I breath, I see, I feel, I live, but am I alive? This world, this life often feels like a bad dream. Yes, this world makes me feel sick. A world full of greedy assholes, hate, death, war, povertry, powerhungry men, narcissism, selfishness etc. And then we have my life... hahaha. I’m still waiting for that break. I want to move on with my life but I’m stuck.
There is beauty in life though. My friends and my brother are my sole reasons for joy. I wouldn’t be able to live without them! There are dancing, music, books and great movies as well that gives me some sort of happiness. And if I’m not a 100% cynical, there are a lot of wonderful people still in this crazy world... But in this state that I’m stuck in, it’s really hard to see the beauty in life.
Things do feel better anyway. I’m still fighting to get my life back on track, but I’m moving in the right direction. One small step at the time.
I have a thousand things on my mind... but I won’t bore you guys with it. Sometimes it feels like I’m going to explode though, or at least my head.
Namste - 4 hours ago