Laugh with friends. Travel. Eat and live. Just live now. But why laughter is so fake, why it makes you feel the void inside you and push you back into the days of joy. Traveling. It's not working, she weeped. It fulfils you for moment and bring the tears back.
More silence. More emptiness. No tears. Am I improving? She was happy. Now flash backs doesn't effect her. Lol, but was she improving? No, there are stages of sadness. It takes time. It becomes worst. At first, tears hurt, desires hurt, then memories hurt and then? No healing. Emptiness is never a cure.. Feeling nothing couldn't be cure.. It is worst. Emptiness hurts too. There was no improvement. She has lost her sleep and nights became more horrible. Demons all around her. Darkness, in the single inch of her. Her mind, her thoughts, her heart, her nerves, her veins, all body parts, every single cell.. Maybe there should be further classification because darkness was more than it.
More frustration. More chaos. More pain. But she is still trying. She never gives up. She is a warrior. She'll soon discover the stages of depression and time one takes to get out of it, time to born again.
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