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#childpsychiatry , asd, #menthalhealth#menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind#depression #autism ##bipolar#autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia#ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder#memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps#gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy#psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric#psychiatrists #childpsychiatry#nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry#holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy

#childpsychiatry , asd, #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy - 15 hours ago

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#childpsychiatry ,asd, #menthalhealth#menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind#depression #autism ##bipolar#autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia#ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder#memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps#gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy#psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric#psychiatrists #childpsychiatry#nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry#holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy

#childpsychiatry ,asd, #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy - 16 hours ago

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I'm still having some shit sexual assault flashbacks bc now I'm kind of gettin some and my brain doesn't know what the fuck is happening. It's like "this is BAD you don't want this you will be hurt let me show you all the times you got hurt doing these things" and I hate it because uh my body needs to be appreciated by my cute boyfriend

TW sexual assault mention: . . . . . . . I'm still having some shit sexual assault flashbacks bc now I'm kind of gettin some and my brain doesn't know what the fuck is happening. It's like "this is BAD you don't want this you will be hurt let me show you all the times you got hurt doing these things" and I hate it because uh my body needs to be appreciated by my cute boyfriend - 4 days ago

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For the first time in FOREVERRRRRRRRRRR I know what HAPPY feels like

For the first time in FOREVERRRRRRRRRRR I know what HAPPY feels like - 6 days ago

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#asd,  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD  #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy

#asd , #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy - 7 days ago

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#asd, #menthalhealth#menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind#depression #autism ##bipolar#autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia#ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder#memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps#gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy#psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric#psychiatrists #childpsychiatry#nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry#holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy

#asd , #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #holisticpsychiatry #holisticpsychotherapy - 8 days ago

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why am I still awake

why am I still awake - 9 days ago

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a lot of shit happened lately. I'm still in a constant mess about my fp, I'm now mad I didn't actually fucking hook up with him when I had the chance (even though I've been having a lot of sexual assault flashbacks and dreams, I think it'd be worth it to FEEL A FUCKING IOTA OF A MF LIBIDO AGAIN), and my sister in law's dog died and I'm really fucking sad about bc I loved Biscuit so much. But despite that last night was the first time in two weeks that I didn't self harm so that's great I guess. It helped that I got to see two of my friends yesterday. It really makes me feel good when people are happy to see me you know?

TW self harm/sexual assault mention: . . . . . . . a lot of shit happened lately. I'm still in a constant mess about my fp, I'm now mad I didn't actually fucking hook up with him when I had the chance (even though I've been having a lot of sexual assault flashbacks and dreams, I think it'd be worth it to FEEL A FUCKING IOTA OF A MF LIBIDO AGAIN), and my sister in law's dog died and I'm really fucking sad about bc I loved Biscuit so much. But despite that last night was the first time in two weeks that I didn't self harm so that's great I guess. It helped that I got to see two of my friends yesterday. It really makes me feel good when people are happy to see me you know? - 10 days ago

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my FP went to a wedding yesterday and I begged him to send me a pic of him in a suit bc I have a pic of our friend T in a suit and I needed another for a matching set and I GOT IT AND HE IS SO CUTE FUCK

my FP went to a wedding yesterday and I begged him to send me a pic of him in a suit bc I have a pic of our friend T in a suit and I needed another for a matching set and I GOT IT AND HE IS SO CUTE FUCK - 10 days ago

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Bruce Harold Lipton (American developmental biologist best known for promoting the idea that gene expression can be influenced (via epigenetics) by environmental factors i.e. people have a greater impact on their health than genetic research has previously determined. He is the author of the book, The Biology of Belief, and is a former researcher at Stanford University’s School of Medicine) about most powerful therapy methods. We use #emdr #emdrtherapy  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #cognitivebehavioraltherapy  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #telepsychiatry

Bruce Harold Lipton (American developmental biologist best known for promoting the idea that gene expression can be influenced (via epigenetics) by environmental factors i.e. people have a greater impact on their health than genetic research has previously determined. He is the author of the book, The Biology of Belief, and is a former researcher at Stanford University’s School of Medicine) about most powerful therapy methods. We use #emdr #emdrtherapy #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #telepsychiatry - 14 days ago

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Magazine issue: Vol. 194, No. 4, August 18, 2018, p. 11. facebook  #leakygut  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #cognitivebehavioraltherapy  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #abatherapy

Magazine issue: Vol. 194, No. 4, August 18, 2018, p. 11. facebook #leakygut #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #abatherapy - 14 days ago

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Discover journal from the November 2006 issue. The new genetics, DNA is not your destiny. #epigenetics  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #abatherapy

Discover journal from the November 2006 issue. The new genetics, DNA is not your destiny. #epigenetics #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #abatherapy - 14 days ago

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Guten Morgen 💫🌱
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Irgendwie geht es mir im Moment besser, nicht gut aber besser. Mein Bodyimage ist ziemlich am Arsch, aber ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich im Moment nicht so stark depressiv bin und das macht mich irgendwie stolz, denn in den letzten zwei/drei Tagen, versuchte ich echt aus diesem Loch hinaus zu kommen, was extrem schwer war, aber ich denke ich bin für den Moment bisschen weiter oben.
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Ich fühle mich ziemlich unwohl in meinem Körper. Ich weiss dass ich nicht dick oder fett bin, denn ich bin es ja nicht. Ich bin einfach bisschen rundlicher als andere, aber noch immer gut im mittleren gesunden Normalbereich. Eine zeitlang wurde meine Selbstansicht von Models und krankhaften Bilden beeinflusst, aber nun ist es nicht so. Ich fühle mich einfach nicht wie ich selbst, ich mag mich nicht so, aber ich hab kein bestimmtes Gewicht vor oder das Ziel so und so viel Abzunehmen. Nein. Das will ich nicht, denn ich bin nicht nur eine Zahl. Ich bin viel mehr, als die Zahl auf der Waage sagt. Aber ja, ich will mich wohler fühlen und vorallem fitter. Das ist mein Hauptpunkt, ich habe 0 Muskeln, 0 Ausdauer, 0 Selbstakzeptanz, 0 Selbstbewusstsein. Aber an dem will ich nun arbeiten.
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Mein Freund gibt mir so viel Unterstützung. Er selbst ist sehr sportlich, er ist Leichtathlet. Er will nun jedes Wochenende, welches wir uns sehen und ich nicht krank bin etwas sportliches mit mir machen😅 das heisst einmal Ausdauer und das andere Mal Kraft. Das wird nur leicht peinlich sein für mich, aber ich bin so froh, dass er mich unterstützt. So bin ich dann vlt auch motivierter um zuhause bisschen Kraftaufbau zu machen. Aber das auch nicht mehr als 2 mal die Woche, denn ich möchte ein gesundes Verhältnis zum Sport, so wie ich es eigentlich immer hatte.
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Ich hoffe es hat niemanden von euch zu sehr getriggert, denn das tut mir leid... das wollte ich nicht, könnt mir ja per dm schreiben, falls was ist, dann werd ichs versuchen zu ändern🌾🎈
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#sport #howtogetfit #depression #depressionrecovery #bingeeating #healthylife #gesundwerden #menthalillness #psychischekrankheiten #recovery #essstörung #es #happylife #willeinnormaleslebenführenkönnen

Guten Morgen • Irgendwie geht es mir im Moment besser, nicht gut aber besser. Mein Bodyimage ist ziemlich am Arsch, aber ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich im Moment nicht so stark depressiv bin und das macht mich irgendwie stolz, denn in den letzten zwei/drei Tagen, versuchte ich echt aus diesem Loch hinaus zu kommen, was extrem schwer war, aber ich denke ich bin für den Moment bisschen weiter oben. • *TW vlt Ich fühle mich ziemlich unwohl in meinem Körper. Ich weiss dass ich nicht dick oder fett bin, denn ich bin es ja nicht. Ich bin einfach bisschen rundlicher als andere, aber noch immer gut im mittleren gesunden Normalbereich. Eine zeitlang wurde meine Selbstansicht von Models und krankhaften Bilden beeinflusst, aber nun ist es nicht so. Ich fühle mich einfach nicht wie ich selbst, ich mag mich nicht so, aber ich hab kein bestimmtes Gewicht vor oder das Ziel so und so viel Abzunehmen. Nein. Das will ich nicht, denn ich bin nicht nur eine Zahl. Ich bin viel mehr, als die Zahl auf der Waage sagt. Aber ja, ich will mich wohler fühlen und vorallem fitter. Das ist mein Hauptpunkt, ich habe 0 Muskeln, 0 Ausdauer, 0 Selbstakzeptanz, 0 Selbstbewusstsein. Aber an dem will ich nun arbeiten. • Mein Freund gibt mir so viel Unterstützung. Er selbst ist sehr sportlich, er ist Leichtathlet. Er will nun jedes Wochenende, welches wir uns sehen und ich nicht krank bin etwas sportliches mit mir machen das heisst einmal Ausdauer und das andere Mal Kraft. Das wird nur leicht peinlich sein für mich, aber ich bin so froh, dass er mich unterstützt. So bin ich dann vlt auch motivierter um zuhause bisschen Kraftaufbau zu machen. Aber das auch nicht mehr als 2 mal die Woche, denn ich möchte ein gesundes Verhältnis zum Sport, so wie ich es eigentlich immer hatte. • Ich hoffe es hat niemanden von euch zu sehr getriggert, denn das tut mir leid... das wollte ich nicht, könnt mir ja per dm schreiben, falls was ist, dann werd ichs versuchen zu ändern#sport #howtogetfit #depression #depressionrecovery #bingeeating #healthylife #gesundwerden #menthalillness #psychischekrankheiten #recovery #essstörung #es #happylife #willeinnormaleslebenführenkönnen - 14 days ago

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I can feel it coming on again. It's come to the point where nothing is enough to stop the pain. All I've done since last night after work was drink and cut and take pills and sleep on and off and I'm still so empty inside. I want to die. I'm as sure of it as I ever will be. I want to do it. I have a plan and I want to follow through. But I have work tomorrow, and god forbid I let my managers down.

self harm/suicide TW: . . . . . . . . . I can feel it coming on again. It's come to the point where nothing is enough to stop the pain. All I've done since last night after work was drink and cut and take pills and sleep on and off and I'm still so empty inside. I want to die. I'm as sure of it as I ever will be. I want to do it. I have a plan and I want to follow through. But I have work tomorrow, and god forbid I let my managers down. - 15 days ago

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fuck that lmaooooooo

fuck that lmaooooooo - 15 days ago

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this is literally the worst thing that's ever happened to me he ruined me he destroyed the only aspect of control I had in my life and I don't know what to do I'm fucking spiraling and I'm so starved for that affection again god I wish I could just disappear into a puff of smoke and vanish and never have to feel anything again

this is literally the worst thing that's ever happened to me he ruined me he destroyed the only aspect of control I had in my life and I don't know what to do I'm fucking spiraling and I'm so starved for that affection again god I wish I could just disappear into a puff of smoke and vanish and never have to feel anything again - 15 days ago

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I spent too much money at the Korean grocery store, I drank too much, cut myself, danced around my room. I cried so much. And loving sex scenes are super triggering to me now. So that's cool.

self harm TW: . . . . . I spent too much money at the Korean grocery store, I drank too much, cut myself, danced around my room. I cried so much. And loving sex scenes are super triggering to me now. So that's cool. - 17 days ago

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so people just don't want to hang out with me, ever. I asked my new FP to hang with me bc sadly he's the only one who's been cool with me crying a lot and I've been feeling down and I was hoping to get some platonic cuddling and now he thinks I'm weird or something or maybe he's just tired or wasn't up to socializing but I wish he would've told me instead of leaving me on read lmaooooo I wanna swallow a bunch of pills and go to bed thanks for coming to my TED talk.

so people just don't want to hang out with me, ever. I asked my new FP to hang with me bc sadly he's the only one who's been cool with me crying a lot and I've been feeling down and I was hoping to get some platonic cuddling and now he thinks I'm weird or something or maybe he's just tired or wasn't up to socializing but I wish he would've told me instead of leaving me on read lmaooooo I wanna swallow a bunch of pills and go to bed thanks for coming to my TED talk. - 17 days ago

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god I hate my life I just want to fucking die. I can't do this.

god I hate my life I just want to fucking die. I can't do this. - 19 days ago

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Life can bring great storms and mighty waves;
you might think:" its over,I'm done!" just remeber, as long as you breathing  you can do much more then you think you can...
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#stormqoutes #lifetreasures #inspirationalquotes #lifelesson #you  #notdoneyet #vibelife #showlove #thislife #youmatter #menthalillness #lifestruggles

Life can bring great storms and mighty waves; you might think:" its over,I'm done!" just remeber, as long as you breathing you can do much more then you think you can... Goodnight universe ️ * * * #stormqoutes #lifetreasures #inspirationalquotes #lifelesson #you #notdoneyet #vibelife #showlove #thislife #youmatter #menthalillness #lifestruggles - 19 days ago

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really contemplating death right now. migraines up to five times a day now, new FP who probably finds me revolting and is the only person who has seen my self harm scars so he DEFINITELY finds me revolting, he's probably ignoring me bc of the aforementioned, he's ignoring me because I'm a freak, he hates me because we were both drinking when I spent the night with him and it's my fault because I should've said no but it felt so good to be wanted and now I have to live with the biggest mistake of my life. I thought "hey he's not answering my messages maybe I should tell him about his new FP status so that he's not completely in the dark bc he still wants to be friends you know at least that's what he said so maybe just send him an article about FPs and let him decide if he wants to still be friends and platonically cuddle!" but come the fuck on he doesn't care about me he can't commit and he's got issues too and now that he's my FP I know I'm gonna try to make his entire life better if it's the last thing I do even though logically I know that it isn't fair to put all these expectations on our friendship like that. I'm just so fucking done I just want to die. I want to die. The physical and emotional pain is too much for me to deal with.

really contemplating death right now. migraines up to five times a day now, new FP who probably finds me revolting and is the only person who has seen my self harm scars so he DEFINITELY finds me revolting, he's probably ignoring me bc of the aforementioned, he's ignoring me because I'm a freak, he hates me because we were both drinking when I spent the night with him and it's my fault because I should've said no but it felt so good to be wanted and now I have to live with the biggest mistake of my life. I thought "hey he's not answering my messages maybe I should tell him about his new FP status so that he's not completely in the dark bc he still wants to be friends you know at least that's what he said so maybe just send him an article about FPs and let him decide if he wants to still be friends and platonically cuddle!" but come the fuck on he doesn't care about me he can't commit and he's got issues too and now that he's my FP I know I'm gonna try to make his entire life better if it's the last thing I do even though logically I know that it isn't fair to put all these expectations on our friendship like that. I'm just so fucking done I just want to die. I want to die. The physical and emotional pain is too much for me to deal with. - 20 days ago

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I've been having horrible fucking migraines and they're so fucking bad I'm contemplating death right now

I've been having horrible fucking migraines and they're so fucking bad I'm contemplating death right now - 20 days ago

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So it's official I have a new FP and it's bc I am a dumb fucking idiot

So it's official I have a new FP and it's bc I am a dumb fucking idiot - 21 days ago

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Someone help idk what to do I'm so scared I'm gonna ruin everything I'm gonna ruin it I really like this guy but do I like him or am I hyperfixating? I don't know what it's like to be into someone normally you know? I'm just so scared and I don't know what to DO

Someone help idk what to do I'm so scared I'm gonna ruin everything I'm gonna ruin it I really like this guy but do I like him or am I hyperfixating? I don't know what it's like to be into someone normally you know? I'm just so scared and I don't know what to DO - 23 days ago

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guys I think I have a new FP and I do not like it. how do you know if you switched? what are the signs? someone please help me oh my god please I'm dying.

guys I think I have a new FP and I do not like it. how do you know if you switched? what are the signs? someone please help me oh my god please I'm dying. - 24 days ago

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#depressions#menthalillness#everybodyhasastory#anxiety#anxious#eatingdisorderrecovery#nonbinary#fuckgenderroles#genderless#nogender#genderqueer#loveislove#myjorney#mystory#mylife#myart#🖤

#depressions #menthalillness #everybodyhasastory #anxiety #anxious #eatingdisorderrecovery #nonbinary #fuckgenderroles #genderless #nogender #genderqueer #loveislove #myjorney #mystory #mylife #myart #🖤 - 25 days ago

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#miedzynarodowydzienwalkizdepresja #międzynarodowydzieńwalkizdepresją #internationaldaytofightdepression #menthalillness #walczę #fight #depresja #depres #ja #artbymyślorysy

#miedzynarodowydzienwalkizdepresja #międzynarodowydzieńwalkizdepresją #internationaldaytofightdepression #menthalillness #walczę #fight #depresja #depres #ja #artbymyślorysy - 25 days ago

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THE WORST PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUE FOR EMOTIONS

THE WORST PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUE FOR EMOTIONS - 26 days ago

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so a bunch of friends from work pooled money together to build me a computer for my birthday and that should make me happy because I have people who like me enough to each put 300$ into a gift for me but ugh what did I do to deserve it? I feel like this is a sick joke and they're all going to leave me. someone please switch my brain out with one that works properly.

so a bunch of friends from work pooled money together to build me a computer for my birthday and that should make me happy because I have people who like me enough to each put 300$ into a gift for me but ugh what did I do to deserve it? I feel like this is a sick joke and they're all going to leave me. someone please switch my brain out with one that works properly. - 27 days ago

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I really lost it today.

I really lost it today. - 29 days ago

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"Social anxiety is a bastard squeezing his way into your life. He's taking your breath and makes you feel unworthy of your own existence. Every wink is on trial. Everything normal about your body becomes an abnormal malformation and you can't get the right information rammed into you brain: it is all a hideous lie. Taking a deep breath becomes a privilege if you're feeling like you're not ought to live at all. Your brain is lying to you because it has no other option. It is crying for help by using any means possible. But who are you if you aren't your brain? If your brain wants to destroy you then what do you want and what is a YOU? Someday I am going to know it. I promise. But for now I am in pain."
#socialanxiety #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #depression #psychosis #menthalhealth #selflove #beinghuman #intamood #gettingbetter #ed #journey #mybetterself #care #whoami #truestory #modernism #triggered #bodypositivity #menthalillness #recovery #sorry #treatment #selfloveclub #selfcare #loveyourself #takecare #iwillsurvive #warrior #yolo

"Social anxiety is a bastard squeezing his way into your life. He's taking your breath and makes you feel unworthy of your own existence. Every wink is on trial. Everything normal about your body becomes an abnormal malformation and you can't get the right information rammed into you brain: it is all a hideous lie. Taking a deep breath becomes a privilege if you're feeling like you're not ought to live at all. Your brain is lying to you because it has no other option. It is crying for help by using any means possible. But who are you if you aren't your brain? If your brain wants to destroy you then what do you want and what is a YOU? Someday I am going to know it. I promise. But for now I am in pain." #socialanxiety #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #depression #psychosis #menthalhealth #selflove #beinghuman #intamood #gettingbetter #ed #journey #mybetterself #care #whoami #truestory #modernism #triggered #bodypositivity #menthalillness #recovery #sorry #treatment #selfloveclub #selfcare #loveyourself #takecare #iwillsurvive #warrior #yolo - 29 days ago

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you know what fuck this, why am I waiting THIS LONG (all night) for my FP to leave his friend's house when he's done having fun (at ?? o clock) so that I can see him for a super fucking limited amount of time?!?!?!? I have been awake all day and I am tired and sad and this is rude I know he doesn't see that it's rude but it's RUDE to keep someone up with the empty promise of VALIDATION HDHEJSJHDJS WHAT THE FUCK

you know what fuck this, why am I waiting THIS LONG (all night) for my FP to leave his friend's house when he's done having fun (at ?? o clock) so that I can see him for a super fucking limited amount of time?!?!?!? I have been awake all day and I am tired and sad and this is rude I know he doesn't see that it's rude but it's RUDE to keep someone up with the empty promise of VALIDATION HDHEJSJHDJS WHAT THE FUCK - 30 days ago

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man today was awful. I miss my FP and he's hanging out with one of his friends but he said when he gets home I can come over which is cool but.....it seems I'm always waiting for people to be available for me. FP is fine, he's got lots of friends and I don't have a monopoly on his time. but OTHER PEOPLE????????? other people can fuck off if they're not about that shit. I'm so tired waiting and waiting and waiting around for people to want to be around me, when in the end I know they're just not interested. why do I cling to those who don't love me? or they do love me but only the parts that benefit them when they need it?

man today was awful. I miss my FP and he's hanging out with one of his friends but he said when he gets home I can come over which is cool but.....it seems I'm always waiting for people to be available for me. FP is fine, he's got lots of friends and I don't have a monopoly on his time. but OTHER PEOPLE????????? other people can fuck off if they're not about that shit. I'm so tired waiting and waiting and waiting around for people to want to be around me, when in the end I know they're just not interested. why do I cling to those who don't love me? or they do love me but only the parts that benefit them when they need it? - 30 days ago

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woke up feeling really horrible and thinking I imagined all of last night when my friends were over because it didn't feel real and god I have to work today too but it's okay because I can fit a small nap in before I have to get ready. I just want to relax.

woke up feeling really horrible and thinking I imagined all of last night when my friends were over because it didn't feel real and god I have to work today too but it's okay because I can fit a small nap in before I have to get ready. I just want to relax. - 1 month ago

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my back and my knee hurts like a mf.......how is everyone doing this Saturday? Please tell me, I'm starved for conversation.

my back and my knee hurts like a mf.......how is everyone doing this Saturday? Please tell me, I'm starved for conversation. - 1 month ago

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did you mean: child predator/sexual abuse documentaries?

did you mean: child predator/sexual abuse documentaries? - 1 month ago

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Thursday night was shit, my dad handed me some power of attorney bullshit. dad has surgery for the second time in a year and I guess he's thinking something bad is gonna happen this time. And listen hahahaha I do NOT want this level of responsibility. I'm only after mom and my older brother but JESUS CHRIST what if something happens to them where they can't make the call if something goes wrong I don't want my dad to die I don't want THAT ugdhehhehsbbwhsnjsjsbsb also my friends don't love me because they never hang out with me so that's great I'm only here for them to vent to when they can't talk to anyone else I'm a great listener but they don't like being around me mmmm yep feels great

Thursday night was shit, my dad handed me some power of attorney bullshit. dad has surgery for the second time in a year and I guess he's thinking something bad is gonna happen this time. And listen hahahaha I do NOT want this level of responsibility. I'm only after mom and my older brother but JESUS CHRIST what if something happens to them where they can't make the call if something goes wrong I don't want my dad to die I don't want THAT ugdhehhehsbbwhsnjsjsbsb also my friends don't love me because they never hang out with me so that's great I'm only here for them to vent to when they can't talk to anyone else I'm a great listener but they don't like being around me mmmm yep feels great - 1 month ago

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My lovelife in one picture hahaha🤣💔
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My lovelife in one picture hahaha🤣 @shawncoss #oneofmyfavouritesartists 🖤 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #art #darkart #menthalillness #darksoul #depression #darknessinme #mythought #kunst #inspiration #schlafstörung #lovekills #happypersonality #saadsoul #darkness #fucksociety #writtenbyme #lovebooks - 1 month ago

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I'm so exhausted.........I want to stay home but I can't. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm so exhausted.........I want to stay home but I can't. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH - 1 month ago

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so my FP was telling me how pretty I was last night/this morning, and I told him to STOP bc it felt lovey dovey and it was weird and he just laughed and later in when he was leaving this morning we hugged for a bit and when I was pulling away he said "I don't know why but I thought you were going to kiss me" and lmaoooo nOW I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT KISSING HIM AND IT FREAKS ME OUT and then a few hours ago I told him I got a new tattoo (I got a new tattoo btw) and I sent him a pic of the tattoo and you can see part of my bra in it and he told me that the bra looked nice and now I feel disgusting like I know he doesn't mean it in that way bc he is gay as hell but it makes me feel dirty and damaged and I wanna cry I hate this I hate myself so much I just want to be normal I hate my body so much and I know that has nothing to do with it but I still feel gross I'm disgusting I'm filthy and I need to die

so my FP was telling me how pretty I was last night/this morning, and I told him to STOP bc it felt lovey dovey and it was weird and he just laughed and later in when he was leaving this morning we hugged for a bit and when I was pulling away he said "I don't know why but I thought you were going to kiss me" and lmaoooo nOW I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT KISSING HIM AND IT FREAKS ME OUT and then a few hours ago I told him I got a new tattoo (I got a new tattoo btw) and I sent him a pic of the tattoo and you can see part of my bra in it and he told me that the bra looked nice and now I feel disgusting like I know he doesn't mean it in that way bc he is gay as hell but it makes me feel dirty and damaged and I wanna cry I hate this I hate myself so much I just want to be normal I hate my body so much and I know that has nothing to do with it but I still feel gross I'm disgusting I'm filthy and I need to die - 1 month ago

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so I love my FP, and all the things I was complaining about before seem super trivial now like wtf I was acting like a loser HAHAHAHAHA! I know what I'm doing and it's bc of bpd but god damn *rebecca bunch voice* I love him so much!

so I love my FP, and all the things I was complaining about before seem super trivial now like wtf I was acting like a loser HAHAHAHAHA! I know what I'm doing and it's bc of bpd but god damn *rebecca bunch voice* I love him so much! - 1 month ago

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soooooo I finally got back to my FP and we still have plans tonight and I texted him 4 hours ago asking when he's coming over and hahaahaaaaaa welp I guess he forgot and now I'm too terrified to send a reminder bc what if he doesn't want to hang out after all and he's mad that I ignored him and he wants me to die

soooooo I finally got back to my FP and we still have plans tonight and I texted him 4 hours ago asking when he's coming over and hahaahaaaaaa welp I guess he forgot and now I'm too terrified to send a reminder bc what if he doesn't want to hang out after all and he's mad that I ignored him and he wants me to die - 1 month ago

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FP has been texting my friend bc I haven't been replying to his messages. And I was supposed to get back to him this morning but then I pushed it off bc why not and then my friend texted me saying FP messaged her again and was wondering what was going on even though she already told him that I haven't told her anything that's going on with me. He said "she hasn't talked to me in a week, we're supposed to hang out for her birthday, I don't know what's going on" so now I'm afraid that he's really mad at me about all of this and now I'm too terrified to talk to him. I love bpd!!!!!!!!!

FP has been texting my friend bc I haven't been replying to his messages. And I was supposed to get back to him this morning but then I pushed it off bc why not and then my friend texted me saying FP messaged her again and was wondering what was going on even though she already told him that I haven't told her anything that's going on with me. He said "she hasn't talked to me in a week, we're supposed to hang out for her birthday, I don't know what's going on" so now I'm afraid that he's really mad at me about all of this and now I'm too terrified to talk to him. I love bpd!!!!!!!!! - 1 month ago

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guys I really miss my FP. and a dumb bitch I work with yelled at me and my friend this week and now I'm having to cover someone's shift so I gotta work with said dumb bitch. I keep hoping FP will show up at work to see me but I also don't ever want to see him again. I want him to call and offer to take me out on my birthday but I also want him to just move far away.

guys I really miss my FP. and a dumb bitch I work with yelled at me and my friend this week and now I'm having to cover someone's shift so I gotta work with said dumb bitch. I keep hoping FP will show up at work to see me but I also don't ever want to see him again. I want him to call and offer to take me out on my birthday but I also want him to just move far away. - 1 month ago

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hey I made an instagram just for shitty comics about my bpd, and it'd be really nice if you could follow me! @killyourheroescomic

hey I made an instagram just for shitty comics about my bpd, and it'd be really nice if you could follow me! @killyourheroescomic - 1 month ago

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hi I'm Roro and I miss my FP even though I'm avoiding him because I'm sure he's gonna leave me eventually!
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#bpd #bpdproblems #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #eupd #eupdproblems #emotionallyunstable #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #menthalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #depression #anxiety #cptsd  #comics #comicstrip #sketch #sketchbook #drawing #leuchtturm1917 #medication #suicide

hi I'm Roro and I miss my FP even though I'm avoiding him because I'm sure he's gonna leave me eventually! . . . . . . . . . . #bpd #bpdproblems #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #actuallybpd #actuallyborderline #eupd #eupdproblems #emotionallyunstable #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #menthalillness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #depression #anxiety #cptsd #comics #comicstrip #sketch #sketchbook #drawing #leuchtturm1917 #medication #suicide - 1 month ago

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yikes so a few days ago my FP hits me with the "hey how are you doing" text after not speaking to me for days. I knew that if I responded with how I felt, even in the most rational way I could, he would get mad at me again. So I didn't reply. Been contemplating just cutting ties with him because all he ever does is tell me that I'm too selfish and I only think of myself and I'm always depressed so anytime we hang out it's all about me and haha wow that hurts because I trusted him with how I felt I let myself be vulnerable because he wanted me to always tell him how I was feeling. It's on me that I left myself open to attack. Now I don't feel comfortable saying anything because how I feel challenges how he lives his life and he lashed out because of it. But lmaoooooooooooo my friends and I were driving home from a concert earlier and FP texts me saying "hey. are you okay?" and now I'm too terrified to respond like my heart dropped into my stomach I wanted to throw up. good ole BPD, makes you crave attention but as soon as you get it you're forced to push away because you're constantly trying to protect yourself from being hurt!!!!!!

yikes so a few days ago my FP hits me with the "hey how are you doing" text after not speaking to me for days. I knew that if I responded with how I felt, even in the most rational way I could, he would get mad at me again. So I didn't reply. Been contemplating just cutting ties with him because all he ever does is tell me that I'm too selfish and I only think of myself and I'm always depressed so anytime we hang out it's all about me and haha wow that hurts because I trusted him with how I felt I let myself be vulnerable because he wanted me to always tell him how I was feeling. It's on me that I left myself open to attack. Now I don't feel comfortable saying anything because how I feel challenges how he lives his life and he lashed out because of it. But lmaoooooooooooo my friends and I were driving home from a concert earlier and FP texts me saying "hey. are you okay?" and now I'm too terrified to respond like my heart dropped into my stomach I wanted to throw up. good ole BPD, makes you crave attention but as soon as you get it you're forced to push away because you're constantly trying to protect yourself from being hurt!!!!!! - 1 month ago

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😂😂😂😂😂

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DUMB BITCHES

DUMB BITCHES - 1 month ago

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so I get emotional when I don't get attention from certain people cough cough fp cough but push the same people away when I'm finally given it but why???? do I do that???????????????????????

so I get emotional when I don't get attention from certain people cough cough fp cough but push the same people away when I'm finally given it but why???? do I do that??????????????????????? - 2 months ago

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so I've been doing a lot of research on the correlation between bpd and c-ptsd. there are professionals who say that you can have both but others say that there isn't enough conclusive evidence to complete a thesis on it. If you have bpd, c-ptsd, or both, what are your thoughts?

so I've been doing a lot of research on the correlation between bpd and c-ptsd. there are professionals who say that you can have both but others say that there isn't enough conclusive evidence to complete a thesis on it. If you have bpd, c-ptsd, or both, what are your thoughts? - 2 months ago

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Sometimes you just have to stop and smell the flowers... (Español abajo)

Today i was thinking that my mind rarely stops, the anxiety and depression sometimes take a big chunk of my life. But today it was sunny, such a beautiful day and i decided to take advantage of being alive, i am so grateful for everything i have, life, my husband, family, friends, my pup, my passions like fashion, makeup etc and every person that god puts in my path for the better. So stop and smell the flowers and try to have a breather ❤ YOU DESERVE IT!!!! DON'T FORGET TO ✨✨FOLLOW✨✨ME FOR MORE FASHION AND MAKEUP CONTENT
················································ Tomate un momento para oler las flores... Hoy estaba pensando que aveces la depresion y la anciedad toman un gran pedazo de mi vida. Pero hoy estaba muy bonito el dia y decide tomar ventaja de que estoy viva, estoy tan agradecida de tener a mi esposo, mi familia, mis amigos, mi perrito, mi pasion por la moda y el maquillaje y por cada persona que dios pone en mi camino. Asi que tomate un momento y huele las flores, ❤❤❤todos nos merecemos un momentito de paz. 
SIGUEME✨✨ PARA MAS CONTENIDO DE MODA Y MAQUILLAJE

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#inspiracional #cuteflowers #latinaswhodomakeup #latinasmakeup #latinasdoitbest 
#modalatina #instalike

Sometimes you just have to stop and smell the flowers... (Español abajo) Today i was thinking that my mind rarely stops, the anxiety and depression sometimes take a big chunk of my life. But today it was sunny, such a beautiful day and i decided to take advantage of being alive, i am so grateful for everything i have, life, my husband, family, friends, my pup, my passions like fashion, makeup etc and every person that god puts in my path for the better. So stop and smell the flowers and try to have a breather YOU DESERVE IT!!!! DON'T FORGET TO FOLLOWME FOR MORE FASHION AND MAKEUP CONTENT ················································ Tomate un momento para oler las flores... Hoy estaba pensando que aveces la depresion y la anciedad toman un gran pedazo de mi vida. Pero hoy estaba muy bonito el dia y decide tomar ventaja de que estoy viva, estoy tan agradecida de tener a mi esposo, mi familia, mis amigos, mi perrito, mi pasion por la moda y el maquillaje y por cada persona que dios pone en mi camino. Asi que tomate un momento y huele las flores, todos nos merecemos un momentito de paz. SIGUEME PARA MAS CONTENIDO DE MODA Y MAQUILLAJE Original by me #nancyrosalesglam #detenteaolerlasflores #saludmental #menthalillness #floresrosas #rosasrosas #amoryamistad #fashionstyle #fashiaddict #instadailypost #estiloyglamour #styleslayer #inspiracional #cuteflowers #latinaswhodomakeup #latinasmakeup #latinasdoitbest #modalatina #instalike - 2 months ago

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If you still don't believe you can do it - please read! Gaps stories book, Dr. Natasha Campbell McBride.  #leakygut  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry

If you still don't believe you can do it - please read! Gaps stories book, Dr. Natasha Campbell McBride. #leakygut #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry - 2 months ago

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Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride about #chelation . #chelationtherapy  #leakygut  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction  #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry

Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride about #chelation . #chelationtherapy #leakygut #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry - 2 months ago

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Do genetics alone cause #autism? Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride.  #leakygut  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy  #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry

Do genetics alone cause #autism ? Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride. #leakygut #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry - 2 months ago

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yiiiikes I can't believe I posted all that shit lmaooooooo anyway I'm fine now I love bpd I'm gonna go to bed

yiiiikes I can't believe I posted all that shit lmaooooooo anyway I'm fine now I love bpd I'm gonna go to bed - 2 months ago

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bottling up my feelings makes it worse talking about my feelings makes it worse what the fuck am I supposed to do I feel like I'm drowning I feel like I'm suffocating I feel like drinking till I puke and slicing up my arms and taking all the pills I have and ending it all no one cares about me no one ever misses me when I'm gone and they won't miss me when I'm gone for good because no one fucking cares no one cares my family doesn't care my friends don't care we all die anyway I don't want to wait for the slow process of death I don't want to grow old I've seen what age does to a person I've seen what it does to the people who raised me and tricked me into caring about them while they hit me almost everyday screamed at me for every little thing and told me I was ugly and stupid and wouldn't get anywhere in life but I guess they were right about that because I'm still here amounting to nothing wishing I was pretty and intelligent and doing something with my life instead of all *gestures vaguely* this

TW . . . . . . . . . . . bottling up my feelings makes it worse talking about my feelings makes it worse what the fuck am I supposed to do I feel like I'm drowning I feel like I'm suffocating I feel like drinking till I puke and slicing up my arms and taking all the pills I have and ending it all no one cares about me no one ever misses me when I'm gone and they won't miss me when I'm gone for good because no one fucking cares no one cares my family doesn't care my friends don't care we all die anyway I don't want to wait for the slow process of death I don't want to grow old I've seen what age does to a person I've seen what it does to the people who raised me and tricked me into caring about them while they hit me almost everyday screamed at me for every little thing and told me I was ugly and stupid and wouldn't get anywhere in life but I guess they were right about that because I'm still here amounting to nothing wishing I was pretty and intelligent and doing something with my life instead of all *gestures vaguely* this - 2 months ago

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word.

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why why why why why the fUCK does my FP forget I exist why does he only talk to me if I talk to him first why do I have to push him to talk to me and ask how I'm doing?!?!???!!?!? I'm doing HORRIBLY and he never fucking asks he doesn't care HE DOESNT CARE AT ALL and I'm fucking TIRED OF IT I HATE HIM he is shallow and self involved he always says he will make an effort that he will make a CONSCIOUS effort but what the fuck is this why do I keep believing him when he does absolutely nothing to reassure me that he will keep his word WHY am I still here wishing he would just TALK TO ME THAT DUMB IDIOT

why why why why why the fUCK does my FP forget I exist why does he only talk to me if I talk to him first why do I have to push him to talk to me and ask how I'm doing?!?!???!!?!? I'm doing HORRIBLY and he never fucking asks he doesn't care HE DOESNT CARE AT ALL and I'm fucking TIRED OF IT I HATE HIM he is shallow and self involved he always says he will make an effort that he will make a CONSCIOUS effort but what the fuck is this why do I keep believing him when he does absolutely nothing to reassure me that he will keep his word WHY am I still here wishing he would just TALK TO ME THAT DUMB IDIOT - 2 months ago

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What do we use in our #psychiatric work besides coaching on diet and lifestyle? #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy #interpersonaltherapy. #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry  #leakygut  #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer  #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #ocd

What do we use in our #psychiatric work besides coaching on diet and lifestyle? #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy #interpersonaltherapy . #psychiatry #psychiatrist #psychiatric #psychiatrists #childpsychiatry #nutritionalpsychiatry #telepsychiatry #leakygut #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #ocd - 2 months ago

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STORYTIME!
so at work there are two teens that work in the back. teen 1 was scheduled to work last night and teen 2 wasn't. but teen 2 read the schedule wrong and clocked in so my boss sent teen 1 to the front and said teen 2 could stay and help out in the back. but teen 2 is dead weight they've been working for three weeks and they haven't picked up on anything, they're obnoxious and they just stand around and wait for someone to tell them what to do and it really stresses me out!! but what got me was that my boss switched the schedule around like that and I hate it hate it hate it so much!!! The schedule isn't something I can control so when it's changed on a whim like that I start freaking out and I started crying and saying I wanted to die in front of my friend/coworker (who I found out can sing quite well!!) and I think I freaked her out a lot bc she's never heard me talk like that before. She said "do you need to go home?" I told her no, I needed to see FP. But when I said that I instantly remembered that FP once called me self centered and that I only talk about myself and anytime we hang out it's always about me because I'm always depressed and that made me want to die even more!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

STORYTIME! so at work there are two teens that work in the back. teen 1 was scheduled to work last night and teen 2 wasn't. but teen 2 read the schedule wrong and clocked in so my boss sent teen 1 to the front and said teen 2 could stay and help out in the back. but teen 2 is dead weight they've been working for three weeks and they haven't picked up on anything, they're obnoxious and they just stand around and wait for someone to tell them what to do and it really stresses me out!! but what got me was that my boss switched the schedule around like that and I hate it hate it hate it so much!!! The schedule isn't something I can control so when it's changed on a whim like that I start freaking out and I started crying and saying I wanted to die in front of my friend/coworker (who I found out can sing quite well!!) and I think I freaked her out a lot bc she's never heard me talk like that before. She said "do you need to go home?" I told her no, I needed to see FP. But when I said that I instantly remembered that FP once called me self centered and that I only talk about myself and anytime we hang out it's always about me because I'm always depressed and that made me want to die even more!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA - 2 months ago

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so I'm starting to split on my FP for no reason except I am reminded that he got to spend more time with certain coworkers than he had with me bc I worked up front and they were in the bakery and I hate that I missed out on things that I'll never be a part of and it hurts a lot. He doesn't even work at the store anymore so idk wtf brain please stop making me think he's gonna fucking leave me just because he shared jokes with other people!!!!!

so I'm starting to split on my FP for no reason except I am reminded that he got to spend more time with certain coworkers than he had with me bc I worked up front and they were in the bakery and I hate that I missed out on things that I'll never be a part of and it hurts a lot. He doesn't even work at the store anymore so idk wtf brain please stop making me think he's gonna fucking leave me just because he shared jokes with other people!!!!! - 2 months ago

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I cut myself a little deeper than usual (a lot of times it's just surface cuts just enough to make me bleed) and it's been hours and they still haven't closed up yet and I'm not scared or anything but I'm like fuck what the fuck I was watching try guys videos and I did this for nO REASON

self harm TW: . . . . . . . . . . . . I cut myself a little deeper than usual (a lot of times it's just surface cuts just enough to make me bleed) and it's been hours and they still haven't closed up yet and I'm not scared or anything but I'm like fuck what the fuck I was watching try guys videos and I did this for nO REASON - 2 months ago

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me @ me: this bitch empty

me @ me: this bitch empty - 2 months ago

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I posted a pic of me and FP on snapchat and six separate people responded with variations of "I hate this guy but I know he's your FP." My rational side is like, yeah I know he's kind of passive aggressive and self involved and can be vindictive with his words so I understand. But depending on where my brain is at I can go from "he's perfect there's nothing he can do to hurt me" to "he is scum of the earth I move mountains for him and he treats me like -this-?!?!"

I posted a pic of me and FP on snapchat and six separate people responded with variations of "I hate this guy but I know he's your FP." My rational side is like, yeah I know he's kind of passive aggressive and self involved and can be vindictive with his words so I understand. But depending on where my brain is at I can go from "he's perfect there's nothing he can do to hurt me" to "he is scum of the earth I move mountains for him and he treats me like -this-?!?!" - 2 months ago

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✊🏾✊🏾✊🏾

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JESUS CHRIST 😂😂😂

JESUS CHRIST - 2 months ago

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OHHHHHHHHH SNAP 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

OHHHHHHHHH SNAP - 2 months ago

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Daniel Amen (five times NY times bestselling author). Talks at Google) about EMDR with his clinical practice. #telepsychiatry  #leakygut #psychiatry ##psychiatrist #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #Concussion #Dementia #lymedisease  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy

Daniel Amen (five times NY times bestselling author). Talks at Google) about EMDR with his clinical practice. #telepsychiatry #leakygut #psychiatry ##psychiatrist #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #Concussion #Dementia #lymedisease #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy - 2 months ago

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Daniel Amen (five times NY times bestselling author). Talks at Google about #leakygut and brain. #telepsychiatry  #leakygut #psychiatry ##psychiatrist #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #Concussion #Dementia #lymedisease  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy

Daniel Amen (five times NY times bestselling author). Talks at Google about #leakygut and brain. #telepsychiatry #leakygut #psychiatry ##psychiatrist #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #Concussion #Dementia #lymedisease #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy - 2 months ago

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#telepsychiatry  #leakygut #psychiatry ##psychiatrist #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism  ##bipolar #autismsupport  #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder  #Concussion #Dementia #lymedisease  #memoryproblems 
#obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD  #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy

#telepsychiatry #leakygut #psychiatry ##psychiatrist #menthalhealth #menthalillness #healthybrain #healthymind #depression #autism ##bipolar #autismsupport #anxiety #schizophrenia #ADD #ADHD #Addiction #Alzheimer #autismspectrumdisorder #Concussion #Dementia #lymedisease #memoryproblems #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #PTSD #gaps #gapsdiet #emdr #cognitivebehavioraltherapy #rationalemotivebehaviortherapy - 2 months ago

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