People see how i choose to conduct myself since losing my Jalal and im always asked the same questions or hear the same things (in different ways lol) moreso along the lines of "aren't you mad" "I'd be doing this and this and this"
First of all calm down Thor 🙄 unless it happens to you, you DONT know what youd be doing with yourself #fearallah
Even though this woman was never sorry, arrogant and got away with it, holding onto so much hate or anger will only affect me, which will then affect my other 3 boys.. I've had to learn (through my faith) 🕌 ALOT of patience #sabr
fell off a few times, but always got back up
I chose to see it differently
To easily be that rude, angry and empty after running over a child? She must be sad and empty inside and live with so much darkness and anger within herself😕 If anything I feel sorry for her.. __
Trying to forgive someone who was never sorry (for my own inner peace) is my hardest yet final step in getting her image out of my system.. In time I will have conquered that too
That's who I chose to be, who she chooses to be is her way of choosing how to live also__
The world is even uglier when you choose to hold onto anger, resentment, grudges etc it makes you bitter.
I put all my anger and craziness into believing I could change a law with my sons name on it and the irony is, after being ridiculed - I actually did it #JALALSLAW
Any situation im given I choose to feel it, respect yourself enough to feel it all and process it as you need - shut down, cry, scream, train, walk, run, draw, colour in, write, sing whatever it is - the hurt, heartbreak, feeling robbed, lied, cheated on etc YOUR hurt/sadness needs to be felt, validated & processed - then let it go.. #giveittogod
Let every situation teach you something valid and most importantly, it has to make you #BETTER not #BITTER
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