I’ve been dealing with my depression off and on for the last few weeks and it’s picked now to hit again. Not only that but so has my ptsd involving my childhood trauma and felt the need to make a post about it. I don’t normally let people into my life or my past but in order for people to understand why I am how I am I figured it’s time to share. As hard as it is for me to talk about it my age regression started when I was about 13 years old when my parents finally stopped physically abusing me. Yes you read that right. I suffer from child abuse and it’s still destroying my life years later. It’s easy to pass it off as no big deal and for the longest time I believed that I deserved what happened to me. That somehow what I did was worth the beatings I got. Not going to lie sometimes I still question if I deserved it. It didn’t help that my ex manipulated me while we were together and took advantage of my trauma and vulnerability. Not really sure why but now seemed like a good time to remind everyone that you are not alone in what you go through. I’m not going to tell you to think more positively cause it never works. I’m not going to tell you that life gets better cause I’m calling bs to that. But what I can tell you is that it will pass. I don’t know for how long but it will eventually pass so please hold on and ride the wave through the dark until you reach the light.
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