Anyone who knows me will possibly go like: wow, did she really just posted that picture?! I quit smoking after a good 6 years, last year. I was a real smoker, like I smoked about 19-22 cigarettes a day. Yuck. I’m super proud of myself honestly, and I feel I would never do it again, even the smell of the smoke makes me sick.
But not so bright side of the story that instead of smoking I started to EAT. I mean a lot. And most likely sweets and crisps etc. Andddd here’s the result. 15kg plus. I am not confident in my body even if I look like sometimes.
Especially because every bride looks stunning and they prepare themselves months before the wedding to look skinnier and better. What I did is just gained weight uncontrollably 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️ here we are, 70kg Andie, getting married within a month and I’m just not happy with how I look.
It’s not a complaining post. It is about to accept your feelings! All I can see on my feed is everyone is about “GO ON GIRL LOVE YOURSELF”! It’s ok sometimes to not love yourself on a 100% power! I don’t love myself always. Now we’re not friends with my mirror but that’s still ok! That means I will find a way to get my shape back because I’m that kind of person, if I don’t like the situation that I’m in, I will definitely change it!
Maybe not until my wedding day, but let’s target new year.
How are YOU feeling yourself in you body now genuinely? Comment down below! 👇👇 . . . . .
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