We love, loved and lost with the ones who never loved us..
but then we learn to push
We push, push and pushed away the ones who try to come closer to us.
Because rejection teaches you how to reject..
What an irony it is,
when you want to love and to be loved
at the same time you don't want to be loved,
it's not that you're scared of it but you're scared of what will happen after..
What will happen when you open up, you give them the permission to hurt you, but trusts them not to...
"I won't let you in because I don't want to hurt you, I wish I wouldn't be so good at leaving the ones who loved me...." he said.
But at the same time,
I'm fucking tired of
all these useless dreams
like a darkness
I've been cheated
Left with no reason
I was done..
We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything - what a waste!..~call me by your name.
But something happens
you come across an angel
and you see..
its worth breathin'
it's worth helpin'
it's worth carin'
it's worth doin'
that life's worth livin'
and true love is worth chasing.
They say, "Seek what sets your soul on fire" and finally it does...
never let that go..
and if you haven't found that person, be patient...
Take this with you today..
if you want something really,
no need to rush
because you don't rush something you want to last...
it seems as if everything is against me..
"there's so much rage inside,
I'm not afraid
I'm already broken
you can't break the broken..." he said
So I'll keep loving
no matter what and
living for the day..
When we're old(er)
I aim to be sitting
next to you
story of how
we fell in
For that's the only thing I know..
The boy who loved.
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