I shared those words here last summer, and I’m observing that the topics of allowance, surrender and trust have been coming up, and through, again strongly, for me and others, for the past couple of weeks. so I’ve been moved to share this:
shortly after I woke up a few days ago, I found the words:
“if it’s not meant for me, I don’t want it.
if it’s meant for me, I can never lose it.”
written as a reminder to myself 3 years ago on an old envelope. I remember being very clear about something that I wanted to bring from my awareness... from a space of deep knowing... into my physical reality.
I knew that
because it was something that was meant to be
because I dreamt of it and felt it to be true a long time ago
because I observed how my practices and intuition began to clear the way step by step
because I could feel my ancestors guiding me towards it - even through my nervousness
... it was only a matter of time.
so I did the work to get out of my way and allowed it to beautifully manifest through my surrendering to the divine plan that was unfolding.
that dream I had, is now an integral part my present-day reality.
I remember those words on the envelope
(as well as: “if it’s for me, let it be.”)
... being one of my mantras anytime I started to feel myself worry or grasp to an idea of how and when I think something should happen.
2 nights before I found that envelope, I was presented with a choice, and I found myself a bit confused on what to do. so I chose to feel it through for a while and observe my reaction to each option before making a decision.
I ended up choosing the option that made me feel freer... that made me feel more ease in my body... that made me feel the love that I Am, anchor my body... knowing that if it was meant to be, it’ll manifest in divine time... without me feeling forced to grab on to it in fear that it’ll disappear if I didn’t.
then I woke up the next day and found the paper with the mantra.
so... a gentle reminder... as we say here in jamaica:
“what ah fi yuh, cyah be un fi yuh”🇯🇲
‘what is for you, can’t be un-for you.’
~> what is meant for you, can’t be undone.
it will all-ways be yours.
Asé 🏾 - 8 hours ago