The uncomfortable unknown. You know that period of time when you know something is on the horizon, you just can’t see, touch or feel it yet? Sometimes these periods last a few hours and sometimes they last a few years.
After I had Harrison, I went through a period of “who do I want to be and what do I want to do” for about 2 years. It was an unnerving and uncomfortable period for me, being in the grey. I kept trying things and kept experiencing myself failing. I was literally doing something different every 9 months, none of them felt right or took off, and it left me feeling lost and questioning my worth and value.
Through this time I kept praying. I kept asking to be shown the next right step. I trusted down deep that there was more for me and that Spirit had my back, I just didn’t know what yet.
I finally got a hit that felt different than the others. I felt this deep rumbling inside that would bring me to tears and heard this inner voice that would say “no more playing small.” I would share with my closet friends “all I want to do is to gather, inspire and empower women.”
And so despite not having it all figured out or even knowing how I would monetize it, I took action. I gathered 125 women at an event in Feb 2017 and we enjoyed a gorgeous night together, with zero plan of what was next. Within the next week 3 women asked me to coach them.
The last two years have been one step in front of the other, one person, one group, one email that has resulted in coaching over 250 women through groups, retreats, live events and 1:1s.
It’s been an absolutely amazing journey. And as I continue to evolve, I have been feeling the inner nudge that the form needs to change. Its been uncomfortable not knowing the details but just like before, I have been praying, trusting that Spirit will support it all ways.
As always, my job is to surrender, trust, be clear on my vision and stay out of the how.
Share with me below if you’ve found yourself in the uncomfortable unknown either now or in the past! 🏼♀️ - 9 hours ago