At first I thought I was waving seeyabye to the essence of myself. I somehow managed to lose all the pivotal fractions of self-esteem, reduced myself to gawd knows what, lost count of time and missed chances. Stuck in disgracefully blissful stagnation. Was waiting for some inner cheer-up, for some featherweight bravery, for some toffee scented wind of change, blah-blah. Apparently I was wrong. All I needed was the anger. Not the one that burns your arse out, but an old good one, crisp, sharp, and refreshing. The best riding crop you can think about.
(apart from more specific ones but it's a whole different story).
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