Through my journey I’ve tried to be as open and honest and raw as I possibly could. I’ve shown the good, the bad,the ugly and I feel as if this is a place for me to share not only the good and exciting but also the emotional and the sad parts of this process. Summer is quickly coming and summer something I’ve always dreaded. Yes we get school off but the anxiety that comes with summer is something that truly scares me. This is my first summer feeling OK with my body. But it just hit me that i go on vacation in Less than a month and it honestly terrifies me. Knowing that I have to be in a swimsuit in front of people that aren’t going to know my story that aren’t going to care but just judge the fact that I have loose skin is terrifying. I know that everyone goes through issues about their body but id be lying if I said I wasn’t crying about this 10 minutes before I posted this.
With that being said, I’m going to buck up, put my swimsuit on and if people don’t like me then they’re missing out. I saw a quote today and it said “care less about how they see you. The most beautiful thing you can be is yourself”
If you’re having these anxieties just know you’re not alone! - 0 seconds