The time between now and hitting the road (155 days!!) feels both impossibly long and incredibly short, depending on the moment you when you ask me.
There are so many unanswered questions as I traverse this journey:
Am I airing too much of my dirty laundry, or should I be more vulnerable?
Is this the path I should be pursuing, or should I chase another goal that takes me closer to (or further from) home?
Are my skills up to par to deliver the vision I dreamt for this project at 22, or should I wait for another election cycle?
Is this the dream I’m meant to pursue, or is there another life I can’t even imagine waiting for me?
Will people actually care enough to help fund this, or is it sealing another multi-thousand layer of debt onto my credit?
Like I said - So. Many. Questions.
Which also says, this quote crossed my path at the exact right moment, and I couldn’t be more grateful. Instead of feeling like I need to have all the answers right now, I’m embracing that this is my season of becoming. That every rainy, rainy Saturday I spend putting in the work are leading me to where I need to be, and this uneasiness means I am on the right path. That every time I make a move, I need to trust it’ll help get me where I need to be.
I’m leaning in: there’s so much to learn from this growth. - 1 hour ago