24th April 2019.
hey there. i don’t know you. you don’t know me. but welcome to my instagram feed, personal diary, or journal. whatever. same thing. to be honest, i don’t know why i made this, i just felt like venting somewhere and for someone out there to hear my words. maybe relate a little to what i have to say. and not judge me for my thoughts. that’s partly why i feel that social media and technology as a whole has given us such a platform and “easy access” to speech and communication. i can type, write, and say whatever i wish online, and not care a single bit about what people in real life would think about me (given that i am somewhat anonymous of course). anyway, this is my little personal diary, so please persevere that my wording and order will be far from perfect. this is me, in the most authentic form. haha, i’m writing as if anyone will actually read any of this. but here i am! how are you all today? i feel pretty stressed right now, i have assignments due in two days time, and exams coming the end of next month. not to forget i have some flight tickets to buy, or plan to buy... so annoying right! oh, yeah almost forgot, the post above itself! i agree with the idea that nobody can be helped if they don’t wanna help themselves. at the end of the day, we are in control of our own thoughts, our own minds right? it’s one of the only things that make us truly unique in this world. we are all individually different. not a single person thinks exactly the same way as you or i do. so if somebody consciously chooses to act in a certain manner, opposing your help, it is just best to leave them to live their own path, their own journey. as long as you feel like you have done everything possible under your control, there is nothing left for you to do. it is out of your hands, so just control the controllable things. hopefully, we all will get to where we want to be. we are just all on different paths. some with rockier roads than others. some longer, some shorter. i feel like i am talking too much, or maybe just talking to myself. it’s a really strange feeling having your thoughts written out and being able to read them. [CONTINUED IN COMMENTS!!!] - 52 minutes ago