Information, signs, messages, signals, symbols, situations and circumstances, people, places, and things will come to you when you are ready. The energies you receive are energies to match your vibration. When it's time to elevate aka rise up aka ascend, above your current vibration, you will receive what you need to receive in order to do so. Depending upon what you think, say and do, will depend upon what you will be receiving. Keep thinking, saying and doing low vibrational things, the lower vibration you'll stay. Think, say and do HIGH VIBRATIONAL things, the HIGHER you're going to rise. What you'll be receiving will be in higher forms. New energies, new circumstances and situations that will progress you, new people, places or things to deliver new messages/information.
Don't be so hard on yourself if what you are wanting hasn't come yet, keep putting in the RIGHT work, and working on healing and growing yourself, and work with what you've got. Find the patience - 5 hours ago