I’m tired of being afraid.
Of what? Being myself! Being 100% unapologetically me and wanting the things that I want! I’ve tried to start vlogging, blogging, modeling, you name it! But I always get discouraged because I’m afraid. What if I put myself out there and people don’t like me? What if strangers make fun of me? Or even worse, what if people I know see this?! What if they watch me fail, and see me starting out and immediately discredit me? WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH?! I don’t know, but I do. I do know, that I no longer want that fear to hold me back. I want to do whatever I have an interest in and share those parts of my life in a blog. Maybe no one will care to read it.. Maybe no one will find any interest in it. Maybe people will have shit to say. But at the end of the day it’s MY life and I can’t live it for others. And you never know, people may surprise you! I want to put myself out there, and so that’s what I’m going to do! We only have one life, right? - 1 hour ago