From the moment you bring a child to this world, you no longer are allowed to get ill.
Well, you are, but you pretend as much as you can, so your children don’t have to suffer or lack the attention they constantly need from you.
Its so easy to forget about yourself and so easy to let vital things slip out of your life, specially when you live abroad, away from your family and have to educate them without a single help.
Invisible illnesses are a serious matter. They arrive when you least expect and they slowly start shutting down different parts of your body and the scariest thing is, that no doctors can point it out or tell you what is really wrong with you. They don’t show up in blood tests or MRIs.
The more you try to find answers in doctor’s offices, the more ill you get.
The only thing they will tell you is - You need some rest and of course, antidepressant pills. But i refused it every time !! I knew i wasn’t depressed, i just knew my body was physically shutting down and that nobody was able to see it but me and my husband.
I started to have a huge amount of digestive disorders including IBS and i became intolerant to almost everything i ate. Then the diet’s battle began. Tried everything, including all different type of diets you can find out there, but nothing seemed to help. I was scared to eat almost everything. I gradually started to lose weigh without even realising. Got so weak that i couldn’t stand up for longer than half of hour.
But never, for one moment, i gave up on finding out what was wrong with me. Even on my weakest moment, i knew i would get there.
My husband would not give me space to think otherwise ️ I still remember him sending me this picture, December 2017, when i was in one of my delicate moments and remind me me how beautiful i was. His words were food for my soul to keep me going.
There is always something positive in the middle of a bad moment.
God has a plan for you. In the right place, at the right moment. Just hang in there. “What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger.” 🏻 God bless you
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