they are not in control. when i feel these things creeping in i choose to let go. sometimes, lol who am i kidding? MOST of the time it’s really damn hard for me to let go.
after having a mini breakdown last week, i’m not giving any more power to chronic illness. it’s true, our body feels everything our mind thinks. i’m filling my thoughts, dreams, and conversations with everything my strong and healthy body will do one day, very soon.
i am trusting.
i am surrendering.
and above all,
i am healing.
happy monday loves,
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