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So true. #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #anxiety #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder #cyclothymia #depression #dissociation #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #youmatter #yourlifematters #liveinthemoment #liveyourlifeyourway #bepositive #bestrong

So true. #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #anxiety #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder #cyclothymia #depression #dissociation #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #youmatter #yourlifematters #liveinthemoment #liveyourlifeyourway #bepositive #bestrong - 1 hour ago

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i love this movie sm. such a delicately witty surreal sarcastic sensitive visceral and honest portrayal of what mental illness often looks like in women. shout out to Susannah Kaysen - just wanted to write something that showed what the brains of girls dealing with #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder #anxiety #depression often looks like half as good as she did. 🌸💗 Song : Girl, Interrupted
Movie : Girl, Interrupted (1999)
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link in bio 🖤 . i love this movie sm. such a delicately witty surreal sarcastic sensitive visceral and honest portrayal of what mental illness often looks like in women. shout out to Susannah Kaysen - just wanted to write something that showed what the brains of girls dealing with #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder #anxiety #depression often looks like half as good as she did. Song : Girl, Interrupted Movie : Girl, Interrupted (1999) From the 'vignettes (alternate endings)' film inspired playlist . . #grunge #trap #alternative #trapgrunge #altgirl #riotgrrl #mentalhealth #bpd #borderline #bipolar #girlinterrupted #susannahkaysen #tommygenesis #princessnokia #abra #femaleartist #art #kntstco #lofi #90s - 1 hour ago

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its been very crazy since i started this account cause it seems like days since i last posted and its actually just one day
yesterday i woke up saying that i was feeling better
the day before i made this paint (not good but i feel very connect to it cause it was what i was feeling)
and today has been so crazy
i woke up feeling like shit, went to my psychiatrist, changed some meds, did some stuff after leaving the clinic and got home around 3pm so fucking mad and stressed and i didn't even know why
being stressed or angry is okay but the struggle it is in the intensity. guess it's like this for most bdp i don't know
this account really is for me trying to connect with some of my "own" hahaha cause i don't know any other border person and sometimes it's frustrating
and tiring
so so tiring
buuuuuut
anyways
i guess this post is to know if you guys also experience this thing of thinking it's has been much more days than actually is cause your emotions changed so much in such a short time that you don't even know which day is which
thats it
comment if you feel like it

photo by me myself

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its been very crazy since i started this account cause it seems like days since i last posted and its actually just one day yesterday i woke up saying that i was feeling better the day before i made this paint (not good but i feel very connect to it cause it was what i was feeling) and today has been so crazy i woke up feeling like shit, went to my psychiatrist, changed some meds, did some stuff after leaving the clinic and got home around 3pm so fucking mad and stressed and i didn't even know why being stressed or angry is okay but the struggle it is in the intensity. guess it's like this for most bdp i don't know this account really is for me trying to connect with some of my "own" hahaha cause i don't know any other border person and sometimes it's frustrating and tiring so so tiring buuuuuut anyways i guess this post is to know if you guys also experience this thing of thinking it's has been much more days than actually is cause your emotions changed so much in such a short time that you don't even know which day is which thats it comment if you feel like it photo by me myself #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderliner #bpd #bpdfam #bpdawareness #bpdsupport #bpdrecovery #mentalillness #help #helpmehelpyou #tryingbepositive #overcoming #overcomefear #overcomer #tryingnewthings #spellingout #unburden #outburst #writing #spiritualwritter #writtersinstagram #writtenword #writter #writterscommunity - 1 hour ago

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have a happy and safe friday #positivity #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes😂 #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes  #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder  #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #sad #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #recovery

have a happy and safe friday #positivity #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #sad #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #recovery - 1 hour ago

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„bardzo smutne to zdjęcie, musisz przypisywać wesoło” #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

„bardzo smutne to zdjęcie, musisz przypisywać wesoło” #borderlinepersonalitydisorder - 1 hour ago

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SPICY ARMPITS I CANT

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Feeling lonely is a killer!!!
#trauma #bpd #broken #lonely #friendship #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdproblems #bpdawareness #bpdthings #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdchat #actuallybpd #bpdfeels #understandingbpd #eupd #eupdproblems #eupdawareness #eupdlife #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #ptsd

Feeling lonely is a killer!!! #trauma #bpd #broken #lonely #friendship #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdproblems #bpdawareness #bpdthings #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdchat #actuallybpd #bpdfeels #understandingbpd #eupd #eupdproblems #eupdawareness #eupdlife #emotionallyunstablepersonalitydisorder #ptsd - 1 hour ago

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Had such a rollercoaster of a week; my mood swings have gotten worse again😩a different mood every hour, they had stabilised for abit but have gotten worse again. Having BPD is exhausting and every day I’m faced with a new challenge. 
But my baby sis is staying with me for the weekend and she makes me smiles so much. Such a cheeky little girl. Endless cuddles for me💕💕💕 #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #bpd #suicideprevention #suicideawarness #mentalhealthawareness #recovery #positivity #follow #like #trauma #depression #anxiety #success #relationships #problemsolving #family #friends #relationshipproblems  #personalitydisorders #borderlinepd #mentalhealthawarenessday #therapy #help #helpingothers #lovingsomonewithbpd #recommended #love #sister

Had such a rollercoaster of a week; my mood swings have gotten worse againa different mood every hour, they had stabilised for abit but have gotten worse again. Having BPD is exhausting and every day I’m faced with a new challenge. But my baby sis is staying with me for the weekend and she makes me smiles so much. Such a cheeky little girl. Endless cuddles for me #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #bpd #suicideprevention #suicideawarness #mentalhealthawareness #recovery #positivity #follow #like #trauma #depression #anxiety #success #relationships #problemsolving #family #friends #relationshipproblems #personalitydisorders #borderlinepd #mentalhealthawarenessday #therapy #help #helpingothers #lovingsomonewithbpd #recommended #love #sister - 1 hour ago

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Martha is observing😂 Today has been mentally exhausting. We went to my appointment. I went in by myself at first but she literally didn’t believe how bad I was so we called mum in and she got across how bad I was and then I had why was called an ‘episode’ where I ‘went mad’ and was screaming and shouting at everyone then broke down crying on the floor. We eventually got me to calm down and sit back down and sort of communicate. My nurse apologised and said she had no idea how bad things really were and she hadn’t seen me this bad since this time three years ago. So she went to see my GP as my doctor is away and I’m staring some new meds next week. I might be doing just CBT now and not about my eating as my mood is much more of an issue. So that was my appointment. Then this afternoon I had a call off my nurse saying I had sleeping tablets ready and to make an appointment. She told me to look after myself and to stay strong. I apologised for being such a bitch but she seemed ok about it. I’m so ready for bed already, it’s been an emotional day 
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Martha is observing Today has been mentally exhausting. We went to my appointment. I went in by myself at first but she literally didn’t believe how bad I was so we called mum in and she got across how bad I was and then I had why was called an ‘episode’ where I ‘went mad’ and was screaming and shouting at everyone then broke down crying on the floor. We eventually got me to calm down and sit back down and sort of communicate. My nurse apologised and said she had no idea how bad things really were and she hadn’t seen me this bad since this time three years ago. So she went to see my GP as my doctor is away and I’m staring some new meds next week. I might be doing just CBT now and not about my eating as my mood is much more of an issue. So that was my appointment. Then this afternoon I had a call off my nurse saying I had sleeping tablets ready and to make an appointment. She told me to look after myself and to stay strong. I apologised for being such a bitch but she seemed ok about it. I’m so ready for bed already, it’s been an emotional day #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #ed #recovery #eatittobeatit #anxiety #bpd #depression #selfcare #courage #mentalhealth #edrecovery #strongnotskinny #edfighter #anorexiafighter #foodie #foodisfuel #eatingdisorderrecovery #revoveryisworthit #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anarecovery #anorexianervosa #edwarrier #foodisfuel #fearfood #workout #health #fitness #exercise - 1 hour ago

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I hear “ but you don’t look sick” all the time. Looks are deceiving. In the photo on the right I was on a day trip with my group home. (I am autistic) I had just been told that my vEDS has destroyed my body to the point that I am now in hospice care. That trip (4 hours) put me in hospital for two days and took another three to completely recover from. My heart is failing, multiple organs are not doing what they are supposed to. I spend more time in hospital than out anymore. But I constantly hear I don’t look sick. You can’t tell what a person is going through just by looking. So many illnesses (physical and mental) are invisible. Someone could be having a major flare and barely getting through their day. Try to be kind with your words. #vEDS #EDS #ehlersdanlossyndrome  #invisibleillness #chronicillness #invisibleillnesswarrior #chronicillnesswarrior #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #autistic #wellnessjourney #butyoudontlooksick

I hear “ but you don’t look sick” all the time. Looks are deceiving. In the photo on the right I was on a day trip with my group home. (I am autistic) I had just been told that my vEDS has destroyed my body to the point that I am now in hospice care. That trip (4 hours) put me in hospital for two days and took another three to completely recover from. My heart is failing, multiple organs are not doing what they are supposed to. I spend more time in hospital than out anymore. But I constantly hear I don’t look sick. You can’t tell what a person is going through just by looking. So many illnesses (physical and mental) are invisible. Someone could be having a major flare and barely getting through their day. Try to be kind with your words. #vEDS #EDS #ehlersdanlossyndrome #invisibleillness #chronicillness #invisibleillnesswarrior #chronicillnesswarrior #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #autistic #wellnessjourney #butyoudontlooksick - 1 hour ago

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Actually laughed out loud at this one

Actually laughed out loud at this one - 1 hour ago

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It’s the beauty that captures your attention; the personality that captures your heart.🙂🙂
#instamood #personality #attitude #personalitydisorder #instagram #dogsofinstagram #instacool #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #radiopersonality

It’s the beauty that captures your attention; the personality that captures your heart.🙂🙂 #instamood #personality #attitude #personalitydisorder #instagram #dogsofinstagram #instacool #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #radiopersonality - 1 hour ago

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How my mind works... (4) #thoughts #feelings #identity #dissociativedisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonality #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #posttraumatic #deaf #deafpainter #deafart #deafartist #illustration #drawing  #painting #draw #mentalhealth #art

How my mind works... (4) #thoughts #feelings #identity #dissociativedisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonality #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #posttraumatic #deaf #deafpainter #deafart #deafartist #illustration #drawing #painting #draw #mentalhealth #art - 1 hour ago

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lonely ~ self portrait

Feeling a little extra low today due to responsibilities and stresses, so this series is all the more relevant. Have you ever felt so alone? I really tried to capture how my disorder effects me in this series. I'm very prone to disassociating around groups of people, constantly telling myself "they don't care about you" "you should just leave" "look they're all having fun without you". Shooting these meant so much to me and is part of my process of getting over this problem. Here's to another day of feeling low though, hopefully tomorrow will be different

lonely ~ self portrait Feeling a little extra low today due to responsibilities and stresses, so this series is all the more relevant. Have you ever felt so alone? I really tried to capture how my disorder effects me in this series. I'm very prone to disassociating around groups of people, constantly telling myself "they don't care about you" "you should just leave" "look they're all having fun without you". Shooting these meant so much to me and is part of my process of getting over this problem. Here's to another day of feeling low though, hopefully tomorrow will be different - 1 hour ago

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It's not often that I treat myself to jewellery pieces but I really want to start purchasing things (when I indulge🙊) that are made with love, ideally locally, and that make me happy.That's why I invested in these two beautiful bracelets from artists who live just a stone's throw away from me. 
Also, I like to remind myself of my values and what I stand for and, even though I've struggled lots in my veganism journey (because of my BPD, NOT because it's hard), I still strive towards perfection every damn day and I've decided to start a sort of yearly challenge. It's a dare with myself that I can maintain a stable stance on this one thing. 
I think most of my peers think I'm crazy for wanting to go back and maintain this lifestyle with all of the struggles I've been having with my symptoms. I mean, maybe I am, but I think they forget that the one passion that's been constant through all these difficult years is my reverance for nature, animals and the beings around me. How I work every day to learn and apply new concepts that'll have a positive impact on this earth. How I want to leave this world better than it was when I came in, not worst. 
So, here's to day one of ¿?¿. Ramble over 😂

#vegan #veganism #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #health #hownottodie

It's not often that I treat myself to jewellery pieces but I really want to start purchasing things (when I indulge) that are made with love, ideally locally, and that make me happy.That's why I invested in these two beautiful bracelets from artists who live just a stone's throw away from me. Also, I like to remind myself of my values and what I stand for and, even though I've struggled lots in my veganism journey (because of my BPD, NOT because it's hard), I still strive towards perfection every damn day and I've decided to start a sort of yearly challenge. It's a dare with myself that I can maintain a stable stance on this one thing. I think most of my peers think I'm crazy for wanting to go back and maintain this lifestyle with all of the struggles I've been having with my symptoms. I mean, maybe I am, but I think they forget that the one passion that's been constant through all these difficult years is my reverance for nature, animals and the beings around me. How I work every day to learn and apply new concepts that'll have a positive impact on this earth. How I want to leave this world better than it was when I came in, not worst. So, here's to day one of ¿?¿. Ramble over #vegan #veganism #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #health #hownottodie - 1 hour ago

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I am the queen of impulsive piercings🤷🏼‍♀️ blessed to have an awesome piercer @dinotail who I’ve been going to since I was 15!! He’s working at @7th_house_tattoo so definitely check them out!!! I know I have plenty of fellow piercing/tattoo lovers😻 take ur guess on which are the new ones

I am the queen of impulsive piercings🤷🏼‍♀️ blessed to have an awesome piercer @dinotail who I’ve been going to since I was 15!! He’s working at @7th_house_tattoo so definitely check them out!!! I know I have plenty of fellow piercing/tattoo lovers take ur guess on which are the new ones - 2 hours ago

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Sometimes you just gotta feel your oats and get some booze 😊
#borderlinepersonalitydisorder 
#bpdrecovery #sobercurious 
#selfiesformentalhealth 🤣

Sometimes you just gotta feel your oats and get some booze #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdrecovery #sobercurious #selfiesformentalhealth 🤣 - 2 hours ago

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My parents threatened to hospitalize me the other day. Yesterday I had a doctors appt and I accidentally let slip how suicidal I actually am lmfaooo it took a hella lot of convincing to get my doctor to agree to let me go home instead of being hospitalized. Ugh. Sometimes I think that it might be better if I was hospitalized. Idk.. then maybe people would take my shit seriously. Just because I’m safe, doesn’t mean that I’m not as suicidal as someone who’s bleeding from the wrists, i just have my own reasons as to why I’m still here, that doesn’t mean I don’t deserve the same help.
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My parents threatened to hospitalize me the other day. Yesterday I had a doctors appt and I accidentally let slip how suicidal I actually am lmfaooo it took a hella lot of convincing to get my doctor to agree to let me go home instead of being hospitalized. Ugh. Sometimes I think that it might be better if I was hospitalized. Idk.. then maybe people would take my shit seriously. Just because I’m safe, doesn’t mean that I’m not as suicidal as someone who’s bleeding from the wrists, i just have my own reasons as to why I’m still here, that doesn’t mean I don’t deserve the same help. • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #depression #bulimia #psychosis #hallucinations #eatingdisorder #selfharm #pain

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #depression #bulimia #psychosis #hallucinations #eatingdisorder #selfharm #pain - 2 hours ago

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THIS!!

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Amazing

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🤨 this emoji sucks cuz it’s not the vibe I wanna give off but it’s the only one with the eyebrow 😠
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🤨 this emoji sucks cuz it’s not the vibe I wanna give off but it’s the only one with the eyebrow • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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Not the prettiest photo of me, but I think it's important to let people know that being angry doesn't make you a monster. Your feelings are valid, no matter what they are.
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Not the prettiest photo of me, but I think it's important to let people know that being angry doesn't make you a monster. Your feelings are valid, no matter what they are. #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #suicideattemptsurvivor #photography #photo #art #portraitphotography #amaturephotographer #emotionalphotography #photographyinspiration #artinspiration #angry #anger #emotion #feelings - 2 hours ago

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Lmao you ok?
(Not everything is as it seems on the outside.)
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Lmao you ok? (Not everything is as it seems on the outside.) • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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Lmfao help
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Lmfao help • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #anxiety #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder #cyclothymia #depression #dissociation #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #youmatter #yourlifematters #liveinthemoment #liveyourlifeyourway #bestrong #bepositive @vickylux94 this is for you xx

#mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #anxiety #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bipolardisorder #cyclothymia #depression #dissociation #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #youmatter #yourlifematters #liveinthemoment #liveyourlifeyourway #bestrong #bepositive @vickylux94 this is for you xx - 2 hours ago

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Lmaooooo, the thing you realize in DBT is that your reckless behaviour always effects someone. Whether you know it or not.
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Lmaooooo, the thing you realize in DBT is that your reckless behaviour always effects someone. Whether you know it or not. • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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Been full of doubt, this weeks been one of my toughest weeks in a long while a lot of shit caught up with me, people that have tried to destroy me mess me about, belittle me, the liars, players, and general arseholes. I have to remind myself just how far I’ve come let alone a lot of bad luck and battling mental health I’m still here still moving forwards, and I’ve done it completely on my own overcoming adversity #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ptsd #mentalhealthawareness #courage #strength #weightlossjourney #fitness #bodybuildingjourneycontinues

Been full of doubt, this weeks been one of my toughest weeks in a long while a lot of shit caught up with me, people that have tried to destroy me mess me about, belittle me, the liars, players, and general arseholes. I have to remind myself just how far I’ve come let alone a lot of bad luck and battling mental health I’m still here still moving forwards, and I’ve done it completely on my own overcoming adversity #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #ptsd #mentalhealthawareness #courage #strength #weightlossjourney #fitness #bodybuildingjourneycontinues - 2 hours ago

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BPD #truth 🖤...isn't that what we all need? #love ❤ #bpd 
#lyricsthatresonate #buju 
#borderline #allweneedislove
#bpdstruggles #bpdsupport 
#borderlinepersonalitydisorder

BPD #truth 🖤...isn't that what we all need? #love #bpd #lyricsthatresonate #buju #borderline #allweneedislove #bpdstruggles #bpdsupport #borderlinepersonalitydisorder - 2 hours ago

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Wise words to remember as my Birthday is right around the corner. Tomorrow I turn 36 and I'm ready to start making some healthy choices, after I eat all my Birthday cake that is 🎂
My husband and I are planning to cut back on carbs and do higher protien and veggie meals with 1 cheat day a week. I'm not doing it necessarily for weight loss, I currently weigh 126 and am aiming for 120. We will be eating a lot of chicken, fish, yogurts, eggs, and all sorts of veggies. Smoothies will be added in for some sweetness. Also going to try to get back into walking at least 10000 steps if not more. 
Ever sense I've stopped watching what I eat I've felt poorly, my skin has been breaking out and I have zero energy. 
Another factor of changing our lifestyle is we are trying to decide whether or not we are going to have another child. I want to go into this possible next pregnancy as fit and healthy as I can possibly be especially sense I'm older. It's a lot to think about because medications are a factor as well. Not only would I need to discuss pregnancy with my primary care physician but with my Psychiatrist as well. When I was pregnant with Kara I stopped all meds, at that time I was taking Wellbutrin, Luvox and Abilify. Now I'm on a better med regimen that has my Bipolar mostly stabilized Wellbutrin, Latuda, Klonopin I dont want to stop taking them unless I absolutely have too. Especially the Latuda, that one has been a game changer for me. So that's that! I'm excited for my Bday, my husband got me 6 presents and is going to make me an Andes Mint cake. He works tomorrow so for my, "last  meal" the kids and I are going to order our favorite pizza and wings and then do presents and cake when he gets home. Fingers crossed my mood stays up🤞
#mentalmommy #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthwarriors #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessisreal #bipolar #bipolardisorder #hypomania #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #anxiety #depression #ocd #agoraphobia #medicated #healthemind #recovery #acceptance #healing

Wise words to remember as my Birthday is right around the corner. Tomorrow I turn 36 and I'm ready to start making some healthy choices, after I eat all my Birthday cake that is My husband and I are planning to cut back on carbs and do higher protien and veggie meals with 1 cheat day a week. I'm not doing it necessarily for weight loss, I currently weigh 126 and am aiming for 120. We will be eating a lot of chicken, fish, yogurts, eggs, and all sorts of veggies. Smoothies will be added in for some sweetness. Also going to try to get back into walking at least 10000 steps if not more. Ever sense I've stopped watching what I eat I've felt poorly, my skin has been breaking out and I have zero energy. Another factor of changing our lifestyle is we are trying to decide whether or not we are going to have another child. I want to go into this possible next pregnancy as fit and healthy as I can possibly be especially sense I'm older. It's a lot to think about because medications are a factor as well. Not only would I need to discuss pregnancy with my primary care physician but with my Psychiatrist as well. When I was pregnant with Kara I stopped all meds, at that time I was taking Wellbutrin, Luvox and Abilify. Now I'm on a better med regimen that has my Bipolar mostly stabilized Wellbutrin, Latuda, Klonopin I dont want to stop taking them unless I absolutely have too. Especially the Latuda, that one has been a game changer for me. So that's that! I'm excited for my Bday, my husband got me 6 presents and is going to make me an Andes Mint cake. He works tomorrow so for my, "last meal" the kids and I are going to order our favorite pizza and wings and then do presents and cake when he gets home. Fingers crossed my mood stays up🤞 #mentalmommy #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthwarriors #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #mentalillnessisreal #bipolar #bipolardisorder #hypomania #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #anxiety #depression #ocd #agoraphobia #medicated #healthemind #recovery #acceptance #healing - 2 hours ago

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🙄🙄🙄 • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #depression #bulimia #psychosis #hallucinations #eatingdisorder #selfharm #pain

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #depression #bulimia #psychosis #hallucinations #eatingdisorder #selfharm #pain - 2 hours ago

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Chilli cha cha, Kingston. #tandoorichicken #indian #streetfood #yummy #spicy #photooftheday #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpddistraction #photography #instagood #food #kingston #london #surreylife

Chilli cha cha, Kingston. #tandoorichicken #indian #streetfood #yummy #spicy #photooftheday #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpddistraction #photography #instagood #food #kingston #london #surreylife - 2 hours ago

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Dora up playing with toys. I’m still trying to wake up. Just thought we would say good morning to everyone. Slowly I grow into the person I once was, this doesn’t happen when I want it to, it’s never instant. #pitbullsofinstagram #soberlife #schizophrenia #borderlinepersonalitydisorder

Dora up playing with toys. I’m still trying to wake up. Just thought we would say good morning to everyone. Slowly I grow into the person I once was, this doesn’t happen when I want it to, it’s never instant. #pitbullsofinstagram #soberlife #schizophrenia #borderlinepersonalitydisorder - 2 hours ago

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Co-leading 'An Introduction to Compassion Focused Therapy' course today 🙏 love having the opportunity to incorporate my mindfulness practise into this. Guiding healthcare professionals and those with lived experience through meditation and being able to share the magical impact of Mindfulness is just 😍

Check out the courses at the Greater Manchester Mental Health Trusts website under 'recovery academy'

Love this path I am now on ❤️ #positivity #inspire #encourage #breakstigma #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery  #mentalhealth #emotionalunstablepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalwellness #bpdrecovery #eupd #eupdrecovery #selfcare #compassion #nevergiveup #love #mindfulness #connection #mindful

Co-leading 'An Introduction to Compassion Focused Therapy' course today love having the opportunity to incorporate my mindfulness practise into this. Guiding healthcare professionals and those with lived experience through meditation and being able to share the magical impact of Mindfulness is just Check out the courses at the Greater Manchester Mental Health Trusts website under 'recovery academy' Love this path I am now on #positivity #inspire #encourage #breakstigma #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealth #emotionalunstablepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalwellness #bpdrecovery #eupd #eupdrecovery #selfcare #compassion #nevergiveup #love #mindfulness #connection #mindful - 2 hours ago

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#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #depression #bulimia #psychosis #hallucinations #eatingdisorder #selfharm #pain

#borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #depression #bulimia #psychosis #hallucinations #eatingdisorder #selfharm #pain - 2 hours ago

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Brie Larson starring in and directing a movie about dreams, hope and a reason to keep trying when everyone around you is telling you to stop.

This movie could be absolute crap and I will still love it.

All hail Queen Larson.

Be well.

#anxiety #depression #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #wellness #recovery #unicornstore #brielarson

Brie Larson starring in and directing a movie about dreams, hope and a reason to keep trying when everyone around you is telling you to stop. This movie could be absolute crap and I will still love it. All hail Queen Larson. Be well. #anxiety #depression #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #wellness #recovery #unicornstore #brielarson - 2 hours ago

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There are two of you in you, let both coexist.

Existem dois tus em ti, deixa os dois coexistirem.

Vous êtes deux en vous, laissez les deux coexister. 
#change #alternative#changer#différent #life#politique#instafollow#politics#bpd#borderlinepersonalitydisorder#instamood#friends#followme#mentalhealthrecovery#change#mudança#vida#vie#bipolar#depression#anxiety #mentalhealth#santémentale#bpd#borderline#mentalhealthawareness#amor#dream#stigmafighter#mentalhealthsupport#PTSD

There are two of you in you, let both coexist. Existem dois tus em ti, deixa os dois coexistirem. Vous êtes deux en vous, laissez les deux coexister. #change #alternative #changer #différent #life #politique #instafollow #politics #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #instamood #friends #followme #mentalhealthrecovery #change #mudança #vida #vie #bipolar #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth #santémentale #bpd #borderline #mentalhealthawareness #amor #dream #stigmafighter #mentalhealthsupport #PTSD - 2 hours ago

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Anagram. Opcję po prawej widzą inni. Lewa strona możliwa jest do zobaczenia tylko z mojej perspektywy. I'm fine, save me. Tak bardzo bym chciała aby ktoś mnie uratował.. Podał rękę i wyciągnął , ba wyszarpnął z mojej ciemności. Z piekła w mojej głowie. Aby odegnał wszystko co złe, zawalczył o mnie.Walczył do ostatniej iskierki nadziei. Zrozumiał... Ja przegrywam walke którą toczę ze sobą. Czuję, że ja przegrywam..
#samookaleczanie #saveme #imfine #tatoo #tatuaze #tatoogirls #borderline #borderka #chad #depresja #dwubiegunówka #borderliner #bpd #borderlinepersonality #osobowośćborderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlines #blizny #choroba #uratujmnie #dasiezyc #bordertattoo #anagram

Anagram. Opcję po prawej widzą inni. Lewa strona możliwa jest do zobaczenia tylko z mojej perspektywy. I'm fine, save me. Tak bardzo bym chciała aby ktoś mnie uratował.. Podał rękę i wyciągnął , ba wyszarpnął z mojej ciemności. Z piekła w mojej głowie. Aby odegnał wszystko co złe, zawalczył o mnie.Walczył do ostatniej iskierki nadziei. Zrozumiał... Ja przegrywam walke którą toczę ze sobą. Czuję, że ja przegrywam.. #samookaleczanie #saveme #imfine #tatoo #tatuaze #tatoogirls #borderline #borderka #chad #depresja #dwubiegunówka #borderliner #bpd #borderlinepersonality #osobowośćborderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlines #blizny #choroba #uratujmnie #dasiezyc #bordertattoo #anagram - 2 hours ago

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Anden dag i sengen med næsten 39 i feber 🤒🤒
#sick #nofilter #fever #feber #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #dårligstartpåweekenden #hårdtramt #sickofit

Anden dag i sengen med næsten 39 i feber 🤒🤒 #sick #nofilter #fever #feber #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #dårligstartpåweekenden #hårdtramt #sickofit - 2 hours ago

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Sono ancora viva, ma sta andando tutto male.
Ho passato quasi due settimane in fase di up, e adesso sto sprofondando giù di nuovo. Molto più in giù di quanto possa permettermi in un periodo come questo. 
Penso di non essere mai stata così confusa in vita mia, mi sembra che la mia esistenza non abbia alcun senso, sono solo uno spreco di aria e di spazio. Non so più chi sono, chi ho intorno, cosa diamine sto facendo ancora qui, dove voglio andare a finire.
Devo lasciare questo posto, so solo questo. Devo abbandonare questo luogo il più in fretta possibile e ripulirmi di tutti gli eventi e le persone che mi si sono appiccicate addosso come sanguisughe in questi venti maledetti anni. Mi hanno risucchiata e privata di ogni energia vitale, ogni giorno che passa è un'occasione di vita in più per loro e un passo verso la morte per me. Vorrei solo che mi lasciassero andare. 
Vi prego, lasciatemi andare.

Sono ancora viva, ma sta andando tutto male. Ho passato quasi due settimane in fase di up, e adesso sto sprofondando giù di nuovo. Molto più in giù di quanto possa permettermi in un periodo come questo. Penso di non essere mai stata così confusa in vita mia, mi sembra che la mia esistenza non abbia alcun senso, sono solo uno spreco di aria e di spazio. Non so più chi sono, chi ho intorno, cosa diamine sto facendo ancora qui, dove voglio andare a finire. Devo lasciare questo posto, so solo questo. Devo abbandonare questo luogo il più in fretta possibile e ripulirmi di tutti gli eventi e le persone che mi si sono appiccicate addosso come sanguisughe in questi venti maledetti anni. Mi hanno risucchiata e privata di ogni energia vitale, ogni giorno che passa è un'occasione di vita in più per loro e un passo verso la morte per me. Vorrei solo che mi lasciassero andare. Vi prego, lasciatemi andare. - 2 hours ago

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#lettertomyself #lettertoafriend #putitinabox #saveitforlater #healing #postivity #dbt #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #iwriteletters #iwritelettersinmythoughts

#lettertomyself #lettertoafriend #putitinabox #saveitforlater #healing #postivity #dbt #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #iwriteletters #iwritelettersinmythoughts - 2 hours ago

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I feel pretty 🥰 #yesfilter #lol #snapchat #gooddepressionday #tryinghardereveryday #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdawareness #persistantdepressivedisorder #generalizedanxiety

I feel pretty 🥰 #yesfilter #lol #snapchat #gooddepressionday #tryinghardereveryday #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdawareness #persistantdepressivedisorder #generalizedanxiety - 2 hours ago

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Boot up, bitch.

Boot up, bitch. - 2 hours ago

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Always🐾🐾❤️ #bpdawareness #bpd #bpdsupport #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdsurvivor #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorderrecovery #anixety #thisisme #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthstigma #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #therapy #pettherapy #pets #furbaby

Always#bpdawareness #bpd #bpdsupport #bpdrecovery #bpdwarrior #bpdlife #bpdsurvivor #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderline #borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorderrecovery #anixety #thisisme #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthstigma #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #therapy #pettherapy #pets #furbaby - 2 hours ago

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Alot off people feel the same today, mental health is a killer no one should feel ashamed off admitting they are struggling #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder  #anxiety #ptsd

Alot off people feel the same today, mental health is a killer no one should feel ashamed off admitting they are struggling #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #ptsd - 2 hours ago

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Pfffft lmfaooo I’ve decided to choose recovery again (a thing I often have to do because I always fall back into old habits) and it’s such an ugly day outside and I just wanna sleeeeeep lmaoooo I’m gonna try to at least get three things done of all the things I needed to do today. Nyeh.
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Pfffft lmfaooo I’ve decided to choose recovery again (a thing I often have to do because I always fall back into old habits) and it’s such an ugly day outside and I just wanna sleeeeeep lmaoooo I’m gonna try to at least get three things done of all the things I needed to do today. Nyeh. • • Go follow my comic account! @drawingsformentalhealth • • 🖤 #memes #meme #memesdaily #memes #memer #memestagram #memestar #dailymemes #suicidalmemes #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #memesformentalhealth #relatable #relatablememes #eupd #eupdrecovery #eupdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #personalitydisorder #clusterb #mentalhealthawareness #memeaccount #funnymemes #funny #socialanxiety #selfharmrecovery #mensmentalhealth - 2 hours ago

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I must admit, it makes me feel really uncomfortable when someone disagrees with me. I think partially this is due to black and white thinking that comes with BPD and partially due to finally having a personality on my own. When I was a people pleaser, disagreement was something I’d quickly turn into an agreement. I’d twist it until it seems we were on the same side. Now, after building my personality - from scratch - for years, disagreement feels very personal. It’s really you against me now. I have nowhere to hide. People pleasing in this sense was a good escape - it was all lies so I didn’t have to show the real me. No vulnerability involved. Now, with my real personality out in the open, it hurts to be challenged. They say that if you get angry or upset when your views get challenged then your views weren’t strong enough. Well, that’s true. My views, my personality isn’t strong enough (yet). It’s getting stronger by the day but it’s still not strong. So I guess I get angry and upset when I feel my world being threatened. It’s a very strange transition. Most people take this journey the other way - they have strong beliefs which then get challenged and then peoples views mellow, they aren’t as radical as they were in younger years. I find that it’s the opposite for me. I feel huge comfort in my views, my beliefs. I do keep an open mind but I need to be convinced. I don’t just take your word for it. What I find challenging is the clash of personal worldviews that can be very subjective. I find that although my views and beliefs don’t change, I get insecure about them slightly. Do you experience the same? Or is it just me? #disagreement #bpdrecovery #bpd #borderline #bpdawareness #bpdrelationships #borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #bpdthings #relationships #conflict #socialanxiety

I must admit, it makes me feel really uncomfortable when someone disagrees with me. I think partially this is due to black and white thinking that comes with BPD and partially due to finally having a personality on my own. When I was a people pleaser, disagreement was something I’d quickly turn into an agreement. I’d twist it until it seems we were on the same side. Now, after building my personality - from scratch - for years, disagreement feels very personal. It’s really you against me now. I have nowhere to hide. People pleasing in this sense was a good escape - it was all lies so I didn’t have to show the real me. No vulnerability involved. Now, with my real personality out in the open, it hurts to be challenged. They say that if you get angry or upset when your views get challenged then your views weren’t strong enough. Well, that’s true. My views, my personality isn’t strong enough (yet). It’s getting stronger by the day but it’s still not strong. So I guess I get angry and upset when I feel my world being threatened. It’s a very strange transition. Most people take this journey the other way - they have strong beliefs which then get challenged and then peoples views mellow, they aren’t as radical as they were in younger years. I find that it’s the opposite for me. I feel huge comfort in my views, my beliefs. I do keep an open mind but I need to be convinced. I don’t just take your word for it. What I find challenging is the clash of personal worldviews that can be very subjective. I find that although my views and beliefs don’t change, I get insecure about them slightly. Do you experience the same? Or is it just me? #disagreement #bpdrecovery #bpd #borderline #bpdawareness #bpdrelationships #borderlinepersonality #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #bpdthings #relationships #conflict #socialanxiety - 3 hours ago

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Felt cute, might delete later. 
Struggling with the lack of car. But I’m seeing @ameli495 tmrw so I’m excited about that 😻 
#inkedgirls #girlswithinkandcurves #feltcutemightdeletelater #depression #eupd #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #agoraphobia #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalwellbeing #mentalwellness #itsoktonotbeok #timetotalk #endthestigma #mentalhealthcommunity #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthbloggeruk #bpdfam #agoraphobictraveller #agoraphobicjourneying #recovery #bpdblogger

Felt cute, might delete later. Struggling with the lack of car. But I’m seeing @ameli495 tmrw so I’m excited about that #inkedgirls #girlswithinkandcurves #feltcutemightdeletelater #depression #eupd #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #agoraphobia #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalwellbeing #mentalwellness #itsoktonotbeok #timetotalk #endthestigma #mentalhealthcommunity #mentalhealthblogger #mentalhealthbloggeruk #bpdfam #agoraphobictraveller #agoraphobicjourneying #recovery #bpdblogger - 3 hours ago

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Im not proud of it, but i am a culprit of committing reactive abuse. My reaction to his abuse was sometimes abuse back. It was not ok.  It has taken me years of therapy to learn better ways of dealing with his abuse. 
While my reaction to his abuse was unacceptable, i now know that i was just dealing with an impossible situation the best i knew how. I wasnt equipped to know the healthy way of handling it.
But, the narc focused on how he was such a victim, how he felt so unsafe around me. Im the abusive one,  and he doesnt know  if he could ever forgive me.  I was never allowed to mention  the affair, the gaslighting, the isolating, the holes he punched in walls, all to the point i attempted suicide once,  and had myself committed to a psych ward another time because i was so damn broken. I wasnt allowed to talk about the time he threw me to the ground and kicked me multiple times bruising me and making it painful to walk. Or the time he shoved me against the wall in the bathroom where the towel rack was,  breaking it with my back, and then him holding me against the wall by my throat while i was sobbing begging him to let me go,  and he didnt let me go until i reached around and punched him giving him a black eye. He was never sorry, it was never talked about.  But i was so sorry for hitting him,  i hated myself and he made sure to make me feel like trash.
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#domesticabuse #domesticviolence #ptsd #betrayaltrauma #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #npd #bpd #narcissistabuse #narcissist #narcissticpersonalitydisorder #depression #ifmywoundswerevisible #bruisedandbroken #gaslighting #emotionalabuse #psychologicalwarfare

Im not proud of it, but i am a culprit of committing reactive abuse. My reaction to his abuse was sometimes abuse back. It was not ok. It has taken me years of therapy to learn better ways of dealing with his abuse. While my reaction to his abuse was unacceptable, i now know that i was just dealing with an impossible situation the best i knew how. I wasnt equipped to know the healthy way of handling it. But, the narc focused on how he was such a victim, how he felt so unsafe around me. Im the abusive one, and he doesnt know if he could ever forgive me. I was never allowed to mention the affair, the gaslighting, the isolating, the holes he punched in walls, all to the point i attempted suicide once, and had myself committed to a psych ward another time because i was so damn broken. I wasnt allowed to talk about the time he threw me to the ground and kicked me multiple times bruising me and making it painful to walk. Or the time he shoved me against the wall in the bathroom where the towel rack was, breaking it with my back, and then him holding me against the wall by my throat while i was sobbing begging him to let me go, and he didnt let me go until i reached around and punched him giving him a black eye. He was never sorry, it was never talked about. But i was so sorry for hitting him, i hated myself and he made sure to make me feel like trash. . . . . . #domesticabuse #domesticviolence #ptsd #betrayaltrauma #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #npd #bpd #narcissistabuse #narcissist #narcissticpersonalitydisorder #depression #ifmywoundswerevisible #bruisedandbroken #gaslighting #emotionalabuse #psychologicalwarfare - 3 hours ago

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#ActiveMindsCon19 #selfcare #mentalillness #recovery #bethechange #advocate #mindfulness #bpd #depression #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #hope #journey

#ActiveMindsCon19 #selfcare #mentalillness #recovery #bethechange #advocate #mindfulness #bpd #depression #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #hope #journey - 3 hours ago

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i feel so welcomed in the madd community 💓💓💓 (maladaptive day dreaming) yes i know its a self diagnostic mental disorder i’m not trying to sound quirky. this has been going on since i was child and i never understood why, i would pace back and fourth, run around, move around in my bed, twirl around in circles as i blast music in my ears. i would create this alternative world in my head..i still do. absolutely no one knows about this ofcourse haha, not anyone from my past or present but my parents knew about it and they were just as confused. it’s not really something you tell someone but it’s great to know you’re not alone 🖤anyways, these are songs i maladaptively daydream to 🤗 enjoy.
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#mentaldisorder #mentalillness #daydream #daydreaming #bpd #ptsd #cptsd #mdd #depression #lonley #alone #music #maladaptivedaydreaming #mentalhealthawareness #lanadelrey #michaeljackson #systemofadown #chevelle #rocknroll #indie #indiemusic #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #likeforlikes #likeforfollow #likesforlikesback #likelike #followforfollowback

i feel so welcomed in the madd community (maladaptive day dreaming) yes i know its a self diagnostic mental disorder i’m not trying to sound quirky. this has been going on since i was child and i never understood why, i would pace back and fourth, run around, move around in my bed, twirl around in circles as i blast music in my ears. i would create this alternative world in my head..i still do. absolutely no one knows about this ofcourse haha, not anyone from my past or present but my parents knew about it and they were just as confused. it’s not really something you tell someone but it’s great to know you’re not alone 🖤anyways, these are songs i maladaptively daydream to 🤗 enjoy. _ _ _ #mentaldisorder #mentalillness #daydream #daydreaming #bpd #ptsd #cptsd #mdd #depression #lonley #alone #music #maladaptivedaydreaming #mentalhealthawareness #lanadelrey #michaeljackson #systemofadown #chevelle #rocknroll #indie #indiemusic #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #likeforlikes #likeforfollow #likesforlikesback #likelike #followforfollowback - 3 hours ago

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This week marked a year since I drew my first kitty and it went viral over on Art Amino! It marked a time in my life where personally I was at my lowest, but was getting a lot of comfort from art. It completely helped to grasp hold of a slither of confidence and to keep persevering. Not just with art but with life altogether 😊 I decided I wanted to draw another fluff to remember the occasion, hehe. I love the colours used. Espresso and 50% warm grey for the most. The colours of the eyes and ears contrast nicely. 
#artistoninstagram #instaart #artstagram #watercolorart #watercolour #catpainting #catart #petart #winsorandnewtonwatercolour #winsorandnewton #prismacolor #colouredpencil #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #pmdd #arttherapy #anxietymanagement

This week marked a year since I drew my first kitty and it went viral over on Art Amino! It marked a time in my life where personally I was at my lowest, but was getting a lot of comfort from art. It completely helped to grasp hold of a slither of confidence and to keep persevering. Not just with art but with life altogether I decided I wanted to draw another fluff to remember the occasion, hehe. I love the colours used. Espresso and 50% warm grey for the most. The colours of the eyes and ears contrast nicely. #artistoninstagram #instaart #artstagram #watercolorart #watercolour #catpainting #catart #petart #winsorandnewtonwatercolour #winsorandnewton #prismacolor #colouredpencil #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #pmdd #arttherapy #anxietymanagement - 3 hours ago

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♡Einfach mal ans Pony lehnen, Augen zu und den Moment genießen. Danke mein Esel für die Liebe, die Geborgenheit und das Vertrauen.♡ #depression #therapy #recovery #hoffnung #cuddling #hope #horses #horsesofinstagram #instahorse #ptbs #trauma #angst #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #warrior #ptsd #bpd #Borderlinepersönlichkeitsstörung #liebe #depersonalisation #lebenssinn #scars #moment

♡Einfach mal ans Pony lehnen, Augen zu und den Moment genießen. Danke mein Esel für die Liebe, die Geborgenheit und das Vertrauen.♡ #depression #therapy #recovery #hoffnung #cuddling #hope #horses #horsesofinstagram #instahorse #ptbs #trauma #angst #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #warrior #ptsd #bpd #Borderlinepersönlichkeitsstörung #liebe #depersonalisation #lebenssinn #scars #moment - 3 hours ago

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When I first wrote this poem it was called (You know the words…), which is my go-to way of naming a poem that does not have a title. Due to technical difficulties I was unable to post the poem when I wanted to. In the week that proceeded I learned about the psychology term "introjection," and realized it was the right title to use.

#abuse #psychology #crazy #insane #insanity #pain #parents #anxiety #depression #depressed #hate #selfhate #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #suicide #suicidal #mood #mylife #freedom #sad #chilling #alekthepoet #instagood #poetry #poem #words #writer #poetryisnotdead #poets

poetry by Aleksander Mielnikow (@alekthepoet)

Bonjour @thepoetzine !

When I first wrote this poem it was called (You know the words…), which is my go-to way of naming a poem that does not have a title. Due to technical difficulties I was unable to post the poem when I wanted to. In the week that proceeded I learned about the psychology term "introjection," and realized it was the right title to use. #abuse #psychology #crazy #insane #insanity #pain #parents #anxiety #depression #depressed #hate #selfhate #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #suicide #suicidal #mood #mylife #freedom #sad #chilling #alekthepoet #instagood #poetry #poem #words #writer #poetryisnotdead #poets poetry by Aleksander Mielnikow (@alekthepoet ) Bonjour @thepoetzine ! - 3 hours ago

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#new #feature #opposite #myvoice #is #your #voice #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #alone #try #fail #trytosucceed #failmiserably #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthquotes #mental

#new #feature #opposite #myvoice #is #your #voice #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #alone #try #fail #trytosucceed #failmiserably #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthquotes #mental - 3 hours ago

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Hey it’s me!!! My spirit fish!!! Anyone got a new brain going mine has stopped working!!!! 😫😫😫

Hey it’s me!!! My spirit fish!!! Anyone got a new brain going mine has stopped working!!!! - 3 hours ago

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Here is me when i raggar on a girl, pretty huh?? Hope she like me 😍😍😍😍
#mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealth
#anxiety #depressionmemes
#depression #anxietymemes
#mentalillness #bpdmemes #memes
#mentalillnessmemes #bpd #meme
#sad #mentalhealthawareness
#bipolar #anorexia #edmemes
#bipolarmemes #therapy
#borderlinepersonalitydisorder
#eatingdisordermemes #depressed
#sadmemes #ocd #ocdmemes
#anxiety #anorexiamemes #bulimia
#edgymemes #bhfyp

Here is me when i raggar on a girl, pretty huh?? Hope she like me #mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealth #anxiety #depressionmemes #depression #anxietymemes #mentalillness #bpdmemes #memes #mentalillnessmemes #bpd #meme #sad #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar #anorexia #edmemes #bipolarmemes #therapy #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #eatingdisordermemes #depressed #sadmemes #ocd #ocdmemes #anxiety #anorexiamemes #bulimia #edgymemes #bhfyp - 3 hours ago

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Therapy Friday: After a 3 week hiatus, today’s therapy was certainly welcome. The past couple of weeks have been anxiety ridden and confusing. I’ve been blocked for inexplicable reasons and told to fuck off in a text because I was busy with my kids. Told that babies predetermined to be on the spectrum should be aborted. My emotions have run high and my anxiety higher. Today, in therapy I was told not to care what people think of me. It makes me obsess over my personality. Destroys my self esteem. 
I feel unnecessary and unloveable a lot of the time. Not in my “ Mom” mode but as a woman . I don’t know where I’m going with this. It’s just been a disappointing and emotionally destroying 3 weeks. I’m thankful for therapy.
#bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #depression #dumbasses #thingscanonlygetbetter #ohandnofilter

Therapy Friday: After a 3 week hiatus, today’s therapy was certainly welcome. The past couple of weeks have been anxiety ridden and confusing. I’ve been blocked for inexplicable reasons and told to fuck off in a text because I was busy with my kids. Told that babies predetermined to be on the spectrum should be aborted. My emotions have run high and my anxiety higher. Today, in therapy I was told not to care what people think of me. It makes me obsess over my personality. Destroys my self esteem. I feel unnecessary and unloveable a lot of the time. Not in my “ Mom” mode but as a woman . I don’t know where I’m going with this. It’s just been a disappointing and emotionally destroying 3 weeks. I’m thankful for therapy. #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #anxiety #depression #dumbasses #thingscanonlygetbetter #ohandnofilter - 3 hours ago

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So today we went to a park with friends! The first picture looks great then you get to the derpy faces! Her eye looks so bad in the other pictures. I'm pretty sure it just allergies the pollen count has been incredibly high but instant working next week so my first paycheck I will be taking her to the vet it isnt bothering her at all. .
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Check out our pawtners:
@service_aussie_blue
@the.service.corgi
@themixedservicedog
@malok_of_the_mountain
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@service_dog_jax
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#servicemuttintraining #servicedog #servicelab #lab #labs #labsintraining #puppy #sdit #sd #servicedogsofinstagram #dog #traininghard #trainyourdog #servicedogsintraining #dog #dogsofinstagram #dogsofinsta #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #psychiatricservicedog #psd #helpme

So today we went to a park with friends! The first picture looks great then you get to the derpy faces! Her eye looks so bad in the other pictures. I'm pretty sure it just allergies the pollen count has been incredibly high but instant working next week so my first paycheck I will be taking her to the vet it isnt bothering her at all. . . . Check out our pawtners: @service_aussie_blue @the.service.corgi @themixedservicedog @malok_of_the_mountain @servicecorgiellie @service_dog_jax @cora_the_service_dog . Check out @frostedpawsdogsupplies and get a discount with the code MOLLY10 . #servicemuttintraining #servicedog #servicelab #lab #labs #labsintraining #puppy #sdit #sd #servicedogsofinstagram #dog #traininghard #trainyourdog #servicedogsintraining #dog #dogsofinstagram #dogsofinsta #mentalhealth #mentalillness #depression #anxiety #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #psychiatricservicedog #psd #helpme - 3 hours ago

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#poemsbydewey #poems #poetry #bpd #bpdthings #bpdpoems #bpdpoetry #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonality #recovery #hope #transformation #serenity #thecultivatedfool

#poemsbydewey #poems #poetry #bpd #bpdthings #bpdpoems #bpdpoetry #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonality #recovery #hope #transformation #serenity #thecultivatedfool - 3 hours ago

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If the way you’re going doesn’t feel right it’s because it’s not right. Redirect yourself and start again!

If the way you’re going doesn’t feel right it’s because it’s not right. Redirect yourself and start again! - 3 hours ago

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One of the reason I love pugs is their zeal for life. Quite chubby, stocky legs, can't breath through that "I just hit a brick wall" face but still, one he hits carpet and can get good traction it's time to run. 
Is there a place, time, or situation that will make you go from 1% energy to 99% energy in an instant?

Be well.

#anxiety #depression #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #wellness #recovery

One of the reason I love pugs is their zeal for life. Quite chubby, stocky legs, can't breath through that "I just hit a brick wall" face but still, one he hits carpet and can get good traction it's time to run. Is there a place, time, or situation that will make you go from 1% energy to 99% energy in an instant? Be well. #anxiety #depression #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #wellness #recovery - 3 hours ago

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Art therapy. Given that I am *crap* at art and about 0.001% creative I am very proud of this. Still plodding along the recovery path, trying to get better, failing and trying again......Exhausted and sad but also weirdly motivated today. So proud of all of my beautiful followers living their lives in the face of immense difficulty. Y’all are courageous. 🌟❤️
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#arttherapy #iwontdrowniamtheocean #couragedearheart #cslewis #narnia #childhoodmemories #recoveryjourney #documentingmylife #bpdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #eupd #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #anxietydisorder #mentalhealth #brokeninside #coping #gettingbetter #takeyourmeds #selfcare #distraction #dbtskills #skills #selfcompassion #positiveselftalk #selfacceptance #inpatientrecovery #mentalhealthcommunity #solidarity

Art therapy. Given that I am *crap* at art and about 0.001% creative I am very proud of this. Still plodding along the recovery path, trying to get better, failing and trying again......Exhausted and sad but also weirdly motivated today. So proud of all of my beautiful followers living their lives in the face of immense difficulty. Y’all are courageous. ️ . . . . . #arttherapy #iwontdrowniamtheocean #couragedearheart #cslewis #narnia #childhoodmemories #recoveryjourney #documentingmylife #bpdproblems #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #eupd #ptsd #majordepressivedisorder #anxietydisorder #mentalhealth #brokeninside #coping #gettingbetter #takeyourmeds #selfcare #distraction #dbtskills #skills #selfcompassion #positiveselftalk #selfacceptance #inpatientrecovery #mentalhealthcommunity #solidarity - 3 hours ago

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Hi guys I’ve been having a bad day™ so here is one of my pigs if you want something to lift your spirits :) #pig #guinea #guineapig #guineapigs #poog #poogs #cute #cuddly #adorable #awe #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #healing #affectdisorder

Hi guys I’ve been having a bad day so here is one of my pigs if you want something to lift your spirits :) #pig #guinea #guineapig #guineapigs #poog #poogs #cute #cuddly #adorable #awe #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealth #healing #affectdisorder - 3 hours ago

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