Cake day chronicles
Life isn’t going to always be the same, we are constantly evolving and striving to be better. Through various circumstance and events, some will outgrow one another, where others will grow together. Some are torn apart, others fortified. Yeah, change is imminent
How we choose to adapt and endure these changes rests entirely upon the individual, whilst learning various lessons - deceit, discipline, addiction, betrayal, abundance, love, anger, greed, gluttony, grief
Tonight at 23:40 marks 33 months since the loss of my son, Darian. MY king, my soul child, my stink, MY beautiful handsome English boy, the squad leader, the unplanned little boy who saved me, the very same guy who has left a gaping hole in my heart
I am finally getting better at managing this grief - I am now able to smile at the photos, laugh at the memories, talk of all Darian’s shenanigans whilst searching for peace with his passing.
I can’t lie: I have needed help getting into this space.
I have required consistent encouragement, tons of space, unconditional kindness, understanding, love, guidance and the plethora of messages that I receive daily far and wide...... I may have also on a few occasions needed Pina coladas, a dance floor and dancing shoes.... Apparently I still do!
I am finally rising above the challenge, digging deep and rebirthing my purpose, clawing my way back to what makes me happy
Change is imminent #thatisall
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