After this logic problem which was just beating my brain for a while I had a heavy realization. It's actually amazing I get the opportunity to document with you all growing into this astounding opportunity. I was sad at first realizing it, because I feel school is just an extreme disservice for some. I realized that if I were given this logic problem in school I would have tried cheating or just straight out did not care if I got a 0. In school you miss the deadline and it drifts away forever after that. No unfinished homework has haunted me and no F ever taught me a lesson. It's just a handwritten letter or typed letter in a database.
Serious, no b.s. This journey has been so astoundingly amazing at showing me how I can go from a non-technical and a person who was not as disciplined as I am now. Especially in computer sciences and me giving me the opportunity to level up in mathematics. It was a heavy realization. At my appointment I felt sad because the dystopian background music in the waiting room was a sad soundtrack for everyone else walking around. I never felt so fortunate to be me. I've always been an intense person. If I love something, I love It. If I hate it, oh I hated it. I was like that in school. Still now I've learned an in between because this is something I love. With blockchain/smart contracts / dapps /crypto whatever this technology is literally a child I can't get mad at. I tell you. In school I'd of said F this and took a nap. No. Today was another level of abstraction. Fancy way of saying behind the scenes workings.