Went on a mad hunt for some cute swimwear and cover-ups today and I found a couple really cute things! ️Also ruled out one-piece swimwear for myself..... when you're a L/XL bottom and a S top, a one piece becomes really fun! Shoutout to all the well-proportioned women who can rock 'em!
Today could've been really difficult..... I'm about 15 pounds heavier than I was for Mexico last year! But I made a decision this morning that I will NOT get caught up in this idea that because my body isn't 100% where I want it right now that I can't rock a cute swimsuit and enjoy this vacation to the 100th°!! The truth is that the outside will constantly change through life. Sometimes bad Sometimes good
I'm finally accepting that it's ok that life took me by storm last year cuz at the end of the day I still have the same INTERNAL wonderfulness through it all!
If anything, I'm STRONGER inside than before.
I can charge the outside at-will - but if my insides becomes gross, ugly, hateful, and useless then I've REALLY failed!
Weight, size, and shape are what they are for but a moment in time. And while I'm considering myself a work in progress to get back to last year, I'm gonna enjoy this trip as if nothing aesthetically has changed at all! - 20 hours ago