· My Motivation Monday... ·
·Take back to my first prep in 2016.
·I'll have to admit.. Life has never been easy. And not only did bodybuilding change me as a person, it changed my way of thinking even tho I had to keep facing so many struggles and obstacles...but... IT made me a stronger person mentally and physically. Now that I'm actually thinking about it... my life was falling apart because of emotionally and physically abused to being anorexic almost my entire life , and kinda diagnosed for ovarian cancer in 2007 , my sponsorship taken away from me in 2017 due to people who hate me for I dont know what reason. Specially people talking crap behind my back... ending up dating a wrong guy and for 2years I couldn't compete in any bodybuilding shows due to a genetic disorder leaving people to spread even more rumours about me... not even to mention I lost all my teeth right in the begining of this year due to my therapy/treatment i had to undergo just to be normal again and that almost drove me to living an anorexic life again.... honestly i hated my life , i hated everything about me , even the way i looked , talked , walked and smiled.... BUT THANK GOD even tho my life has been a living hell , there is one person I would like to thank ... My partner... Jason .... who came into my life just a little over a year ago... who excepted me at my worst, who always supported me when i really felt like giving up. Who changed my mindset towards myself. Who literally went out of his way to make me happy even tho our relationship had some struggles too, tho we live our lives 1400km apart... but meeting him was the best gift any person could ask for .. so yes its true .... sometimes you find yourself with someone who loves you even before you could ever love yourself. It takes time an patience to see what someone else sees in you...
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