I’m getting to know the depths of my word for 2019 “sitting in the mess” on a whole new level (level 24? 🤔). I wasn’t quite sure what I was getting into, but so far I’ve had a lot of suddenlies,
relationships that took a whole new directions,
overwhelming emotions and new situations that I did not see myself in,
I feel like a whole lot of things just got turned upside down,
some really great,
but along with the suddenlies an after wave of emotions came flooding,
it’s a bit overwhelming,
high anxiety alerts,
stimuli on a whole other level,
recovering and stabilizing from those events have taken a lot longer than I expected.
it’s all a bit confusing and MESSY at the moment, but
I committed to sitting in the mess this year, and I feel like THIS right now,
life is messy,
and I’m practicing sitting right
and let’s see how that plays out.
organized life is overrated and unrealistic.
MESSY is real and relatable.
I feel like this self-portrait says more than a 1000 word.
messy. untamed. foggy.
slide 2 have 5 hidden words, see if you can find them 🖤
#WHPuptome - 2 days ago