#mybodyiskillingme

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So true lol 😂 #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #youaretooyoungtobeinpain #everydayisastruggle #mybodyiskillingme #tired😴 #sick😷 #pain247 #youdontlooksick #youdontlookdisabled #lookscanbedeceiving

So true lol #notalldisabilitiesarevisible #youaretooyoungtobeinpain #everydayisastruggle #mybodyiskillingme #tired 😴 #sick #pain247 #youdontlooksick #youdontlookdisabled #lookscanbedeceiving - 48 minutes ago

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#notalldisabilitiesarevisible #youdontlooksick #youdontlookdisabled #fightlikeagirl💜 #spooniesunite #everydayisastruggle #mybodyhatesme #mybodyiskillingme #chronicallyfabulous #chronicpainwarrior

#notalldisabilitiesarevisible #youdontlooksick #youdontlookdisabled #fightlikeagirl #spooniesunite #everydayisastruggle #mybodyhatesme #mybodyiskillingme #chronicallyfabulous #chronicpainwarrior - 12 hours ago

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Påskeferie også bliver jeg MAX syg, hmmmm 🤧🥴🤒🔺👎🏾
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#Sick #ManFlue #HotAndCold #FinallyVacation #AndThenimSick #uuufff #BrazilianJiuJitsu #NoTrainingForMe #SadButTrue #girlsingis #bjjfamily #bjjdrills #bjjtechnique #NoStepTomorrowEither #MyBodyisKillingMe #SleepAllDay #🤒🤧

Påskeferie også bliver jeg MAX syg, hmmmm 🤧🥴🤒🏾 ——————————————————————————— #Sick #ManFlue #HotAndCold #FinallyVacation #AndThenimSick #uuufff #BrazilianJiuJitsu #NoTrainingForMe #SadButTrue #girlsingis #bjjfamily #bjjdrills #bjjtechnique #NoStepTomorrowEither #MyBodyisKillingMe #SleepAllDay #🤒🤧 - 5 days ago

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There once was a time not to long ago, that I would never wear a dress.
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Thick thigh life choose me
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The thought of rare legs would scare me right into knee length mom shorts or Jean's. .
Now being almost 30 -holy fuck-
I have a few tricks up my sleeve.
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•Deodorant
•A very close shave ( daily if need be)
•and the big one, sucking it up
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Not helpful I know but being a woman and an adult is hard.
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#livingmybestlife #mombod #momlife #gbssurvivor #gbs #mybodyiskillingme #thickthighssavelives #almostmermaid #dressy #lifetips #finallycomfortable #myskin

There once was a time not to long ago, that I would never wear a dress. . Thick thigh life choose me . The thought of rare legs would scare me right into knee length mom shorts or Jean's. . Now being almost 30 -holy fuck- I have a few tricks up my sleeve. . •Deodorant •A very close shave ( daily if need be) •and the big one, sucking it up . Not helpful I know but being a woman and an adult is hard. . #livingmybestlife #mombod #momlife #gbssurvivor #gbs #mybodyiskillingme #thickthighssavelives #almostmermaid #dressy #lifetips #finallycomfortable #myskin - 9 days ago

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9 days
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It's only been 9 days since the Doc told me no excercises what so ever. 9 days of 800mg ibuprofen that make me sick as a dog. Bed time muscle relaxers that don't work. Smelling of icy hot and not being able to tie my shoes.
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You would think I was pregnant again ( no mom I'm not)
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I'm eating like a garbage can and I was druck on a Monday. Slipping slowly into a downward spiral. Cant sleep through the night. My confidence is low and my self worth is well, starting to fade.
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Why am I sharing this? Because  this is real. No high light reel, no glamour shot, just me sharing what it's like for me in my life. The ups and the downs, the prefects and the not so perfect. .
Just me being human
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#momlife #mombod #livingmybestlife #gbssurvivor #gbs #blackonblackonblack #converse #mybodyiskillingme #notthehighlightreel #realme #truestory #notacoach #justtryingtomakeit #fakeittillumakeit #doctorsorders

9 days . It's only been 9 days since the Doc told me no excercises what so ever. 9 days of 800mg ibuprofen that make me sick as a dog. Bed time muscle relaxers that don't work. Smelling of icy hot and not being able to tie my shoes. . You would think I was pregnant again ( no mom I'm not) . I'm eating like a garbage can and I was druck on a Monday. Slipping slowly into a downward spiral. Cant sleep through the night. My confidence is low and my self worth is well, starting to fade. . Why am I sharing this? Because this is real. No high light reel, no glamour shot, just me sharing what it's like for me in my life. The ups and the downs, the prefects and the not so perfect. . Just me being human . #momlife #mombod #livingmybestlife #gbssurvivor #gbs #blackonblackonblack #converse #mybodyiskillingme #notthehighlightreel #realme #truestory #notacoach #justtryingtomakeit #fakeittillumakeit #doctorsorders - 11 days ago

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Day 6/7 of 21 day fix. I did day six and seven of 21 day fix today because I will be real busy tomorrow and I needed the extra workout anyways. But, my asthma kicked in real bad afterwards. I will do my other workout tonight. #workoutx2 #21dayfix #ineedahottub #mybodyiskillingme #asthmaproblems #breathingproblems #migrainessuck

Day 6/7 of 21 day fix. I did day six and seven of 21 day fix today because I will be real busy tomorrow and I needed the extra workout anyways. But, my asthma kicked in real bad afterwards. I will do my other workout tonight. #workoutx2 #21dayfix #ineedahottub #mybodyiskillingme #asthmaproblems #breathingproblems #migrainessuck - 15 days ago

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Not being able to lift is slowly killing me. .
Slowly getting back to my routine after straining my back. It's as if my body dosnt want to be stronger. 🙄 .
#noweakassbitches
#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome #funeralformyfat

Not being able to lift is slowly killing me. . Slowly getting back to my routine after straining my back. It's as if my body dosnt want to be stronger. 🙄 . #noweakassbitches #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome #funeralformyfat - 15 days ago

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Back at it, last day #paxeast2019 #samuraishodown #mybodyiskillingme 💚💜

Back at it, last day #paxeast2019 #samuraishodown #mybodyiskillingme - 20 days ago

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Arms & shoulders
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And over a thousand  steps in an hour 👌
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Also, I did leg day yesterday,  just at a way later time and I didn't document it lol so maybe it didn't really happen 🤷🏻‍♀️ oh well, NSV my hamstrings are getting stronger, I'm holding steady at 50lb leg curls.🙌
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome #funeralformyfat

Arms & shoulders . And over a thousand steps in an hour . Also, I did leg day yesterday, just at a way later time and I didn't document it lol so maybe it didn't really happen 🤷🏻‍♀️ oh well, NSV my hamstrings are getting stronger, I'm holding steady at 50lb leg curls. . . . #motivation #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #sahm #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome #funeralformyfat - 23 days ago

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Chest & Back
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Total weight, split each side on cables
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Incline bench 60lb
Pull downs 100lb
Chest fly 90 x20, 80 x12
Lower back Ext 240lb
Decline bench 80lb x20, 70 x12
Stiff arm 80lb
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome

Chest & Back . Total weight, split each side on cables . Incline bench 60lb Pull downs 100lb Chest fly 90 x20, 80 x12 Lower back Ext 240lb Decline bench 80lb x20, 70 x12 Stiff arm 80lb . . . #motivation #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #sahm #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome - 25 days ago

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Started week 4 with leg day!
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Them leg ext are moving on up!
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #legday #weightlifting

Started week 4 with leg day! . Them leg ext are moving on up! . . . . #motivation #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #sahm #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #legday #weightlifting - 26 days ago

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J’ai mal. 🌪
Sa fait un an que j’ai mal, que je consulte et que je passe des tests, que rien n’est concluent. Qu’ils ne trouvent rien, qu’ils me disent a c’est peut-être ça ou ça. Maintenant, j’ai honte de dire que j’ai mal et de dire que sa va pas. Au travail, c’est pire je suis tannée de passer pour la FILLE MALADE, pas forte qui ce plein et qui doit quitter plutot ou manquer des journées parce que j’ai mal dans le corps. 
Les activités en dehors de chez moi sa me stresse, etre avec des gens qui connaissent seulement une petite partie de sque je vie  me stresse car en plein milieu de quelque chose parfois je dois quitté. Mes proches savent que c’est dure planifier de longue sortie. Parfois meme faire l’épicerie sa me stresse car mon corps crie qu’il a mal. 🌪 
#tummyproblems #mybodyiskillingme #nostrength #mylifestopped #livingwithstress #sad #caneverythingbeokforonce #tired #needtofindtheproblem #thisgirlcantanymore 
#mlleberthiaume

J’ai mal. 🌪 Sa fait un an que j’ai mal, que je consulte et que je passe des tests, que rien n’est concluent. Qu’ils ne trouvent rien, qu’ils me disent a c’est peut-être ça ou ça. Maintenant, j’ai honte de dire que j’ai mal et de dire que sa va pas. Au travail, c’est pire je suis tannée de passer pour la FILLE MALADE, pas forte qui ce plein et qui doit quitter plutot ou manquer des journées parce que j’ai mal dans le corps. Les activités en dehors de chez moi sa me stresse, etre avec des gens qui connaissent seulement une petite partie de sque je vie me stresse car en plein milieu de quelque chose parfois je dois quitté. Mes proches savent que c’est dure planifier de longue sortie. Parfois meme faire l’épicerie sa me stresse car mon corps crie qu’il a mal. 🌪 #tummyproblems #mybodyiskillingme #nostrength #mylifestopped #livingwithstress #sad #caneverythingbeokforonce #tired #needtofindtheproblem #thisgirlcantanymore #mlleberthiaume - 29 days ago

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A breakdown look at my progression in weights in chest and back day.
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My reps are 10/10/12 on a each move unless stated otherwise. The weight I use is in the x/x/x format. .
#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo

A breakdown look at my progression in weights in chest and back day. . My reps are 10/10/12 on a each move unless stated otherwise. The weight I use is in the x/x/x format. . #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo - 1 month ago

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10/10/12 sets
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Incline bench 30lb es
Pulldowns 75lbs
Chest fly 40lbs
Lower back Ext 80lbs es
Decline bench 35lbs es
Stiff arm 30lbs es
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo

10/10/12 sets es: each side . Incline bench 30lb es Pulldowns 75lbs Chest fly 40lbs Lower back Ext 80lbs es Decline bench 35lbs es Stiff arm 30lbs es . #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo - 1 month ago

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Leg day is done! Improving on weights, adding 5-10 lbs this week and going up each new week.
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Slide to see last week to this week comparison.
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo

Leg day is done! Improving on weights, adding 5-10 lbs this week and going up each new week. . Slide to see last week to this week comparison. . #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo - 1 month ago

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I like to wear black during workouts to remind myself I have a funeral to go to afterwards.
.. for my fat..
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome #funeralformyfat #blackonblackonblack

I like to wear black during workouts to remind myself I have a funeral to go to afterwards. .. for my fat.. . . . #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #guillainbarresyndrome #funeralformyfat #blackonblackonblack - 1 month ago

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What does leg day look like you may ask?
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310 lb leg press super set
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The rest?
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Calf raise 60 @ 220lb
Squats 10/10/12 @ 220lb
Leg press @ 310lb
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Hip ext 10/10/12 @ 50lb
Leg ext 10/10/12 @ 70lb
Leg curl 10/10/12 @ 30lb
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Hip adduction 10/10/12 @ 45lb
Hip abduction 10/10/12 @ 50lb
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#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #killthelegs #growthethighs #bootygains🍑 #guillainbarresyndrome
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Form is iffy, progress is progress. 4 years ago I wasn't even able to walk by myself. So I'm taking this as growth. Gillian Barre Syndrome isn't holding me down!

What does leg day look like you may ask? . 310 lb leg press super set . The rest? . Calf raise 60 @ 220lb Squats 10/10/12 @ 220lb Leg press @ 310lb . Hip ext 10/10/12 @ 50lb Leg ext 10/10/12 @ 70lb Leg curl 10/10/12 @ 30lb . Hip adduction 10/10/12 @ 45lb Hip abduction 10/10/12 @ 50lb . #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo #killthelegs #growthethighs #bootygains #guillainbarresyndrome . Form is iffy, progress is progress. 4 years ago I wasn't even able to walk by myself. So I'm taking this as growth. Gillian Barre Syndrome isn't holding me down! - 1 month ago

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Denial
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Acceptance
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Accomplishment
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Oh the many faces of leg day.
W1D1
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 #motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo

Denial . Acceptance . Accomplishment . . Oh the many faces of leg day. W1D1 . #motivation   #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom   #sahm   #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter   #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo - 1 month ago

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Chest & back
W1D1
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Been way too long being on the cables. .
#motivation  #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom  #sahm  #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo

Chest & back W1D1 . Been way too long being on the cables. . #motivation #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #sahm #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains #liftingweights #bowflexblaze #homegym #girlscanhavemusclestoo - 2 months ago

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Lifft4 IS DONE SON!!
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THANK YOU @joelfreemanfitness For kicking my ass over the past 8 weeks.
Started at the bottom,now I have little baby abs!
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I am over the moon, and so proud of myself for pushing everyday. Getting up at 5am and taking time for myself.
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Monday starts a new week, SOOOO I'm going back to my tribe and true,
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Bowflex here I come! Time to get jacked!
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#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains #lifft4 #completebutnotdone

Lifft4 IS DONE SON!! THANK YOU @joelfreemanfitness For kicking my ass over the past 8 weeks. Started at the bottom,now I have little baby abs! 🤟 I am over the moon, and so proud of myself for pushing everyday. Getting up at 5am and taking time for myself. . Monday starts a new week, SOOOO I'm going back to my tribe and true, . Bowflex here I come! Time to get jacked! #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains #lifft4 #completebutnotdone - 2 months ago

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Ahh #rarediseaseday when #spoonies such as myself & other #chronicillnesswarriors get to give a shoutout to all our weirdo conditions & try to get you #normals to #giveafuck 😜#sarcoidosis #sarcoidosissucks #urticarialvasculitis #vasculitis  #autoimmunedisease #immunedisorder #mybodyiskillingme

Ahh #rarediseaseday when #spoonies such as myself & other #chronicillnesswarriors get to give a shoutout to all our weirdo conditions & try to get you #normals to #giveafuck #sarcoidosis #sarcoidosissucks #urticarialvasculitis #vasculitis #autoimmunedisease #immunedisorder #mybodyiskillingme - 2 months ago

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W8D3
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🎵 This girls shoulders are on fire 🎵
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One 👏 more 👏 day
Just one! And I have been consistent for 8 effing weeks!
🙏 Praise sweet little baby Jesus
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#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains

W8D3 This girls shoulders are on fire . One more day Just one! And I have been consistent for 8 effing weeks! Praise sweet little baby Jesus . #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains - 2 months ago

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W8D2
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Leg day 50/50 HIIT
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Commence the jelly legs
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#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains

W8D2 Leg day 50/50 HIIT . Commence the jelly legs . #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains - 2 months ago

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W8D1
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Last week of liift4!
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#motivation #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #mombod #weightlifting #chestandback #liift4 #galaxywatch #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease

W8D1 . Last week of liift4! #motivation #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #mombod #weightlifting #chestandback #liift4 #galaxywatch #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease - 2 months ago

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Week 7 is done
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Only 4 more days and I'll be done with Liift4
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Progress pics coming soon!
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#motivation #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #mombod #weightlifting #armsandshoulders #liift4 #galaxywatch #tattoo #peacock #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease #friday #totalbodyhiit

Week 7 is done Only 4 more days and I'll be done with Liift4 Progress pics coming soon! . #motivation #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #mombod #weightlifting #armsandshoulders #liift4 #galaxywatch #tattoo #peacock #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease #friday #totalbodyhiit - 2 months ago

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W7D3
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Procrastinated BIG time this morning. Half assed my workout but I definitely pushed myself and upped some weights.
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May regret that later
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#motivation #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #mombod #germanshepherd #mustbenice #weightlifting #armsandshoulders #liift4 #galaxywatch #tattoo #peacock #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease

W7D3 Procrastinated BIG time this morning. Half assed my workout but I definitely pushed myself and upped some weights. . May regret that later . #motivation #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #mombod #germanshepherd #mustbenice #weightlifting #armsandshoulders #liift4 #galaxywatch #tattoo #peacock #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease - 2 months ago

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Yesterday I performed my first solo act in a circus big top ❤️ Thankyou so so much Tracy, Alex and Nia for being soooo patient with me! Jane for whipping my ass every morning last year. And Emil for literally doing everything and saving my ass a thousand times 😘😘😘 Thankyou guys for helping this little snotty girls circus dreams come true!! #circusfuntasia #josser #mybodyiskillingme #skywalk

Yesterday I performed my first solo act in a circus big top ️ Thankyou so so much Tracy, Alex and Nia for being soooo patient with me! Jane for whipping my ass every morning last year. And Emil for literally doing everything and saving my ass a thousand times Thankyou guys for helping this little snotty girls circus dreams come true!! #circusfuntasia #josser #mybodyiskillingme #skywalk - 2 months ago

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Fucking weekend ! Yaazz bitch!
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#v8 #audi #s6 #weekend #armygirl #tired #mybodyiskillingme

Fucking weekend ! Yaazz bitch! . . . #v8 #audi #s6 #weekend #armygirl #tired #mybodyiskillingme - 2 months ago

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This is what training did to me.... #dogs #bed #bedtime #passedout #mybodyiskillingme #iache #mybodyhurts #sosleepy #dogsloveme #mybabies #cuddles #pets #family #love #doberman #dobermanpuppy #kingcharlescavalier #cavalierkingcharlesspaniel

This is what training did to me.... #dogs #bed #bedtime #passedout #mybodyiskillingme #iache #mybodyhurts #sosleepy #dogsloveme #mybabies #cuddles #pets #family #love #doberman #dobermanpuppy #kingcharlescavalier #cavalierkingcharlesspaniel - 2 months ago

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I need to lay down for the next 3 to 5 business days in the fetal position with a pound of chocolate. Is that too much to ask? #mybodyiskillingme #sendhelpintheformofchocolate #killingmeslowly #mood #whycantihaveapenis

I need to lay down for the next 3 to 5 business days in the fetal position with a pound of chocolate. Is that too much to ask? #mybodyiskillingme #sendhelpintheformofchocolate #killingmeslowly #mood #whycantihaveapenis - 2 months ago

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W5D3 is done
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This shirt speaks volumes today! 😵
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#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter  #gains

W5D3 is done . This shirt speaks volumes today! . #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #gains - 2 months ago

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New purchase this week so happy to whoever came up with this idea. The cold snap hit the marrow in my bones from my lower spine down to my feet and nothing helped, was stuck in bed for days, I am prepared for next time. #happyshopper #hotwaterbottles #easethepain #softandfluffy #inflammatoryarthritis #osteoarthritis #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #liverdisease #plantarfibroma #depression #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #limitedmobility #wontbeatme #iamawarrior

New purchase this week so happy to whoever came up with this idea. The cold snap hit the marrow in my bones from my lower spine down to my feet and nothing helped, was stuck in bed for days, I am prepared for next time. #happyshopper #hotwaterbottles #easethepain #softandfluffy #inflammatoryarthritis #osteoarthritis #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #liverdisease #plantarfibroma #depression #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #limitedmobility #wontbeatme #iamawarrior - 2 months ago

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June 13 2015, I went into the hospital for 5 days. I had 3 MRI's, 2 xrays and IV therapy. I seen 2 neurology specialist and countless physical therapist. The Dr's suspected a very rare disorder called Guillain-Barre syndrome. Guillian Barre is a rare disorder in which your body's immune system attacks your nerves.  My experience started with my thigh "falling asleep", I stood up and noticed my whole body from the waist down was numb. I could feel everything, every touch, but it felt like pins and needles.  The exact cause of Guillain-Barre syndrome is unknown. However, it is often preceded by an infectious illness such as a respiratory infection or the stomach flu.
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There's no known cure for Guillain-Barre syndrome, but several treatments can ease symptoms and reduce the duration of the illness. .
Most people recover from Guillain-Barre syndrome, though some may experience lingering effects from it, such as weakness, numbness or fatigue. To this day I still feel numb, but I am getting used to the feeling. I can walk and do normal daily activities that I could not do at the onset, but, it is now in moderation not like I was able to do previously.
#guillainbarresyndrome #gbs #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #invisibleillness #guillainbarre #wheresmylegs  #fighter #nevergiveup

June 13 2015, I went into the hospital for 5 days. I had 3 MRI's, 2 xrays and IV therapy. I seen 2 neurology specialist and countless physical therapist. The Dr's suspected a very rare disorder called Guillain-Barre syndrome. Guillian Barre is a rare disorder in which your body's immune system attacks your nerves. My experience started with my thigh "falling asleep", I stood up and noticed my whole body from the waist down was numb. I could feel everything, every touch, but it felt like pins and needles. The exact cause of Guillain-Barre syndrome is unknown. However, it is often preceded by an infectious illness such as a respiratory infection or the stomach flu. . There's no known cure for Guillain-Barre syndrome, but several treatments can ease symptoms and reduce the duration of the illness. . Most people recover from Guillain-Barre syndrome, though some may experience lingering effects from it, such as weakness, numbness or fatigue. To this day I still feel numb, but I am getting used to the feeling. I can walk and do normal daily activities that I could not do at the onset, but, it is now in moderation not like I was able to do previously. #guillainbarresyndrome #gbs #gbssurvivor #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #invisibleillness #guillainbarre #wheresmylegs #fighter #nevergiveup - 2 months ago

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HOLY. Sweet. Baby. Jesus
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It's been a while since I've let this thing whoop my ass.
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Boy, did it not disappoint! Bring back Wednesday's lift! 🏋️‍♀️
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#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #helloabs #gains #liftingweights #bowflexmaxtrainer #legday

HOLY. Sweet. Baby. Jesus It's been a while since I've let this thing whoop my ass. . Boy, did it not disappoint! Bring back Wednesday's lift! 🏋️‍♀️ . #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #helloabs #gains #liftingweights #bowflexmaxtrainer #legday - 2 months ago

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Why hello tiny baby abs, I knew you were always under there somewhere!
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W5D2 is done! .
#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #helloabs #gains

Why hello tiny baby abs, I knew you were always under there somewhere! . W5D2 is done! . #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #mybodyiskillingme #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #fighter #helloabs #gains - 2 months ago

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Fluctuating weight.
The struggle is real! I've battled with it my whole life.
I developed as a "woman" early, my curves we're seen as being fat. • I started skipping lunch at school and not eating.
• I would walk in gym class on the track
• I started weight lifting in high school
Then I was to skinny, and looked sick. I would go a whole day with out eating. Then binge when no one was looking.
When I first started dating my now husband, I wouldn't eat in front of him.
• Small portions of food
• Eating very slowly
• Pretending I was full 
It was a vicious cycle that controled my life.
I was never happy at any size/weight.
I've been the size 0 and I've been the size 16
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I can tell you as of today, being the size 12 that I am, •I'm no longer fighting the battle with my clothes. •Or crying in my closet because nothing fits. •Or looking at food like it's my enemy. •I'm not comparing myself to someone else. •I'm not weighing myself because I am more than just a number on a scale.
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I am finally happy, to be strong and healthy. It may have taken me years to win the fight with myself, but damn it enough was enough. ❤️
#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #imfinallyhappy

Fluctuating weight. The struggle is real! I've battled with it my whole life. I developed as a "woman" early, my curves we're seen as being fat. • I started skipping lunch at school and not eating. • I would walk in gym class on the track • I started weight lifting in high school Then I was to skinny, and looked sick. I would go a whole day with out eating. Then binge when no one was looking. When I first started dating my now husband, I wouldn't eat in front of him. • Small portions of food • Eating very slowly • Pretending I was full It was a vicious cycle that controled my life. I was never happy at any size/weight. I've been the size 0 and I've been the size 16 • I can tell you as of today, being the size 12 that I am, •I'm no longer fighting the battle with my clothes. •Or crying in my closet because nothing fits. •Or looking at food like it's my enemy. •I'm not comparing myself to someone else. •I'm not weighing myself because I am more than just a number on a scale. • I am finally happy, to be strong and healthy. It may have taken me years to win the fight with myself, but damn it enough was enough. #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #gbssurvivor #gbs #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #imfinallyhappy - 2 months ago

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Time to relax. The Moomin blanket by #finlayson is so comfy! Tomorrow we’re off to Turku, visiting family, back to the roots. 🥰 have a great weekend! 💛 #mylivingroom #theviewofthemoment #recovery #tgif #mybodyiskillingme

Time to relax. The Moomin blanket by #finlayson is so comfy! Tomorrow we’re off to Turku, visiting family, back to the roots. 🥰 have a great weekend! #mylivingroom #theviewofthemoment #recovery #tgif #mybodyiskillingme - 3 months ago

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Gimme all the gains!!
#gainsongains 
Ugh 😍 I love progress! W4 IS DONE!!! 😝
I'm officially have way through. And I think I'm in love with this program.
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Probably the best way to start a Friday.
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#motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #autoimmunedisease #gbssurvivor #mybodyiskillingme #fighter

Gimme all the gains!! #gainsongains Ugh I love progress! W4 IS DONE!!! I'm officially have way through. And I think I'm in love with this program. . Probably the best way to start a Friday. . #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #autoimmunedisease #gbssurvivor #mybodyiskillingme #fighter - 3 months ago

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Well, that wasn't brutal at all... 😐
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W4D2 is done.
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Thank you sweet baby Jesus tomorrow is a rest day!
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#sorrynotsorry #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #internetfriends #progresspic #update #survivor #guillainbarresyndrome #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #fighter

Well, that wasn't brutal at all... 😐 W4D2 is done. . Thank you sweet baby Jesus tomorrow is a rest day! . #sorrynotsorry #motivation #livefree #behappy #mombod #momlife #livingmybestlife #sahmlife #fitmom #dynamitebabe #introvert #sahm #workfromhomemom #findyourstrong #nopainnogain #fitspo #beastmode #internetfriends #progresspic #update #survivor #guillainbarresyndrome #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #fighter - 3 months ago

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The last time I did a progress update was Dec 1st. I've been holding off because I felt as if I didn't progress any at that time.
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I was to hung up on the visual progress than I was the mental and physical progress I had achieved.
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I have overcome so many obstacles. Mentally and physically. Looking back, I feel stupid for standing in my own way and not allowing myself to grow.
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Since starting with this company, I have learned that having a strong mindset is stronger than having the smallest waist. And meeting others who have that same mentally has made me stronger as a person and a woman.
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Mama, I'm sorry but I've met people from the internet and we have become best friends!
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The last time I did a progress update was Dec 1st. I've been holding off because I felt as if I didn't progress any at that time. . I was to hung up on the visual progress than I was the mental and physical progress I had achieved. . I have overcome so many obstacles. Mentally and physically. Looking back, I feel stupid for standing in my own way and not allowing myself to grow. . Since starting with this company, I have learned that having a strong mindset is stronger than having the smallest waist. And meeting others who have that same mentally has made me stronger as a person and a woman. . Mama, I'm sorry but I've met people from the internet and we have become best friends! . - 3 months ago

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I would go through all this trouble just to fly home again 😍😘 #imissmyfam #imisstexas #seeyousoon #movingsuck #nohelp😭😭 #mybodyiskillingme

I would go through all this trouble just to fly home again #imissmyfam #imisstexas #seeyousoon #movingsuck #nohelp #mybodyiskillingme - 3 months ago

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Volgens mij is het zo'n week. Eerst heb je een brakke nacht omdat één van je katten besluit niet thuis te komen snachts en alhoewel hij zich prima red slaap je dan toch niet lekker. Vervolgens wordt je heel vroeg wakker en besluit je toch nog even te gaan liggen, je hebt tenslotte smiddags pas een afspraak bij de fysio.... Wordt je om 10 uur wakker zegt je mobiel 10.30 masseur. O ships ik zit met mijn gedachten in de verkeerde week. Hup honden de tuin in (dan is zo'n mega tuin ideaal) binnen 5 minuten ben ik aangekleed. Ren vervolgens de tuin in om alle hokken los te doen van de eenden en kippen zodat ze lekker hun gang kunnen gaan. Snel naar binnen honden te eten geven en zonder ontbijt ben ik zo de auto in gestapt en was maar 1 minuut te laat. Mijn lichaam zat maar een beetje vast voor de verandering, dus nu gammel en beurs op de bank. Geen zin om iets te doen, dus goed moment om verder te lezen in dit spectaculaire slot van de daughter of smoke en bone trilogie 😍
Is het al bijna weekend?😅 Dan kunnen we hopelijk naar een betere week.

#dreamsofgodsandmonsters #lainitaylor #daughterofsmokeandbonetrilogy #tired #mybodyiskillingme #oneofthosedays #bookaddict #boeken

Volgens mij is het zo'n week. Eerst heb je een brakke nacht omdat één van je katten besluit niet thuis te komen snachts en alhoewel hij zich prima red slaap je dan toch niet lekker. Vervolgens wordt je heel vroeg wakker en besluit je toch nog even te gaan liggen, je hebt tenslotte smiddags pas een afspraak bij de fysio.... Wordt je om 10 uur wakker zegt je mobiel 10.30 masseur. O ships ik zit met mijn gedachten in de verkeerde week. Hup honden de tuin in (dan is zo'n mega tuin ideaal) binnen 5 minuten ben ik aangekleed. Ren vervolgens de tuin in om alle hokken los te doen van de eenden en kippen zodat ze lekker hun gang kunnen gaan. Snel naar binnen honden te eten geven en zonder ontbijt ben ik zo de auto in gestapt en was maar 1 minuut te laat. Mijn lichaam zat maar een beetje vast voor de verandering, dus nu gammel en beurs op de bank. Geen zin om iets te doen, dus goed moment om verder te lezen in dit spectaculaire slot van de daughter of smoke en bone trilogie Is het al bijna weekend? Dan kunnen we hopelijk naar een betere week. #dreamsofgodsandmonsters #lainitaylor #daughterofsmokeandbonetrilogy #tired #mybodyiskillingme #oneofthosedays #bookaddict #boeken - 3 months ago

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Only I would end up in the ER for the most stupidest thing!! I hate having an IV in me!! 7 hours in the ER, strong doses of different medicines injected straight into me, got my blood drawn & I had to get an adrenaline shot in my ass but NONE have worked!! I also learned that I had gotten an infection in my bloodstream because of the dye in my shirt I was wearing the night before! Always wash your brand new clothes before you wear them no matter what! My body hates me!! 😩 #intheer #allergicreaction #ihatethis #hospitalsarenotfun #ivsucks #mybodyiskillingme

Only I would end up in the ER for the most stupidest thing!! I hate having an IV in me!! 7 hours in the ER, strong doses of different medicines injected straight into me, got my blood drawn & I had to get an adrenaline shot in my ass but NONE have worked!! I also learned that I had gotten an infection in my bloodstream because of the dye in my shirt I was wearing the night before! Always wash your brand new clothes before you wear them no matter what! My body hates me!! #intheer #allergicreaction #ihatethis #hospitalsarenotfun #ivsucks #mybodyiskillingme - 3 months ago

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What is Guillain-Barre syndrome?
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In short, it is a rare disorder in which your body's immune system attacks your nerves.
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A fight within, hidden from everyone. A fight that no one can see. An invisible disease. Only to bring questions and doubt.
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I've learned to deal with it. And I've learned my boundaries and limits. When I push passed them, my body let's me know in ways you can't imagine.
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My feet & legs burn and sting 24/7
My peripheral nerve pinches Everytime I sit down cause my hip to get stuck.
Two fingers on my left hand go to sleep in any position.
My balance is so bad, I've been mistaken for being drunk.
My hair falls out so much I have a bald spot.
My nails refuse to grow and reject anything that's put on them.
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I am in constant pain, but I don't use a cane or crutches. I'm not in a wheelchair or a hospital bed. So my illness may be invisible to you. But my pain is very clear to me.
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Moral of the story, everyone has a fight they are fighting. But that doesn't mean they are weak. It just means they are stronger to fight for what they want and believe in. And they will not let anyone tell them differently.
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#iamasurvivor #fighter #guillainbarresyndrome #donttakenoforananswer #tryme #willnevergiveup #determined #willpower #fuckyoudoc #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #rare

What is Guillain-Barre syndrome? . In short, it is a rare disorder in which your body's immune system attacks your nerves. . A fight within, hidden from everyone. A fight that no one can see. An invisible disease. Only to bring questions and doubt. . I've learned to deal with it. And I've learned my boundaries and limits. When I push passed them, my body let's me know in ways you can't imagine. . My feet & legs burn and sting 24/7 My peripheral nerve pinches Everytime I sit down cause my hip to get stuck. Two fingers on my left hand go to sleep in any position. My balance is so bad, I've been mistaken for being drunk. My hair falls out so much I have a bald spot. My nails refuse to grow and reject anything that's put on them. . I am in constant pain, but I don't use a cane or crutches. I'm not in a wheelchair or a hospital bed. So my illness may be invisible to you. But my pain is very clear to me. . Moral of the story, everyone has a fight they are fighting. But that doesn't mean they are weak. It just means they are stronger to fight for what they want and believe in. And they will not let anyone tell them differently. . #iamasurvivor #fighter #guillainbarresyndrome #donttakenoforananswer #tryme #willnevergiveup #determined #willpower #fuckyoudoc #autoimmunedisease #mybodyiskillingme #rare - 3 months ago

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Effect : @mr.travice_ 
#malemodel #handsome #mybodyiskillingme #6pack #sixpack #fitness #abs #fitnesslife #fitnessmotivation #travelling #traveler #traveling #traveller #travel #travelgram #travelphotography #dubrovnik #croatia #elaphitiislands #followforfollowback #likeforlikes #mrtravice

. Pic : @le.monsieur Effect : @mr.travice_ #malemodel #handsome #mybodyiskillingme #6pack #sixpack #fitness #abs #fitnesslife #fitnessmotivation #travelling #traveler #traveling #traveller #travel #travelgram #travelphotography #dubrovnik #croatia #elaphitiislands #followforfollowback #likeforlikes #mrtravice - 4 months ago

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"It's not the mountain we conquer, but ourselves." - Sir Edmund Hillary

#ushuaia #argentina #glaciermartial #hikingadventures #mybodyiskillingme #worththepain #beautifulview #mountaintops

"It's not the mountain we conquer, but ourselves." - Sir Edmund Hillary #ushuaia #argentina #glaciermartial #hikingadventures #mybodyiskillingme #worththepain #beautifulview #mountaintops - 5 months ago

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Today was #infusionday ! I received my Entyvio infusion, 750 ml of saline to help with the dehydration, & a B12 injection. This is my monthly routine. And I can’t wait for it to be a thing of the past. I’ve been really, really sick to the point that I have arthritis due to the inflammation & dehydration in my body. I’ve been taking Methotrexate injections weekly to help with that. Which means that I have to take Folic Acid (Methotrexate depletes the body of Folic Acid). I’m also Anemic due to blood loss and my bodies lack of ability to store iron (very low Ferritin levels). Sooo, I have to get Feraheme infusions for that. My entire body hurts from my gums to my toes. It’s like this giant domino effect and my body is literally destroying itself. The past couple of months have been the worst physically, emotionally, & mentally. I usually, for the past 8 years, only struggle with the physical part but now it’s so bad that I’m struggling in all areas because I’m over it. I just want to be healthy but my body won’t participate. 😔#autoimmunedisease #ulcerativecolitis #ibd #ibdawareness #infusion #infusionday #entyvio #entyviowarrior #anemia #anemic #anemicproblems #feraheme #ironinfusion #mybodyiskillingme #ibdwarrior #methotrexate #methotrexatehangover #injections #injection #mywholebodyhurts

Today was #infusionday ! I received my Entyvio infusion, 750 ml of saline to help with the dehydration, & a B12 injection. This is my monthly routine. And I can’t wait for it to be a thing of the past. I’ve been really, really sick to the point that I have arthritis due to the inflammation & dehydration in my body. I’ve been taking Methotrexate injections weekly to help with that. Which means that I have to take Folic Acid (Methotrexate depletes the body of Folic Acid). I’m also Anemic due to blood loss and my bodies lack of ability to store iron (very low Ferritin levels). Sooo, I have to get Feraheme infusions for that. My entire body hurts from my gums to my toes. It’s like this giant domino effect and my body is literally destroying itself. The past couple of months have been the worst physically, emotionally, & mentally. I usually, for the past 8 years, only struggle with the physical part but now it’s so bad that I’m struggling in all areas because I’m over it. I just want to be healthy but my body won’t participate. #autoimmunedisease #ulcerativecolitis #ibd #ibdawareness #infusion #infusionday #entyvio #entyviowarrior #anemia #anemic #anemicproblems #feraheme #ironinfusion #mybodyiskillingme #ibdwarrior #methotrexate #methotrexatehangover #injections #injection #mywholebodyhurts - 5 months ago

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All weekend, alternating between phone & movies 😍 ok universe, I get it, can you please take this throat cold & body illnesses away 🙁 Slept another 14hrs last night after taking Nyquil. But it seems like I'm inching my way to getting better, it's not happening fast enough. Guess the universe let me get away with all the over doing it with the 3 trips last month but is now telling me to pump the brakes by having all these different things slam into me at once 😢 I'll go back to normal now, take it all away please 🙏 #hearmyplea #igetitnow #takethisallaway #mybodyiskillingme #butlovedthephoneandmovieweekend #nowineedtogetbetterplease

All weekend, alternating between phone & movies ok universe, I get it, can you please take this throat cold & body illnesses away 🙁 Slept another 14hrs last night after taking Nyquil. But it seems like I'm inching my way to getting better, it's not happening fast enough. Guess the universe let me get away with all the over doing it with the 3 trips last month but is now telling me to pump the brakes by having all these different things slam into me at once I'll go back to normal now, take it all away please #hearmyplea #igetitnow #takethisallaway #mybodyiskillingme #butlovedthephoneandmovieweekend #nowineedtogetbetterplease - 5 months ago

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Played in a softball game...#softball #iscoredapoint #mybodyiskillingme #field #lights #thegreen #totryingnewthings #instagood #harlingen #almostfellonmyface #vscoedit #vscofilter

Played in a softball game...#softball #iscoredapoint #mybodyiskillingme #field #lights #thegreen #totryingnewthings #instagood #harlingen #almostfellonmyface #vscoedit #vscofilter - 6 months ago

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Ok so let's be real, I did not want to do tonight's workout at all. Not because I didnt want to, but because my bones were hurting. Today was a bad day for my body, my bones have been aching all day and I was in more pain than usual. I felt it was ok to push through the pain like my physical therapist said to, because it was a low impact day. I just had to block the pain far out of my head to make it through. I was motivated, because I motivated my coach to get her workout in when she just wasnt feeling it. But yall know what? She did and she kicked butt doing it, because she did I then had to push through and get it done. If any of yall want to just on this journey with me just ask me how. (P.S I did do day 3 I just didnt do the 21day fix lower body I did my own because I had to mow the lawn. My body could not handle both.I did not post things just got to busy and I didnt have time.) #21dayfixresults #tiredmom #mybodyiskillingme #strongmoms

Ok so let's be real, I did not want to do tonight's workout at all. Not because I didnt want to, but because my bones were hurting. Today was a bad day for my body, my bones have been aching all day and I was in more pain than usual. I felt it was ok to push through the pain like my physical therapist said to, because it was a low impact day. I just had to block the pain far out of my head to make it through. I was motivated, because I motivated my coach to get her workout in when she just wasnt feeling it. But yall know what? She did and she kicked butt doing it, because she did I then had to push through and get it done. If any of yall want to just on this journey with me just ask me how. (P.S I did do day 3 I just didnt do the 21day fix lower body I did my own because I had to mow the lawn. My body could not handle both.I did not post things just got to busy and I didnt have time.) #21dayfixresults #tiredmom #mybodyiskillingme #strongmoms - 6 months ago

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...this feeling!
#afterworkout #afterworkoutfeeling #giveneverything #workoutdone #workout #workoutmotivation #workoutday #gym #gymgirl #gymday #iwilldidit #fitnessselfie #fitness #bodythanks #mindreload #mybodyiskillingme #ineedwater #exercise #loveexercise

...this feeling! #afterworkout #afterworkoutfeeling #giveneverything #workoutdone #workout #workoutmotivation #workoutday #gym #gymgirl #gymday #iwilldidit #fitnessselfie #fitness #bodythanks #mindreload #mybodyiskillingme #ineedwater #exercise #loveexercise - 6 months ago

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Meeting new doctors all the time is weird. It's like, "Hi, nice to meet you. I'm going to go ahead and get naked now, stranger." Also featured, my favourite mirror and my part time dirty room.
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#mswarrior #ms #multiplesclerosis #multiplesclerosiswarrior #multiplesclerosisawareness #chronicpain #chronicillness #spoonie #autoimmunediseasewarrior #autoimmuneawareness #mybodyiskillingme

Meeting new doctors all the time is weird. It's like, "Hi, nice to meet you. I'm going to go ahead and get naked now, stranger." Also featured, my favourite mirror and my part time dirty room. ----- #mswarrior #ms #multiplesclerosis #multiplesclerosiswarrior #multiplesclerosisawareness #chronicpain #chronicillness #spoonie #autoimmunediseasewarrior #autoimmuneawareness #mybodyiskillingme - 6 months ago

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Hit me like a ton of bricks. 
It snuck up on me again!! I knew it was coming up, but I thought I had more tiiiiime 🤦‍♀️ Hormones. 
Emotions. 
Feelings. 
And the thought intrusion begins again!!! I am trapped in this body that just keeps going wonky.

I am doing all I can to help myself feel better. I am doing all I can to help people get better. 
Why can't I just be better already??!!
Day 14 of my cycle. I feel like a zombie again. Hellllp!! #1in20pmdd #pmddawareness #fightpmdd #notpms #zombiemode #mybodyiskillingme #autoimmune #hashimotos #thyroidhealth

Hit me like a ton of bricks. It snuck up on me again!! I knew it was coming up, but I thought I had more tiiiiime 🤦‍♀️ Hormones. Emotions. Feelings. And the thought intrusion begins again!!! I am trapped in this body that just keeps going wonky. I am doing all I can to help myself feel better. I am doing all I can to help people get better. Why can't I just be better already??!! Day 14 of my cycle. I feel like a zombie again. Hellllp!! #1in20pmdd #pmddawareness #fightpmdd #notpms #zombiemode #mybodyiskillingme #autoimmune #hashimotos #thyroidhealth - 7 months ago

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Why do I run? 💖... because I can 🙏🏼... because I’m healthy enough to raise awareness for a cause too close to home 🎀... I run for my fellow sisters who we’ve lost, those of us that are fighting and for those who are directly and indirectly affected by a vicious disease that are claiming women’s lives at an alarming rate. I run for those who can’t, in hopes to save others from a terrible fate 💖... Today we ran with our sisters in hope for a brighter tomorrow 🌟 .... #SaveTheTaTas #BreastCancerAwareness #BreastCancerSucks #CancerSucks #FindACure #SupportYourSister #ThinkPink #ChronicIllnessSucks #CancerIsNotADeathSentence #GirlPOWER ✊🏼 #FlowerChild #MyBodyIsKillingMe #ButIDidIt 😁

Why do I run? ... because I can 🏼... because I’m healthy enough to raise awareness for a cause too close to home ... I run for my fellow sisters who we’ve lost, those of us that are fighting and for those who are directly and indirectly affected by a vicious disease that are claiming women’s lives at an alarming rate. I run for those who can’t, in hopes to save others from a terrible fate ... Today we ran with our sisters in hope for a brighter tomorrow .... #SaveTheTaTas #BreastCancerAwareness #BreastCancerSucks #CancerSucks #FindACure #SupportYourSister #ThinkPink #ChronicIllnessSucks #CancerIsNotADeathSentence #GirlPOWER 🏼 #FlowerChild #MyBodyIsKillingMe #ButIDidIt - 7 months ago

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Had my hair and nails done today, it was like a little spa day after spending the morning getting my yard ready for my little house to be delivered. Now all I need is a massage bc im sore af🙃 •
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 #selfie  #snapchat #septum #bullring #metalinmyface #girlswithnosepiercings #plugsnotdrugs #redhead #curledhair #prettyhair #filtersarefriends #freckles #girlswithfreckles #ddlgprincess #ddlgbabygirl #ddlgbrat #daddykink #princess #brat #babygirl #toes #prettytoes #pedicuredtoes #feet #ineedamassage #mybodyiskillingme #sosore #sendhelp

Had my hair and nails done today, it was like a little spa day after spending the morning getting my yard ready for my little house to be delivered. Now all I need is a massage bc im sore af🙃 • • • • • • • • #selfie #snapchat #septum #bullring #metalinmyface #girlswithnosepiercings #plugsnotdrugs #redhead #curledhair #prettyhair #filtersarefriends #freckles #girlswithfreckles #ddlgprincess #ddlgbabygirl #ddlgbrat #daddykink #princess #brat #babygirl #toes #prettytoes #pedicuredtoes #feet #ineedamassage #mybodyiskillingme #sosore #sendhelp - 7 months ago

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A mood 🙄 struggling to keep my o2 stat up this time around, 95 at 6pm, 93 at midnight and I’m not even coughing or anything just a little wheezy. There isn’t enough germx to get me through back to school time 😭 #itainteasybeingwheezy #alsosomepcospainfortonight #mybodyiskillingme

A mood 🙄 struggling to keep my o2 stat up this time around, 95 at 6pm, 93 at midnight and I’m not even coughing or anything just a little wheezy. There isn’t enough germx to get me through back to school time #itainteasybeingwheezy #alsosomepcospainfortonight #mybodyiskillingme - 7 months ago

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I remember feeling like I was dying on this day last week with bronchitis and horrible allergies and respiratory virus sounding like a 13 year old boy going through puberty yelling into the gates for @MeghanMarkle #BuckinghamPalace #london for my cousin😂🤷🏾‍♀️ and #losangeles #uscfootball girl. @fernando6384 was a trooper and kept pushing me to explore and have a good time even though internally I was extremely sick. Exactly one week later the doctor says I haven’t gotten any better and need to continue to lay low and take all this medication. I still sound the same and struggling with coughing fits and having a hard time breathing. Cheers traveling the world but coming back stateside struggling to get healthy again! Fernando is still my little nurse even though all my nurse friends have been checking in and taking good care of me! #thisisferisha #ferishaworldtour #travelwithus #thejourneywasworthit #travelgram #travelingsick #makingmemories #theuk #londonvibes #londonmemories #thequeenofengland #britishroyals #myfacewasswollen #myeyesswollen #mybodyiskillingme #tosicktocare #sickbuthappy

I remember feeling like I was dying on this day last week with bronchitis and horrible allergies and respiratory virus sounding like a 13 year old boy going through puberty yelling into the gates for @MeghanMarkle #BuckinghamPalace #london for my cousin🤷🏾‍♀️ and #losangeles #uscfootball girl. @fernando6384 was a trooper and kept pushing me to explore and have a good time even though internally I was extremely sick. Exactly one week later the doctor says I haven’t gotten any better and need to continue to lay low and take all this medication. I still sound the same and struggling with coughing fits and having a hard time breathing. Cheers traveling the world but coming back stateside struggling to get healthy again! Fernando is still my little nurse even though all my nurse friends have been checking in and taking good care of me! #thisisferisha #ferishaworldtour #travelwithus #thejourneywasworthit #travelgram #travelingsick #makingmemories #theuk #londonvibes #londonmemories #thequeenofengland #britishroyals #myfacewasswollen #myeyesswollen #mybodyiskillingme #tosicktocare #sickbuthappy - 7 months ago

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After a lil over a month break of being a CNA I def wasn't expecting to wake up today to my body killing me this morning after my first day back LOL oh well new day! #CNAlife #CNA #scrublife #scrubs #scrubselfie #mybodyiskillingme #didntexpectthat #Idontwannamove #Idoitforus #Idoitforthem #realmenmarrycnas

After a lil over a month break of being a CNA I def wasn't expecting to wake up today to my body killing me this morning after my first day back LOL oh well new day! #CNAlife #CNA #scrublife #scrubs #scrubselfie #mybodyiskillingme #didntexpectthat #Idontwannamove #Idoitforus #Idoitforthem #realmenmarrycnas - 8 months ago

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It’s nice to know I’m a medical mystery. That feeling when your specialist say “wow this so cool”
Chronic illness is no joke. No one wants it. It takes away everything and you soon realize there’s nothing you or your doctors can do. So today I shoutout to all those living with a chronic illness, visible, or invisible. It’s all validated. Stay strong!!! #hope #ibs #uveitis #rheumatoidarthritis #jra #chemosucks #mybodyiskillingme #multnomahfalls #mightywell #ultrasound

It’s nice to know I’m a medical mystery. That feeling when your specialist say “wow this so cool” Chronic illness is no joke. No one wants it. It takes away everything and you soon realize there’s nothing you or your doctors can do. So today I shoutout to all those living with a chronic illness, visible, or invisible. It’s all validated. Stay strong!!! #hope #ibs #uveitis #rheumatoidarthritis #jra #chemosucks #mybodyiskillingme #multnomahfalls #mightywell #ultrasound - 8 months ago

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My whole body is killing me but this hike was worth it! I have more but these will do 🌲

My whole body is killing me but this hike was worth it! I have more but these will do 🌲 - 8 months ago

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Vibrating my way through Monday.. #vibroplate #mybodyiskillingme 😭

Vibrating my way through Monday.. #vibroplate #mybodyiskillingme - 9 months ago

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🙄 #MyBodyIsKillingMe 😩 #EverythingGoneBeAlright 🙌🏾 #SmileNoMatterWhat 🤗

🙄 #MyBodyIsKillingMe #EverythingGoneBeAlright 🏾 #SmileNoMatterWhat 🤗 - 9 months ago

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This is how I feel after today’s games.... I’m old out here 🤦🏾‍♂️ #mybodyiskillingme #theballclinic #messenger #practice #ice

This is how I feel after today’s games.... I’m old out here 🤦🏾‍♂️ #mybodyiskillingme #theballclinic #messenger #practice #ice - 10 months ago

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Crazy run today, very exciting #savagerun18. It took over 2 hours to finish, my legs are sore as hell. I also ran with few good #friends, @maineobjectivefts & @gomez_strong15, they killed that shit. It was a #goodday, I was so glad for it to be over. #fun #fitlife #enjoywhatyoudo #mud #dirt #mybodyiskillingme can’t forget Danny.

Crazy run today, very exciting #savagerun18 . It took over 2 hours to finish, my legs are sore as hell. I also ran with few good #friends , @maineobjectivefts & @gomez_strong15 , they killed that shit. It was a #goodday , I was so glad for it to be over. #fun #fitlife #enjoywhatyoudo #mud #dirt #mybodyiskillingme can’t forget Danny. - 10 months ago

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he is back 😍🤗 #davidisback #reunion #lieblieb #wasistdasfüreinscheissfilter #highlighter #viennabyday #picoftheday #bff #6daysoff #mybodyiskillingme #kaffetschal #beardedguy #bearded #beautiful #thegayslovebritney #sunnyday #sun #summer #sunshine #mariahilferstraße #paintballisasport

he is back 🤗 #davidisback #reunion #lieblieb #wasistdasfüreinscheissfilter #highlighter #viennabyday #picoftheday #bff #6daysoff #mybodyiskillingme #kaffetschal #beardedguy #bearded #beautiful #thegayslovebritney #sunnyday #sun #summer #sunshine #mariahilferstraße #paintballisasport - 10 months ago

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Before-During-After-our house is adorable-& a picture for proof that I was actually gardening. I NEVER EVER GARDEN! Husband did the grunt work. I did the design and the planting ... #teamwork #weekendprojects #tutorhomes #homeiswheretheheartis #gardeningsurvivor #thegardenisnotmyfriend #mybodyiskillingme #nope

Before-During-After-our house is adorable-& a picture for proof that I was actually gardening. I NEVER EVER GARDEN! Husband did the grunt work. I did the design and the planting ... #teamwork #weekendprojects #tutorhomes #homeiswheretheheartis #gardeningsurvivor #thegardenisnotmyfriend #mybodyiskillingme #nope - 10 months ago

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Twin Night with my @missbrit_nicole !
Shoutout to @brandiim for teaching this choreo tonight! I was in my element and I loved it ! #retiredNBAdancer #mybodyiskillingme #ineedice #ibuprofen #icyhot #igotmylife #dance #justdance #haventstretchedinamonth #moneybag #cardib #okurrr #2legit2quit #blackgirlsrock #blackgirlmagic #teamgetlow #nbadancer #alumni #summervacay #startswithdancing #over30stillgettinit #gemini #june18

Twin Night with my @missbrit_nicole ! Shoutout to @brandiim for teaching this choreo tonight! I was in my element and I loved it ! #retiredNBAdancer #mybodyiskillingme #ineedice #ibuprofen #icyhot #igotmylife #dance #justdance #haventstretchedinamonth #moneybag #cardib #okurrr #2legit2quit #blackgirlsrock #blackgirlmagic #teamgetlow #nbadancer #alumni #summervacay #startswithdancing #over30stillgettinit #gemini #june18 - 10 months ago

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Trip so far! Parked for the night in Amarillo! We have a LONG drive tomorrow! Can't wait to see my family though! Makes the drive worth it! Boys have been awesome. Kaleb has been a good navigator and Aiden has told me more about Pokemon then I ever cared to hear! 😂 Time change is screwing with me already though! 
#roadtrip #az #newmexicoisboring #texashaslotsofcows #mybodyiskillingme #missingmyhubs #andmydogs

Trip so far! Parked for the night in Amarillo! We have a LONG drive tomorrow! Can't wait to see my family though! Makes the drive worth it! Boys have been awesome. Kaleb has been a good navigator and Aiden has told me more about Pokemon then I ever cared to hear! Time change is screwing with me already though! #roadtrip #az #newmexicoisboring #texashaslotsofcows #mybodyiskillingme #missingmyhubs #andmydogs - 11 months ago

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Identify what’s dead and what’s not helping promote growth, and make the effort to remove it.  It makes it much easier to appreciate what you have, and others will, too.  #naturelessons #mybodyiskillingme #worthit

Identify what’s dead and what’s not helping promote growth, and make the effort to remove it. It makes it much easier to appreciate what you have, and others will, too. #naturelessons #mybodyiskillingme #worthit - 11 months ago

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