g r i e f // noun // deep sorrow.
Grief amidst motherhood. I’ve written and deleted my words too many times to count and as not sure where to start. But for the sake of the mama who’s sitting here reading these words, amidst a season of grieving, I wanted to write out a piece of my heart, from today.
If I was still carrying life within me, we would be nearing the half way point any day now. And amidst this season of loss, I am once again revisiting that deep and painful grief; when the heart is longing for what it has lost.
Today was a ‘when it rains it pours’ kind of day. I had hopes that I’d be taking a pregnancy test this week, but instead was greeted by another period. Another reminder of loss, another reminder of the ‘empty’ within my womb that all too closely reminds me of how my heart is feeling.
I know life will come again. I know it deep down within my heart and soul. But today has been a really hard one. I pray tomorrow is brighter, lighter. I hope tomorrow I will cling to truth more tightly than I chose to today.
I’m grateful that the sun will rise in the morning, and will gift us with yet again another new beginning.
Whatever your journey may be. Whether you’re resting in peace, or walking through grief - know this... the sun will rise again tomorrow, so don’t lose hope. Don’t let go of your dreams. Keep praying. Keep trusting. Keep believing. To the grieving hearts, I’m standing with you.
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