It feels good getting back to work on myself, to healing and personal development, my goals, desires, and passions!! I had lost interest and motivation with almost everything in my life. Lately, I've been slowly getting my shit back together. I'm not the same and I won't ever be the same but I'm coming back around.
On March 8th 2019 when my loved one passed away, I did not want to face it. I was scared to feel it. I was scared to look at my deep emotional wounds, my pain, the grief. For 3 months after he passed, I watched Netflix and slept as much as I possibly could (most of the time) as a way to escape my reality.
This loss was unlike anything that I have ever experienced in my lifetime. I've lost both of my Grandpa's, My Great Aunt and my Great Uncle, all of which I was close with. I've lost several of my friends. This was different though. It felt as if part of my soul went with him, if that even makes sense. He was my best friend, my lover and He is my soulmate. We spent 6 and a half years living together and we were inseparable. He wanted to marry me and I felt the same way about him. We planned to get married but then we separated (long story)
I began receiving signs from my loved one in Spirit, starting from the night that he took his last breath at 11:44pm. I often see 11:44, and have received various other signs from spirit these last few months. The signs continue to come in to me from him. I began researching and reading about signs from deceased loved ones, ways to connect with your spirit guide, opening your crown chakra, sitting in meditations to connect with your spirit guide (deceased loved one)
As I've been exploring this topic, It really is beginning to interest me more and more! There are no coincidences. I have lost track of the amount of times that my loved one has made it clear to me that He is alive in Spirit and he is with me! 😇
I still have a ways to go in healing from grief. As I'm doing so, I am also learning more about spirits, connecting with your spirit guides, and receive signs from my loved one often!
@iamnataliebrite #alignandflow - 3 hours ago