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Todays food!
I didn’t finish the fish balls though, I picked at a salad for breakfast... didn’t finish it though, are 1/4 of it!

Felt I ate a lot today,
Anxiety is up the wall!
Recording a video tomorrow, hopefully the food will leave my system before hand as I hate having food in my tummy before recording!

#anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #fightingana #anorexiasucks #strongnotskinny #edwarrior #recovery #warriors #anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiaproblems #anorexiarecoverymeal #mentalhealth #mentallillness #bulimiarecovery #anxiety #foodrestrictions #caloriecounting #weightobsessed #keepfighting #recoveryishard #recoveryishardbutpossible #anxiety #anxietysucks

Todays food! I didn’t finish the fish balls though, I picked at a salad for breakfast... didn’t finish it though, are 1/4 of it! Felt I ate a lot today, Anxiety is up the wall! Recording a video tomorrow, hopefully the food will leave my system before hand as I hate having food in my tummy before recording! #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #fightingana #anorexiasucks #strongnotskinny #edwarrior #recovery #warriors #anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiaproblems #anorexiarecoverymeal #mentalhealth #mentallillness #bulimiarecovery #anxiety #foodrestrictions #caloriecounting #weightobsessed #keepfighting #recoveryishard #recoveryishardbutpossible #anxiety #anxietysucks - 58 minutes ago

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I cried many tears today
#anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #ptsd #anxiety #anorexiafighter #adultswitheds #anorexiawarrior #eatingdisorder #anorexicgirl #anabitch

I cried many tears today #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #edwarrior #ptsd #anxiety #anorexiafighter #adultswitheds #anorexiawarrior #eatingdisorder #anorexicgirl #anabitch - 1 hour ago

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#ana #skinny #depression #anorexia #bulimia #anxiety #anamia #anorexicgirl #ed #eatingdisorder #bonespo #thinspo #thinspiraton #anathinspo #thighgap #bodycheck

#ana #skinny #depression #anorexia #bulimia #anxiety #anamia #anorexicgirl #ed #eatingdisorder #bonespo #thinspo #thinspiraton #anathinspo #thighgap #bodycheck - 1 hour ago

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#Dia 7 // No voy me voy a mentir a mi misma.... Hoy me pase por mucho. Mi mamá compro Sushi y a mi me encanta... Ahora me siento fatal.😞
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#anorexia #anorexicgirl #anorexic #thinsp0

#Dia 7 // No voy me voy a mentir a mi misma.... Hoy me pase por mucho. Mi mamá compro Sushi y a mi me encanta... Ahora me siento fatal. . . . #anorexia #anorexicgirl #anorexic #thinsp0 - 2 hours ago

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Tw?
I ate a whole shit ton today and I feel guilty as f*ck... I know I shouldn't and it's all gonna be fine but y'all know the feeling 😭
TW OVER... My dad's birthday is tomorrow and I made 2 cakes all on my own😊 I really really love baking and I want to have my own vegan bakery later😋 I'm quite nervous about tomorrow but It's all gonna be okay, I'll be fine. 💘
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #food #foodlog #anorexic #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovering #recover #recovery #edrecovering #recoveringdutchie #eatittobeatit #tffwfoodfight

Tw? I ate a whole shit ton today and I feel guilty as f*ck... I know I shouldn't and it's all gonna be fine but y'all know the feeling TW OVER... My dad's birthday is tomorrow and I made 2 cakes all on my own I really really love baking and I want to have my own vegan bakery later I'm quite nervous about tomorrow but It's all gonna be okay, I'll be fine. ------ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #food #foodlog #anorexic #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovering #recover #recovery #edrecovering #recoveringdutchie #eatittobeatit #tffwfoodfight - 2 hours ago

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day 70 of a new life 
I had my weekly check today at the hospital. My physical situation seems stable, although I have some digestive issues. About my mental situation, during the week my depression got worse and worse but the positive thing is that I had no more panic attacks and also my sleeping pattern has been more regular and manageable.
They obviously increased the dosage of my old antidepressants and added a new one. Hope it’s really gonna work this time. 
In the meantime, stay strong🖤🔥💪🏻 #edrecovery #edrecoveryquotes #edrecoveryarmy #edrecovering #recover #recovery #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anorexiarecovery #anoressianervosa #disturbialimentari #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthrecoveryquotes #eatingdissorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordermemes #eatingdisorderquotes #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #anorexiamemes #anorexiawarrior #anorexiaproblems #anarecovery
#fearfood #siamopiufortinoi #eatittobeatit

day 70 of a new life I had my weekly check today at the hospital. My physical situation seems stable, although I have some digestive issues. About my mental situation, during the week my depression got worse and worse but the positive thing is that I had no more panic attacks and also my sleeping pattern has been more regular and manageable. They obviously increased the dosage of my old antidepressants and added a new one. Hope it’s really gonna work this time. In the meantime, stay strong🖤🏻 #edrecovery #edrecoveryquotes #edrecoveryarmy #edrecovering #recover #recovery #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anorexiarecovery #anoressianervosa #disturbialimentari #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthrecoveryquotes #eatingdissorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisordermemes #eatingdisorderquotes #eatingdisorderproblems #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #anorexiamemes #anorexiawarrior #anorexiaproblems #anarecovery #fearfood #siamopiufortinoi #eatittobeatit - 2 hours ago

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Уютный вечерок❤️😍
Перед сном #чаек #чаепитие 
Хороших снов😘

#анорексия #ана #булимия #мия #рпп #рппдневник #еда #анорексияуходи #востановление #еда #рекавери #булимияуходи #вегетарианство #вег #anorexia #anorexic #anorexicgirl #bulimia #mia #eating #eat #eatingdisorder #eatingdiary #food #recoveryanorexia #recovery #foodblog #vegetarian

Уютный вечерок Перед сном #чаек #чаепитие Хороших снов #анорексия #ана #булимия #мия #рпп #рппдневник #еда #анорексияуходи #востановление #еда #рекавери #булимияуходи #вегетарианство #вег #anorexia #anorexic #anorexicgirl #bulimia #mia #eating #eat #eatingdisorder #eatingdiary #food #recoveryanorexia #recovery #foodblog #vegetarian - 2 hours ago

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Bonsoir, comment allez vous ? Vous avez passé une bonne semaine ? 🐻
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Le 31 janvier, je me suis remise à compter chaque calories ingérer 📆. Ça m'a reprit du jour au lendemain. Avec la rupture j'avais besoin de contrôler de nouveau 💔. S'en est devenue une obsession : je comptais même les calories de mes recettes ! 😨 Je ne pensais plus qu'à ça tout le temps 😰. Cet après midi je suis aller chez mes grands parents maternel 👴👵. Je leur ai parler de ça. Je leur ai dit que j'allais demander à ma mère de me retirer le carnet où j'écrivais tout ça 📖. Puis ils ont eu une meilleure idée : leur donner à eux comme ça je n'aurai pas la possibilités de le chercher chez ma mère quand je serai seule 🙆👍. Du coup mon grand père m'a raccompagner et je lui ai donner ❌.
Je peux donc vous dire qu'à partir de ce soir je ne compte plus les calories 😖😫. Ça va être dure au début mais promis je ne prendrai pas d'autre carnet pour recommencer 🚫. Je l'ai promis à ma mère et à mes grands parents ❤. Après connaissant les calories d'une grande majorité d'aliments 😩 ça va être dure. Je pourrais évaluer sans compter quoi. Mais comme je compte en profiter pour me remettre à cuisiner 🍛 ça sera plus simple puisque je ne saurai pas combien de calories il y a dans mes plats 👌. Ça ne va pas non plus m'empêcher de regarder les calories sur les emballages 🍱. Mais au moins je serai détacher de ce comptage qui devenait trop obsédant et qui me rajoutait ÉNORMÉMENT de stress 😥.
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Voilà, je voulais partager cette bonne nouvelles avec vous 😁.
Sinon on a parler d'énormément de chose avec mes grands parents 💬 : la maladie, mon ex, je leur ai exprimer ma détresse fasse à tout ça. J'ai pleurer 😢. On a rigoler 😄. Bref ça a été très libérateur pour moi 💥. Ils se posent beaucoup de questions sur la maladie ⁉, j'ai essayer d'y répondre au mieux. Ils s'inquiètent aussi beaucoup 😦. Comme d'habitude je suis repartie avec de la bouffe de chez eux 😂 : soupe et oeuf. Et ils vont me donner du butternut 🍜. ⤵⤵⤵

Bonsoir, comment allez vous ? Vous avez passé une bonne semaine ? - Le 31 janvier, je me suis remise à compter chaque calories ingérer . Ça m'a reprit du jour au lendemain. Avec la rupture j'avais besoin de contrôler de nouveau . S'en est devenue une obsession : je comptais même les calories de mes recettes ! Je ne pensais plus qu'à ça tout le temps . Cet après midi je suis aller chez mes grands parents maternel . Je leur ai parler de ça. Je leur ai dit que j'allais demander à ma mère de me retirer le carnet où j'écrivais tout ça . Puis ils ont eu une meilleure idée : leur donner à eux comme ça je n'aurai pas la possibilités de le chercher chez ma mère quand je serai seule . Du coup mon grand père m'a raccompagner et je lui ai donner . Je peux donc vous dire qu'à partir de ce soir je ne compte plus les calories . Ça va être dure au début mais promis je ne prendrai pas d'autre carnet pour recommencer . Je l'ai promis à ma mère et à mes grands parents . Après connaissant les calories d'une grande majorité d'aliments ça va être dure. Je pourrais évaluer sans compter quoi. Mais comme je compte en profiter pour me remettre à cuisiner ça sera plus simple puisque je ne saurai pas combien de calories il y a dans mes plats . Ça ne va pas non plus m'empêcher de regarder les calories sur les emballages . Mais au moins je serai détacher de ce comptage qui devenait trop obsédant et qui me rajoutait ÉNORMÉMENT de stress . - Voilà, je voulais partager cette bonne nouvelles avec vous . Sinon on a parler d'énormément de chose avec mes grands parents : la maladie, mon ex, je leur ai exprimer ma détresse fasse à tout ça. J'ai pleurer . On a rigoler . Bref ça a été très libérateur pour moi . Ils se posent beaucoup de questions sur la maladie , j'ai essayer d'y répondre au mieux. Ils s'inquiètent aussi beaucoup 😦. Comme d'habitude je suis repartie avec de la bouffe de chez eux : soupe et oeuf. Et ils vont me donner du butternut . - 2 hours ago

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Buonasera ciambelline!
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Ogni tanto mi faccio viva anche io ahahahah💜come é andata la giornata? La mia é stata super impegnata. A scuola tutto bene tranne con matematica di cui non  capisco assolutamente nulla (si sono allo scientifico 👌🏻😅). Poi sono uscita alle 14 e ho avuto a mala pena il tempo di pranzare super 🏃🏻‍♀️ di fretta perché poi sono dovuta scappare al corso di inglese. Di pomeriggio sono andata a fare la spesa 🤩e poi ho preparato questa ciambella (quanto é rilassante cucinare?😍) e adesso credo che guarderò cake star. 
Buon weekend a tutte 🖤
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Cena (terza foto) con :
○fesa di tacchino 🦃
○crostini di pane 🍞
○ zucchine🥒

Buonasera ciambelline! • • • Ogni tanto mi faccio viva anche io ahahahahcome é andata la giornata? La mia é stata super impegnata. A scuola tutto bene tranne con matematica di cui non capisco assolutamente nulla (si sono allo scientifico 🏻). Poi sono uscita alle 14 e ho avuto a mala pena il tempo di pranzare super 🏻‍♀️ di fretta perché poi sono dovuta scappare al corso di inglese. Di pomeriggio sono andata a fare la spesa 🤩e poi ho preparato questa ciambella (quanto é rilassante cucinare?) e adesso credo che guarderò cake star. Buon weekend a tutte 🖤 • • • Cena (terza foto) con : ○fesa di tacchino 🦃 ○crostini di pane ○ zucchine🥒 - 2 hours ago

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Im just gonna use this accout for venting about me wanting to be skinny. None of the pictures are me im too fat for that shit.

Im just gonna use this accout for venting about me wanting to be skinny. None of the pictures are me im too fat for that shit. - 2 hours ago

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My #dinner was a bun with avocado🥑 and cottage cheese🧀 with some veggies and strawberries🍓
My #nightsnack was a cup with hot milk🥛, watermelon🍉 and an Ehrmann protein pudding with vanilla flavor💗
#edfighter #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anarecovery #recovery #weightgain #food #healthy #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #minnimaud #tasty #anorexicgirl #fearfood #vegetarian #ehrmann #protein #ehrmannproteinpudding

My #dinner was a bun with avocado🥑 and cottage cheese🧀 with some veggies and strawberries My #nightsnack was a cup with hot milk🥛, watermelon and an Ehrmann protein pudding with vanilla flavor #edfighter #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anarecovery #recovery #weightgain #food #healthy #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #minnimaud #tasty #anorexicgirl #fearfood #vegetarian #ehrmann #protein #ehrmannproteinpudding - 2 hours ago

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pack of @walkers_crisps oven baked fusions spicy tomato & herbs flavour crisps and half the tub of @oppobrothers chocolate hazelnut ice cream💕✨🤩
#ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5
#edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #snack #nightsnack #icecream

pack of @walkers_crisps oven baked fusions spicy tomato & herbs flavour crisps and half the tub of @oppobrothers chocolate hazelnut ice cream🤩 #ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5 #edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #snack #nightsnack #icecream - 3 hours ago

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Пью чай с печеньками)) Чай лимонный. Обожаю это сочетание))) Ура, мне разрешили, как начнётся пост, вернуться к вегетарианству)) При условии, что буду есть орехи, гречневую кашу, котлеты вегетарианские. И дуем колоть витамины чаще. Фух, а то я с ума сошёл уже, выкидывая мясо в пакеты и выблёвывая его. Рыбу я возможно буду «есть», чтобы мама не волновалась, а мясо точно не буду. Мне неприятна эта пища.

Всем желаю спокойной ночи и приятных снов))
#анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #мояеда #eating #анорексия #дневник #рпп #рппуходи #рппвосстановление #вегетарианство #мояеда #вечер #чай #уют

Пью чай с печеньками)) Чай лимонный. Обожаю это сочетание))) Ура, мне разрешили, как начнётся пост, вернуться к вегетарианству)) При условии, что буду есть орехи, гречневую кашу, котлеты вегетарианские. И дуем колоть витамины чаще. Фух, а то я с ума сошёл уже, выкидывая мясо в пакеты и выблёвывая его. Рыбу я возможно буду «есть», чтобы мама не волновалась, а мясо точно не буду. Мне неприятна эта пища. Всем желаю спокойной ночи и приятных снов)) #анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #мояеда #eating #анорексия #дневник #рпп #рппуходи #рппвосстановление #вегетарианство #мояеда #вечер #чай #уют - 3 hours ago

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Guten Abend😊 zum Mittagessen habe ich Nudeln mit Spinat-Ricotta Füllung gegessen, zum Abendessen Brötchen mit Nutella und zur Zwischenmahlzeit Apfel und Nesquik snack. Meine Woche war diesmal echt ganz gut mir ging es besser als in manch anderen Wochen, nur die Gedanken und Stimmen der ES geben keine Ruhe und ich kann nicht aufhören an Essen und Kalorien zu denken. Ständig kommen die Gedanken auf: Was esse ich heute, wie viele Kalorien esse ich, wie viele Kalorien verbrenne ich, wie viele Kalorien habe ich insgesamt, habe ich zu/abgenommen,darf ich das essen, das ist zu viel, ich muss weniger essen und so weiter. Trotzdem habe ich mir davon nicht meine Stimmung vermiesen lassen und habe mich diese Woche einmal  mit einer Freundin und dann noch mit einer Bekannten getroffen. Und es hat mir echt gut getan, aber ich bin trotzdem froh dass jetzt Wochenende ist. Morgen gehe ich ins Fitnessstudio und am Sonntag steht dann die Challenge anmit meiner Familie essen zu gehen. Ich habe jetzt schon Angst davor aber ich werde keinen Rückzieher machen und es einfach durchziehen auch wenn es schwer ist und für mich immer eine große Herausforderung ist. Aber ich nehme diese Herausforderung an und es ist gott sei dank der Teil der Familie die mich verstehen und wissen wie schwer es für mich ist. Aber ich hoffe das ich am Sonntag einen schönen Mittag mit meiner Familie verbringen kann. Schönes Wochenende 💖 #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexicgirl #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #againstana #fuckyouana #anaisntyourfriend #fightagainstana #edrecovery #eatdisorder #foodrecovery #ihavetoeat #foodisntbad #hope #dontgiveup #stronggirl #fightforlife #fightforit #fightforfood #fighter #staystrong #recoveryispossible #recoveryishard #recoveryfood #recoveryfromanorexia #mentalillness #hardfight #nevergiveup #neverforgettofight

Guten Abend zum Mittagessen habe ich Nudeln mit Spinat-Ricotta Füllung gegessen, zum Abendessen Brötchen mit Nutella und zur Zwischenmahlzeit Apfel und Nesquik snack. Meine Woche war diesmal echt ganz gut mir ging es besser als in manch anderen Wochen, nur die Gedanken und Stimmen der ES geben keine Ruhe und ich kann nicht aufhören an Essen und Kalorien zu denken. Ständig kommen die Gedanken auf: Was esse ich heute, wie viele Kalorien esse ich, wie viele Kalorien verbrenne ich, wie viele Kalorien habe ich insgesamt, habe ich zu/abgenommen,darf ich das essen, das ist zu viel, ich muss weniger essen und so weiter. Trotzdem habe ich mir davon nicht meine Stimmung vermiesen lassen und habe mich diese Woche einmal mit einer Freundin und dann noch mit einer Bekannten getroffen. Und es hat mir echt gut getan, aber ich bin trotzdem froh dass jetzt Wochenende ist. Morgen gehe ich ins Fitnessstudio und am Sonntag steht dann die Challenge anmit meiner Familie essen zu gehen. Ich habe jetzt schon Angst davor aber ich werde keinen Rückzieher machen und es einfach durchziehen auch wenn es schwer ist und für mich immer eine große Herausforderung ist. Aber ich nehme diese Herausforderung an und es ist gott sei dank der Teil der Familie die mich verstehen und wissen wie schwer es für mich ist. Aber ich hoffe das ich am Sonntag einen schönen Mittag mit meiner Familie verbringen kann. Schönes Wochenende #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexicgirl #anorexiafighter #anorexiafight #againstana #fuckyouana #anaisntyourfriend #fightagainstana #edrecovery #eatdisorder #foodrecovery #ihavetoeat #foodisntbad #hope #dontgiveup #stronggirl #fightforlife #fightforit #fightforfood #fighter #staystrong #recoveryispossible #recoveryishard #recoveryfood #recoveryfromanorexia #mentalillness #hardfight #nevergiveup #neverforgettofight - 4 hours ago

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🥑 Dia 5: 3 mondays diet. ▫️Desayuno: café con leche descremada. ☕
▫️Almuerzo: ensalada cruda y una copa de vino seco.🥗🍷
▫️ Mierenda: mezcla de oleaginosas, yogur desnatado natural.
▫️y mi cena va a ser aguacate. 🥑

Buen fin de semana para todos. 💕💕 #anorexicgirl #anaemia #anamia #edrecovery #edfight #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatless #fasting #hungry #bingeeatingrecovery #bones #borderline #realfood #vegetables #almuerzo #skinny #thinspoo #thighgap #ketodiet #ketogenic #autophagy #lowcal #countingcalories #countcalories

🥑 Dia 5: 3 mondays diet. ️Desayuno: café con leche descremada. ️Almuerzo: ensalada cruda y una copa de vino seco.🥗 ️ Mierenda: mezcla de oleaginosas, yogur desnatado natural. ️y mi cena va a ser aguacate. 🥑 Buen fin de semana para todos. #anorexicgirl #anaemia #anamia #edrecovery #edfight #edwarrior #eatingdisorder #eatless #fasting #hungry #bingeeatingrecovery #bones #borderline #realfood #vegetables #almuerzo #skinny #thinspoo #thighgap #ketodiet #ketogenic #autophagy #lowcal #countingcalories #countcalories - 4 hours ago

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Мой ужин на 180 ккал эти суши из магаза 😄😄😄 че нашла вообщем 👌🏻 в двух из них был тунец 🐟 выкинула его нах... й 🤷🏻‍♀️ сегодня за день 495 ккал 🥰 #жидкаядиета #диета #анорексиядневник #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #худею #питьеваядиета #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #худая #анорексияприди #дневник #recovery #жир #худеюкакумею #45кг #пп #рппдневник #рпп #япохудею #foodporn #интуитивноепитание #считаюкалории #питька #кп #кг #непп

Мой ужин на 180 ккал эти суши из магаза че нашла вообщем 🏻 в двух из них был тунец выкинула его нах... й 🤷🏻‍♀️ сегодня за день 495 ккал 🥰 #жидкаядиета #диета #анорексиядневник #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #худею #питьеваядиета #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #худая #анорексияприди #дневник #recovery #жир #худеюкакумею #45кг #пп #рппдневник #рпп #япохудею #foodporn #интуитивноепитание #считаюкалории #питька #кп #кг #непп - 4 hours ago

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TW!

I hate my body sooo much😭
#anorexicgirl #anorexiaedit #anorexia #diet #thinspo

TW! I hate my body sooo much #anorexicgirl #anorexiaedit #anorexia #diet #thinspo - 4 hours ago

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dinner tonight is a tesco kids cheese and tomato pizza🤩🍕really yummyyy😋
#ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5
#edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #dinner #pizza

dinner tonight is a tesco kids cheese and tomato pizza🤩really yummyyy #ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5 #edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #dinner #pizza - 4 hours ago

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Me siento más liviana. Al acostarme duermo muy tranquila y al despertar ya no me duele el estómago. Llevaba tiempo sin sentirme así.✨
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Me siento más liviana. Al acostarme duermo muy tranquila y al despertar ya no me duele el estómago. Llevaba tiempo sin sentirme así. . . . #anorexia #anorexicgirl #anorexic #ana - 4 hours ago

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Weight restored. What is it? I suppose it's different for everyone. Some people think that it's minimally healthy while others think that it's your pre-eating disorder weight. Myself, I basically defined weight restored as when CAMHS said so. Like most, I don't think I really understood it and I wanted to therefore shed a little enlightenment. So, weight restored is truthful no set thing. Sorry if you're a bit fed up of me mentioning CBT therapy, as I made a post on it this morning, but something that was said yesterday had been playing over on my mind revolving around this. Think I'll discuss it more in a separate post either later on or tomorrow so be prepared as I want to talk about it more in depth. Photo was of dinner anyways and was root vegetable mash along with leak, potato and cheese pie plus carrots, beans and cauliflower. Take care of yourself tonight and always! Xxx 💛💅 #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #camhs #dinner #iamnot1in5 #mealplan #anorexianerviosa #mentalhealth #mentalillness #healthynothungry #stopanorexia #kickinganorexiasbutt #strongnotskinny #anorexianerviosa #realrecovery #anawho #happynothungry #staystrong #edworrior #recovery #anorexia #anorexicgirl #recoveringanorexic #edfighter #anorexiafighter #anawho #anorexic #mentalhealthawereness #vegetarian #food

Weight restored. What is it? I suppose it's different for everyone. Some people think that it's minimally healthy while others think that it's your pre-eating disorder weight. Myself, I basically defined weight restored as when CAMHS said so. Like most, I don't think I really understood it and I wanted to therefore shed a little enlightenment. So, weight restored is truthful no set thing. Sorry if you're a bit fed up of me mentioning CBT therapy, as I made a post on it this morning, but something that was said yesterday had been playing over on my mind revolving around this. Think I'll discuss it more in a separate post either later on or tomorrow so be prepared as I want to talk about it more in depth. Photo was of dinner anyways and was root vegetable mash along with leak, potato and cheese pie plus carrots, beans and cauliflower. Take care of yourself tonight and always! Xxx #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #camhs #dinner #iamnot1in5 #mealplan #anorexianerviosa #mentalhealth #mentalillness #healthynothungry #stopanorexia #kickinganorexiasbutt #strongnotskinny #anorexianerviosa #realrecovery #anawho #happynothungry #staystrong #edworrior #recovery #anorexia #anorexicgirl #recoveringanorexic #edfighter #anorexiafighter #anawho #anorexic #mentalhealthawereness #vegetarian #food - 4 hours ago

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what piercings do you guys have? I REALLY want my Tragus pierced soooooo bad and my friend wants to get her double lobes so when she does that I’m getting it pierced. I have double lobes at the moment :)

what piercings do you guys have? I REALLY want my Tragus pierced soooooo bad and my friend wants to get her double lobes so when she does that I’m getting it pierced. I have double lobes at the moment :) - 4 hours ago

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ricotta-tortellini mit tomaten-basilikumsauce und gurkensalat,dazu bananenjoghurt🍀
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guten abend👋🏻
heute gibts echt nicht viel zu erzählen 🤷🏼‍♀️
meine stimmung war vorhin etwas besser aber gerade eben ist sie richtig gekippt🙄
naja,hatte heute nur achtsamkeit und sonst den ganzen tag frei,deswegen war das mit dem bewegungsdrang wieder richtig schlimm.. melde mich dann morgen nochmal,hoffe ich kann mich die nächsten tage ablenken🤭
hoffe euch geht es gut,habt noch einen schönen abend♥️

ricotta-tortellini mit tomaten-basilikumsauce und gurkensalat,dazu bananenjoghurt - guten abend🏻 heute gibts echt nicht viel zu erzählen 🤷🏼‍♀️ meine stimmung war vorhin etwas besser aber gerade eben ist sie richtig gekippt🙄 naja,hatte heute nur achtsamkeit und sonst den ganzen tag frei,deswegen war das mit dem bewegungsdrang wieder richtig schlimm.. melde mich dann morgen nochmal,hoffe ich kann mich die nächsten tage ablenken🤭 hoffe euch geht es gut,habt noch einen schönen abend️ - 5 hours ago

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Добрый вечер))
Ужин:
1)Сок с яблоком и шиповником;
2)Творог;
3)Нуга в молочном шоколаде «Б.Ю. Александров» (половина).
Нуга мне не очень понравилась. Просто я не очень люблю тягучие вязкие конфеты. Не знаю, куплю ли ещё. Поэтому и съел половину.
#анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #eatingdisorder #eating #мояеда #интуитивноепитание #ип #рппвосстановление #рппдневник #рппдневник #блог #булимия

Добрый вечер)) Ужин: 1)Сок с яблоком и шиповником; 2)Творог; 3)Нуга в молочном шоколаде «Б.Ю. Александров» (половина). Нуга мне не очень понравилась. Просто я не очень люблю тягучие вязкие конфеты. Не знаю, куплю ли ещё. Поэтому и съел половину. #анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #eatingdisorder #eating #мояеда #интуитивноепитание #ип #рппвосстановление #рппдневник #рппдневник #блог #булимия - 5 hours ago

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We dated for 8 months but only saw him everyday in person for 3 months I guess it’s a lot easier to hide your abusive side through a phone screen #anorexicgirl #bulimicgirl #killme #suicidial #suicidequotes #depressed #suicide #mean #cut #selfharmmm #abuse #abusive #hurt #hit #beat

We dated for 8 months but only saw him everyday in person for 3 months I guess it’s a lot easier to hide your abusive side through a phone screen #anorexicgirl #bulimicgirl #killme #suicidial #suicidequotes #depressed #suicide #mean #cut #selfharmmm #abuse #abusive #hurt #hit #beat - 5 hours ago

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Tw update... Je ziet een lach maar alles behalve dat,ben nu dan terug bij eetstoornissen en wat een hel is dit gevecht..hier komt even een klaag moment aan.... ze zijn zo streng maar alleen bij mij/zo oneerlijk...de meeste mogen korte mauwen aan/koekjes breken/raam open/wiebelen/lopen maar nee hoor nikita niet die moet ook nog eens de deur open laten staan en heel te tijd op een stoel... maar even hoe ik me voel??? Zooo kut,ja ik eet weer beetjes gaat redelijk heter dan sondevoeding helaas is bewegen ook iets toegenomen...en zelfbeschadiging ook... en elke dag onrust en gepieker in me hoofd...wil gewoon weten waar ik aan toe ben Ivm depressie kliniek maar kunnen ze niet zeggen... op dit moment wil ik het opgeven en er een eind aan maken

#depressed #depression #fighter
#anorexicgirl #anorexicgirl anorexicgirl ##eetstoornis #dutchfighter #krachtvoer 
#eetstoornisherstel #anorexiatips #winwin #krachtvoer #proudtobeme #proud2bme #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #fdoe #dutchrecovery #dutchfighter #boulimiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery#fdoe #recovery #inpatient #recoverywin #fearfood #boulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #eatingdisorderrecovery #fighter #depression #depressed #dutchierecovers #dutchierecovering #fuckyouana #anorexiarecoveryfood #aniexty #edfighter #edrecovery #edfighter #minniemaudrecovery

Tw update... Je ziet een lach maar alles behalve dat,ben nu dan terug bij eetstoornissen en wat een hel is dit gevecht..hier komt even een klaag moment aan.... ze zijn zo streng maar alleen bij mij/zo oneerlijk...de meeste mogen korte mauwen aan/koekjes breken/raam open/wiebelen/lopen maar nee hoor nikita niet die moet ook nog eens de deur open laten staan en heel te tijd op een stoel... maar even hoe ik me voel??? Zooo kut,ja ik eet weer beetjes gaat redelijk heter dan sondevoeding helaas is bewegen ook iets toegenomen...en zelfbeschadiging ook... en elke dag onrust en gepieker in me hoofd...wil gewoon weten waar ik aan toe ben Ivm depressie kliniek maar kunnen ze niet zeggen... op dit moment wil ik het opgeven en er een eind aan maken #depressed #depression #fighter #anorexicgirl #anorexicgirl anorexicgirl ##eetstoornis #dutchfighter #krachtvoer #eetstoornisherstel #anorexiatips #winwin #krachtvoer #proudtobeme #proud2bme #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #fdoe #dutchrecovery #dutchfighter #boulimiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #fdoe #recovery #inpatient #recoverywin #fearfood #boulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #eatingdisorderrecovery #fighter #depression #depressed #dutchierecovers #dutchierecovering #fuckyouana #anorexiarecoveryfood #aniexty #edfighter #edrecovery #edfighter #minniemaudrecovery - 5 hours ago

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Um that's ugly but i actually followed a recipe without trying to make it healthier or anything
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#anarecovery #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eating #eat #eatingdisorder #recovery #strong #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edrecovery #cake #homemade #love #heart #cook #cooking

Um that's ugly but i actually followed a recipe without trying to make it healthier or anything . . . . . . . . . . . . . #anarecovery #ana #anorexianervosa #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eating #eat #eatingdisorder #recovery #strong #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edrecovery #cake #homemade #love #heart #cook #cooking - 6 hours ago

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afternoon snack i had an hour late (5 instead of 4) because i just got back from town but i had the last krispy kreme donut😢🍩it was the salted caramel cheesecake one😍was really yummy and sad it’s my last donut but i get to try new snacks now😁💕✨ #ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5
#edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #donut #krispykreme

afternoon snack i had an hour late (5 instead of 4) because i just got back from town but i had the last krispy kreme donutit was the salted caramel cheesecake onewas really yummy and sad it’s my last donut but i get to try new snacks now #ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5 #edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #donut #krispykreme - 6 hours ago

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lunch earlier was a burger king!🤩was gonna have a mcdonald’s but they had no mcflurry’s😢but at burger king i had a plain cheeseburger🍔and a oreo fusion (basically a oreo mcflurry lol)🍦💕✨
#ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5
#edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #lunch #lunchtime

lunch earlier was a burger king!🤩was gonna have a mcdonald’s but they had no mcflurry’sbut at burger king i had a plain cheeseburgerand a oreo fusion (basically a oreo mcflurry lol) #ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5 #edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #lunch #lunchtime - 6 hours ago

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Afternoon snack earlier was frozen yogurt at Yogiboost😚❤️ You just had to pay 49kr/cup!!😍 Been shopping, got myself Vans and 2 more hoodies 😚 The meals after this will be really changed now I think 😓 kinda struggling with that 😕❤️#anorexicgirl #ana #äs #ätstörning #anorexi #anorexiafighter #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveringispossible #recoveryisworthit #strongertogether #starkaretillsammans #mellanmål #mellis #snacktime #afternoon #afternoonsnack #frozenyogurt #nutella #candy #yogiboost #chocolate #vanilla #whitechocolate

Afternoon snack earlier was frozen yogurt at Yogiboost️ You just had to pay 49kr/cup!! Been shopping, got myself Vans and 2 more hoodies The meals after this will be really changed now I think kinda struggling with that 😕#anorexicgirl #ana #äs #ätstörning #anorexi #anorexiafighter #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveringispossible #recoveryisworthit #strongertogether #starkaretillsammans #mellanmål #mellis #snacktime #afternoon #afternoonsnack #frozenyogurt #nutella #candy #yogiboost #chocolate #vanilla #whitechocolate - 6 hours ago

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Отзыв на молочный шоколад «Яшкино» с крекером рыбки.

Калорийность на 100 г: 505 ккал;
Калорийность шоколадки: 454,4 ккал;
Место покупки: Candyland;
Масса нетто: 90г;
Рейтинг: 7/10;
Давно хотел попробовать этот шоколад. Съел одну дольку. Шоколад хороший, внутри действительно крекер, дробленый на мелкие кусочки, хотя казалось, что крекера будет больше. Мне понравился, очень приятный, как и все шоколадки от «Яшкино», люблю эту фирму. Единственные минусы: состав и калорийность. Этот шоколад мне вообщем-то понравился, но с орехами и с бисквитными шариками мне понравился больше))
#анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #мояеда #eating #анорексия #дневник #шоколад #ип #булимия #eatingdisorder #рппдневник #рппрекавери #рппвосстановление #рпп #отзыв #отзывнаеду #булимия

Отзыв на молочный шоколад «Яшкино» с крекером рыбки. Калорийность на 100 г: 505 ккал; Калорийность шоколадки: 454,4 ккал; Место покупки: Candyland; Масса нетто: 90г; Рейтинг: 7/10; Давно хотел попробовать этот шоколад. Съел одну дольку. Шоколад хороший, внутри действительно крекер, дробленый на мелкие кусочки, хотя казалось, что крекера будет больше. Мне понравился, очень приятный, как и все шоколадки от «Яшкино», люблю эту фирму. Единственные минусы: состав и калорийность. Этот шоколад мне вообщем-то понравился, но с орехами и с бисквитными шариками мне понравился больше)) #анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #мояеда #eating #анорексия #дневник #шоколад #ип #булимия #eatingdisorder #рппдневник #рппрекавери #рппвосстановление #рпп #отзыв #отзывнаеду #булимия - 6 hours ago

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Dinner was a massive challenge of a ham and cheese 🧀 baguette 🥖 😍😍😍 pre ed fave and so good 😋 feeling bad now but have work so guess I needed the fuel 💪🏻💪🏻 how are you all today? Xx #anorexicgirl #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #anorexia

Dinner was a massive challenge of a ham and cheese 🧀 baguette 🥖 pre ed fave and so good feeling bad now but have work so guess I needed the fuel 🏻🏻 how are you all today? Xx #anorexicgirl #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #anorexia - 7 hours ago

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Snack :3
#strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Snack :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia - 7 hours ago

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Сейчас пожалуй именно это фото передает мое настроение - холодно,одиноко и грустно

Дркзья странное слово,вррде они есть ,а вроде их нет
Знаете что я первое поняла,когда уехала в Крым никому не сказав? Что у меня нет близких,все кто мне был так дорог благополвчно на меня забили.Из всех моих друзей и знакомых поинтересовались мной только трое,двое из которых просто случайно узнали об этом приглосив на очередную пьянку.
Когда я вернулась в Москву,то окончательно убедилась в этом.Моя подруга отмазалась встретиться на нг,позже я узнала что она спелась с бывшей друга и я видимо уже не так ей интересна.Друг больше не горит ярого желания пойти выпить и поболтать,подурачиться как год назад.. и вот сейчас когда мне так нужны друзья,когда я чувствую сплошнкю боль и одиночество ни один сука человек не позовет гулять,не даже просто нвпишет и спросит как у меня дела и что нового
Я постоянно плачу,постоянно плачу в душе но скрываю свои слезы
Я не понимаю почему почему почему я привлекаю тех людей,которые мне не интересны,но отталкиваю от себя тех кто мне так дорог?!
Иногда мне кажнтся что со мной все общаются из жалости и выгоды
Что касается питания все закономерно - безвылозный зажор продолжается.Сообщение от мамы только еще больше давит на самообвинение и мысли о некчемности..
Еда как похоть,она способна приночить удовольствие,но никогда не сделает меня счастливой и не заполнит дыру в моей душе

Сейчас пожалуй именно это фото передает мое настроение - холодно,одиноко и грустно Дркзья странное слово,вррде они есть ,а вроде их нет Знаете что я первое поняла,когда уехала в Крым никому не сказав? Что у меня нет близких,все кто мне был так дорог благополвчно на меня забили.Из всех моих друзей и знакомых поинтересовались мной только трое,двое из которых просто случайно узнали об этом приглосив на очередную пьянку. Когда я вернулась в Москву,то окончательно убедилась в этом.Моя подруга отмазалась встретиться на нг,позже я узнала что она спелась с бывшей друга и я видимо уже не так ей интересна.Друг больше не горит ярого желания пойти выпить и поболтать,подурачиться как год назад.. и вот сейчас когда мне так нужны друзья,когда я чувствую сплошнкю боль и одиночество ни один сука человек не позовет гулять,не даже просто нвпишет и спросит как у меня дела и что нового Я постоянно плачу,постоянно плачу в душе но скрываю свои слезы Я не понимаю почему почему почему я привлекаю тех людей,которые мне не интересны,но отталкиваю от себя тех кто мне так дорог?! Иногда мне кажнтся что со мной все общаются из жалости и выгоды Что касается питания все закономерно - безвылозный зажор продолжается.Сообщение от мамы только еще больше давит на самообвинение и мысли о некчемности.. Еда как похоть,она способна приночить удовольствие,но никогда не сделает меня счастливой и не заполнит дыру в моей душе - 7 hours ago

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Добрый день)
В школе хорошо) 5 по русскому, 5 по истории, 3 по алгебре, но что три по алгебре я рад, так как почти у всех было 2, так что три норм. Ещё получил 4 по информатике, это тоже хорошо, так ка информатика в 9 классе сложная. Весь 8 урок сидел с девочкой из параллельного класса и мы решали тесты по ОГЭ английскому, я его сдаю, а 9 у нас была подготовка. На ней мы писали письмо. Учительница сказала, что письмо написано абсолютно без ошибок и не к чему придраться. Это очень приятно))) Обед:
1)Яблоко зелёное;
2)Почник;
3)Чай с лавандой;
4)Конфеты «Яшкинская картошка» и «7 желаний»;
5)Печенька с лимоном;
Пончик не понравился, съел маленький кусочек и срезал глазурь сверху (да, иногда так делаю). Там внутри джем какой-то, а я не ем такое. Конфеты вкусные, понравились.
#анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #eating #мояеда #ип #eatingdisorderrecovery #рппвосстановление #eatingdisorder #анорексия #булимия

Добрый день) В школе хорошо) 5 по русскому, 5 по истории, 3 по алгебре, но что три по алгебре я рад, так как почти у всех было 2, так что три норм. Ещё получил 4 по информатике, это тоже хорошо, так ка информатика в 9 классе сложная. Весь 8 урок сидел с девочкой из параллельного класса и мы решали тесты по ОГЭ английскому, я его сдаю, а 9 у нас была подготовка. На ней мы писали письмо. Учительница сказала, что письмо написано абсолютно без ошибок и не к чему придраться. Это очень приятно))) Обед: 1)Яблоко зелёное; 2)Почник; 3)Чай с лавандой; 4)Конфеты «Яшкинская картошка» и «7 желаний»; 5)Печенька с лимоном; Пончик не понравился, съел маленький кусочек и срезал глазурь сверху (да, иногда так делаю). Там внутри джем какой-то, а я не ем такое. Конфеты вкусные, понравились. #анорексия #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #интуитивноепитание #eating #мояеда #ип #eatingdisorderrecovery #рппвосстановление #eatingdisorder #анорексия #булимия - 8 hours ago

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I'm having a very hard time with my ed today, so I wanted to post this for everyone else feeling like this. love you, stay safe 💗
~J~
#ednosrecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisordersarereal #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexia #anorexicgirl #anorexicboy #bulimiarecovery #bulimicboy #bulimicgirl #ednos #bingeeatingdisorder

I'm having a very hard time with my ed today, so I wanted to post this for everyone else feeling like this. love you, stay safe ~J~ #ednosrecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisordersarereal #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexia #anorexicgirl #anorexicboy #bulimiarecovery #bulimicboy #bulimicgirl #ednos #bingeeatingdisorder - 8 hours ago

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14.02.2019
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ich will nicht mehr. ich war gestern auf einem #ghostemane konzert und ich hatte dort einen "nervenzusammenbruch". ich wurde am ende hin mehr als nur zerquetscht. anfangs war alles gut, aber dann haben sie immer mehr gequetscht. meine ganzen rippen haben weh getan, tun sie jetzt teilweise immernoch. ich musste versuchen mich selbst zu wehren weil die security nur meinten "du musst dir selber helfen". ich habe all meine kraft genommen und es versucht aber es ging nicht. dann haben sie mir doch endlich ein wenig geholfen und fragten die ganze zeit ob ich raus will, wollte ich nicht. dann haben sie eiskalt sogar meinen exfreund weggeschubst. dann kam rettungssanitäter mit wasser und wollten mir kein wasser geben, zum glück haben sie dann das wasser meinen exfreund (der mega weit hinter mir stand) gegeben. dann habe ich versucht zum merchstand zu kommen und dann fing ich richtig an zu weinen. dann meinte mein ex das wir an die frische luft müssen, sind wir dann auch. wir haben uns dann auf eine bank gesetzt. habe die ganze zeit geweint und hatte so aggressionen das ich nicht einfach drin geblieben bin. dann kamen auch noch eiskalt die besten lieder. ich hasse mich so sehr dafür. wieso konnte ich es nicht noch 10-15 minuten aushalten? und dann hatte ich noch eiskalt streit meinen freund. ich weiß nicht mehr wie es weitergeht. ich will doch nur glücklich sein. wenigstens waren die leute auf dem konzert mega korrekt und nett. mhm.
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14.02.2019 . ich will nicht mehr. ich war gestern auf einem #ghostemane konzert und ich hatte dort einen "nervenzusammenbruch". ich wurde am ende hin mehr als nur zerquetscht. anfangs war alles gut, aber dann haben sie immer mehr gequetscht. meine ganzen rippen haben weh getan, tun sie jetzt teilweise immernoch. ich musste versuchen mich selbst zu wehren weil die security nur meinten "du musst dir selber helfen". ich habe all meine kraft genommen und es versucht aber es ging nicht. dann haben sie mir doch endlich ein wenig geholfen und fragten die ganze zeit ob ich raus will, wollte ich nicht. dann haben sie eiskalt sogar meinen exfreund weggeschubst. dann kam rettungssanitäter mit wasser und wollten mir kein wasser geben, zum glück haben sie dann das wasser meinen exfreund (der mega weit hinter mir stand) gegeben. dann habe ich versucht zum merchstand zu kommen und dann fing ich richtig an zu weinen. dann meinte mein ex das wir an die frische luft müssen, sind wir dann auch. wir haben uns dann auf eine bank gesetzt. habe die ganze zeit geweint und hatte so aggressionen das ich nicht einfach drin geblieben bin. dann kamen auch noch eiskalt die besten lieder. ich hasse mich so sehr dafür. wieso konnte ich es nicht noch 10-15 minuten aushalten? und dann hatte ich noch eiskalt streit meinen freund. ich weiß nicht mehr wie es weitergeht. ich will doch nur glücklich sein. wenigstens waren die leute auf dem konzert mega korrekt und nett. mhm. . • FOOD • 3x brötchen - × ?kcal / ?kg × . #anorexia #ana #magersucht #essstörung #hass #depression #borderline #depressionen #mager #magersüchtig #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery - 8 hours ago

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I completely fucked up my computer science like it couldn’t have gone worse :). My teacher is a complete arsehole  But like legit I’m gonna do an eva smith.  #mentalhealth #selfharm #anorexicgirl #inpatientrecovery #ednosrecovery #suicide #ana #mia #ip #anorexia #bulimia #ednos #selfharm #sad #gcse2019 #ocd #bpd #bpdmemes #depression #depressionmemes

I completely fucked up my computer science like it couldn’t have gone worse :). My teacher is a complete arsehole But like legit I’m gonna do an eva smith. #mentalhealth #selfharm #anorexicgirl #inpatientrecovery #ednosrecovery #suicide #ana #mia #ip #anorexia #bulimia #ednos #selfharm #sad #gcse2019 #ocd #bpd #bpdmemes #depression #depressionmemes - 9 hours ago

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Heyy☺️
Eigentlich wollte ich jetzt mit einem Kumpel trainieren sein. Aber spontan hatten wir dann mit mehren Leuten Lust, Döner essen zu gehen! Das war überhaupt nicht geplant aber ich hatte mich gefreut😅😊 ich schwanke noch zwischen "das hätte ich nicht tun dürfen" und "ich habe Lust auf noch etwas!" Ich weiß, dass das wahrscheinlich echt gut war, ihn gegessen zu haben. Ich mag Döner auch nur mit Eisbergsalat und Fleisch also ohne Soße und so, was ja auch nochmal Kalorien einspart. Aber Ana meckert trotzdem rum.. 🙄
Jetzt sitze ich mit meinen Freunden auf ner Mauer, genieße die Sonne und warte, dass meine Eltern mich abholen. Dann geht's zum Konzert, die Vorgeburtstagsüberraschung für meine Mutter, von mir. Sie weiß noch nichts und ich hoffe, sie ahnt es noch nicht. Vor ein paar Wochen meinte sie wir können ja zusammen dahin gehen aber seitdem war es kein Thema mehr. Bin gespannt 🤫❤️ #döner #dürüm #dürümdöner #food #foodporn #yummy #sun #friends #essen #ES #ed #anorexie #anorexia #ana #anorexicgirl #anorexienervosa #anorexic #fightformylife #KampfAusDerMagersucht #fightgirl

Heyy️ Eigentlich wollte ich jetzt mit einem Kumpel trainieren sein. Aber spontan hatten wir dann mit mehren Leuten Lust, Döner essen zu gehen! Das war überhaupt nicht geplant aber ich hatte mich gefreut ich schwanke noch zwischen "das hätte ich nicht tun dürfen" und "ich habe Lust auf noch etwas!" Ich weiß, dass das wahrscheinlich echt gut war, ihn gegessen zu haben. Ich mag Döner auch nur mit Eisbergsalat und Fleisch also ohne Soße und so, was ja auch nochmal Kalorien einspart. Aber Ana meckert trotzdem rum.. 🙄 Jetzt sitze ich mit meinen Freunden auf ner Mauer, genieße die Sonne und warte, dass meine Eltern mich abholen. Dann geht's zum Konzert, die Vorgeburtstagsüberraschung für meine Mutter, von mir. Sie weiß noch nichts und ich hoffe, sie ahnt es noch nicht. Vor ein paar Wochen meinte sie wir können ja zusammen dahin gehen aber seitdem war es kein Thema mehr. Bin gespannt 🤫#döner #dürüm #dürümdöner #food #foodporn #yummy #sun #friends #essen #ES #ed #anorexie #anorexia #ana #anorexicgirl #anorexienervosa #anorexic #fightformylife #KampfAusDerMagersucht #fightgirl - 10 hours ago

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I woke up today and immediately said: "today is going to be a good day" and I am damn right!
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To start, I ate my 2 weetabix as breakfast while making my French homework as I only had to go to school for one hour (11:20 - 12:10). Then I went to the supermarket I'm going to work for the next two weeks and bought this yummy bread thing😋 After, I went to school and back home to eat lunchhhhh. I put vegan cheese on the bread and made a tosti of it😍 I added some tomatoes🍅 and a big cup of hot coffee ☕. Went outside with my mom to eat at 1:15pm and still sitting there, writing this at 2:19pm😁 Sometimes all you need is vitamin SEA 🌊 and sometimes it's just sitting outside and listen, feel and relax😴
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #food #foodlog #anorexic #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovering #recover #recovery #edrecovering #recoveringdutchie #eatittobeatit #fearfood

I woke up today and immediately said: "today is going to be a good day" and I am damn right! -- To start, I ate my 2 weetabix as breakfast while making my French homework as I only had to go to school for one hour (11:20 - 12:10). Then I went to the supermarket I'm going to work for the next two weeks and bought this yummy bread thing After, I went to school and back home to eat lunchhhhh. I put vegan cheese on the bread and made a tosti of it I added some tomatoes and a big cup of hot coffee . Went outside with my mom to eat at 1:15pm and still sitting there, writing this at 2:19pm Sometimes all you need is vitamin SEA and sometimes it's just sitting outside and listen, feel and relax😴 -- How is/was your day? -------- #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #ed #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #food #foodlog #anorexic #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovering #recover #recovery #edrecovering #recoveringdutchie #eatittobeatit #fearfood - 10 hours ago

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My #lunch was a huge pancake🥞 with a lot of spinach, because I almost didn‘t eat pancakes for a weak long😂💗
#edfighter #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anarecovery #recovery #weightgain #food #healthy #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #minnimaud #tasty #anorexicgirl #fearfood #vegetarian

My #lunch was a huge pancake🥞 with a lot of spinach, because I almost didn‘t eat pancakes for a weak long #edfighter #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anarecovery #recovery #weightgain #food #healthy #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #minnimaud #tasty #anorexicgirl #fearfood #vegetarian - 10 hours ago

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#thinspo #ribspo #flatstomach #anorexy #anorexicgirl #ano #staysafe #skinny #staystrong

#thinspo #ribspo #flatstomach #anorexy #anorexicgirl #ano #staysafe #skinny #staystrong - 10 hours ago

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breakfast after my camhs appointment was a cinnamon raisin bagel 🥯 with lotus spread on one and chocolate caramel spread on the other💕
before i left i already about 1/4 of chocolate weetabix on the go drink and half of an options hot choc so i had only ate about 70 cals before this which made it hard for me to eat this as well😣❤️
#ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5
#edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #breakfast #bagel

breakfast after my camhs appointment was a cinnamon raisin bagel 🥯 with lotus spread on one and chocolate caramel spread on the other before i left i already about 1/4 of chocolate weetabix on the go drink and half of an options hot choc so i had only ate about 70 cals before this which made it hard for me to eat this as well#ana #anorexicgirl #mentalillness #notsohealthy #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecover #strongnotskinny #food #foodie #yum #yummy #yummyfood #snack #snacker #mentalhealth #health #healthy #unhealthy #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthissues #iamnot1in5 #edrecovery #notsohealthy #needfood #breakfast #bagel - 10 hours ago

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Ootd, feeling quite shitty, I binged on 2000 calories , my best friend is sick and I’m sooo scared that she might not be able to go to my birthday.
The rest has been alright #pills#ootd #caloriecounting #anorexicgirl #lowcalorie #medication#eatingdisorder

Ootd, feeling quite shitty, I binged on 2000 calories , my best friend is sick and I’m sooo scared that she might not be able to go to my birthday. The rest has been alright #pills #ootd #caloriecounting #anorexicgirl #lowcalorie #medication #eatingdisorder - 10 hours ago

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Morning snack today was this blueberrie yoghurt ☺️💙
Today I had an appointment with my psychologist and it was pretty ok. She says that I have to eat more bc I haven’t gained this week and she has given to me some meals suggestions. I’m scared but I’ll try to do it. Also tysm for 400 followers!! I’m thinking in the challenge 😁😁💕
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#anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #recovery #foodismedicine #fruit #anorexia #tca #eatingdisorder #ed #ana #anorexica #anorexic #anorexicgirl #fortimel #anoreksi #mentalhealth

Morning snack today was this blueberrie yoghurt Today I had an appointment with my psychologist and it was pretty ok. She says that I have to eat more bc I haven’t gained this week and she has given to me some meals suggestions. I’m scared but I’ll try to do it. Also tysm for 400 followers!! I’m thinking in the challenge • • • • #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #recovery #foodismedicine #fruit #anorexia #tca #eatingdisorder #ed #ana #anorexica #anorexic #anorexicgirl #fortimel #anoreksi #mentalhealth - 11 hours ago

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DESAYUNO
•2 tostadas de pan de arroz, linaza🍞 y sesamo con un huevo duro🥚 + media manzana 🍏y 5 frutillas🍓😍 Buenos dias a todess! Hoy me levante mejor , con ganas de salir de esto y vencer a esta inutil enfermedad💪, So ayer les conte que queria hacerle una sorpresa a mi papa , fuimos al super con mi mama a comprar cosas muy tarde y no alcanzamos a hacerla , asi que me enoje y entre en crisis , termine comiendo sola en mi habitacion mientras ellos tenian una linda once familiar con torta, pan, galletas y etc , No me atrevi a ir y me puse a llorar por que esta enfermedad a veces me hace perderme momentos tan bonitos 😓, quiero salir de esto y disfrutar como antes , pero sinceramente siento que cada vez me undo mas y nose que hacer 🙂. #desayunos #desayunosaludables #desayunosaludable #diariodecomidas #desordenalimenticio #desayunofit #healthylifestyle #healtybreakfast #healthyfood #healthyeating #anorexicgirl #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recetassanas #recoveryanorexia #recoverywin #fuckana

DESAYUNO •2 tostadas de pan de arroz, linaza y sesamo con un huevo duro🥚 + media manzana y 5 frutillas Buenos dias a todess! Hoy me levante mejor , con ganas de salir de esto y vencer a esta inutil enfermedad, So ayer les conte que queria hacerle una sorpresa a mi papa , fuimos al super con mi mama a comprar cosas muy tarde y no alcanzamos a hacerla , asi que me enoje y entre en crisis , termine comiendo sola en mi habitacion mientras ellos tenian una linda once familiar con torta, pan, galletas y etc , No me atrevi a ir y me puse a llorar por que esta enfermedad a veces me hace perderme momentos tan bonitos , quiero salir de esto y disfrutar como antes , pero sinceramente siento que cada vez me undo mas y nose que hacer 🙂. #desayunos #desayunosaludables #desayunosaludable #diariodecomidas #desordenalimenticio #desayunofit #healthylifestyle #healtybreakfast #healthyfood #healthyeating #anorexicgirl #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #recetassanas #recoveryanorexia #recoverywin #fuckana - 11 hours ago

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My #breakfast was cacao-cornflakes with joghurt, pollen and a lot of berries🍓 and a cup with green tea🍵
My #snack at school was a pear🍐 and a banana-blueberry mueslibar💗
#edfighter #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anarecovery #recovery #weightgain #food #healthy #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #minnimaud #tasty #anorexicgirl #fearfood #skyr #muesli

My #breakfast was cacao-cornflakes with joghurt, pollen and a lot of berries and a cup with green tea My #snack at school was a pear🍐 and a banana-blueberry mueslibar #edfighter #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #anorexia #ana #anarecovery #recovery #weightgain #food #healthy #healthyfood #eatingdisorderrecovery #minnimaud #tasty #anorexicgirl #fearfood #skyr #muesli - 11 hours ago

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Lunch is taco's made by me! And a glass lemonade.

Fdoe in comments❤ 
#edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #lunch #taco

Lunch is taco's made by me! And a glass lemonade. Fdoe in comments #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #lunch #taco - 12 hours ago

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𝙚𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙖̀ ♡ 
oggi mi sento un po’ nostalgica a pensare a tutti i film Disney che usciranno quest’anno 🥰
~•~ è uscito il trailer di Frozen II e io sono già in trepidazione per la sua uscitaa
~•~ sono stata a Bologna giorni fa e ho visitato molte librerie, il DISNEY STORE e alcuni negozietti carini carini ♡
~•~ purtroppo però al cibo ci penso; le paranoie me le faccio; sento sempre un senso di irrequietezza e agitazione che non só descrivere e capire.
~•~ è come se avessi continuamente un’adrenalina che non mi fa smettere di fare, di pensare, di esser serena☀️
~•~ chissà come si fa ad esser tranquilli e spensierati? come si fa a scacciare i “nervosi incomprensibili” contro tutto e tutti? come si scacciano i momenti in cui vuoi sfogare tutto ciò che non fa bene alla mente?
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io non so ancora bene come mi passa il nervoso.
forse aspetto che passi e basta.
oppure mi guardo allo specchio, provo a dirmi una parola carina e vedo se sorridendo mi sento un po’ meglio. ~•~ almeno 🤞🏻 sento di starmi rinforzando su una particolare paura che ho. ~•~ TUTTO SI PUÓ, BASTA PERMETTERLO 🖤
#ana #fight #recovery #anorexicgirl #anoressia #edfighter #dcaitalia #food #rules #siamopiufortinoi🏆 #bastarimandare #challengeyourself #foodrules #battle #anoressiaitalia #recoveryquotes #motivation #life #vivere #amarsi #sfidarsi #bealive #eat #sfide #anorexiarules #foodislife #eatwellbewell #fightingfears #fearfoods

𝙚𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙖̀ ♡ oggi mi sento un po’ nostalgica a pensare a tutti i film Disney che usciranno quest’anno 🥰 ~•~ è uscito il trailer di Frozen II e io sono già in trepidazione per la sua uscitaa ~•~ sono stata a Bologna giorni fa e ho visitato molte librerie, il DISNEY STORE e alcuni negozietti carini carini ♡ ~•~ purtroppo però al cibo ci penso; le paranoie me le faccio; sento sempre un senso di irrequietezza e agitazione che non só descrivere e capire. ~•~ è come se avessi continuamente un’adrenalina che non mi fa smettere di fare, di pensare, di esser serena️ ~•~ chissà come si fa ad esser tranquilli e spensierati? come si fa a scacciare i “nervosi incomprensibili” contro tutto e tutti? come si scacciano i momenti in cui vuoi sfogare tutto ciò che non fa bene alla mente? ~•~ io non so ancora bene come mi passa il nervoso. forse aspetto che passi e basta. oppure mi guardo allo specchio, provo a dirmi una parola carina e vedo se sorridendo mi sento un po’ meglio. ~•~ almeno 🤞🏻 sento di starmi rinforzando su una particolare paura che ho. ~•~ TUTTO SI PUÓ, BASTA PERMETTERLO 🖤 #ana #fight #recovery #anorexicgirl #anoressia #edfighter #dcaitalia #food #rules #siamopiufortinoi #bastarimandare #challengeyourself #foodrules #battle #anoressiaitalia #recoveryquotes #motivation #life #vivere #amarsi #sfidarsi #bealive #eat #sfide #anorexiarules #foodislife #eatwellbewell #fightingfears #fearfoods - 12 hours ago

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Today was pretty much the same as the rest, did some school, did some art and just chilled out. Today was the first time I felt physically ill while trying to get my food down. It was during supper, I was only about half way through and felt like I was gonna throw up. But luckily I had a nice nurse who let me have over the 15 minute time limit. Bless her soul 💗

FDOE as inpatient 
Breakfast - Packet of sultana bran with 150ml full fat milk 🥛 + 1 piece of bread with margarine and strawberry jam 🍓 + one full apple 🍎 + 150g vanilla yogurt. 
Morning snack -  Vanilla Fruche + 150ml milk + two Arnott sweet cream biscuits 🍪 + vanilla ensure supplement 
Lunch - Ham + tomato + cheese sandwich 🥪 + 220ml apple juice 🍏 + 150g strawberry yogurt 🍓
Afternoon snack - 100g apricot and yogurt muesli bar + peach flavoured resource supplement drink 🍑 
Dinner - Meatballs + mash potato 🥔 + peas and carrot 🥕 with chocolate mousse and ice cream 🍦 
Supper - One packet of salted crackers + one slice tasty cheese + 250ml chocolate milk + strawberry flavoured resource supplement drink 🍓
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Today was pretty much the same as the rest, did some school, did some art and just chilled out. Today was the first time I felt physically ill while trying to get my food down. It was during supper, I was only about half way through and felt like I was gonna throw up. But luckily I had a nice nurse who let me have over the 15 minute time limit. Bless her soul FDOE as inpatient Breakfast - Packet of sultana bran with 150ml full fat milk 🥛 + 1 piece of bread with margarine and strawberry jam + one full apple + 150g vanilla yogurt. Morning snack - Vanilla Fruche + 150ml milk + two Arnott sweet cream biscuits + vanilla ensure supplement Lunch - Ham + tomato + cheese sandwich 🥪 + 220ml apple juice + 150g strawberry yogurt Afternoon snack - 100g apricot and yogurt muesli bar + peach flavoured resource supplement drink Dinner - Meatballs + mash potato 🥔 + peas and carrot 🥕 with chocolate mousse and ice cream Supper - One packet of salted crackers + one slice tasty cheese + 250ml chocolate milk + strawberry flavoured resource supplement drink ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Leave me some tells, link is in the bio x 🤩 #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anarecovery #fearfood #fearfoods #anorexia #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #edwarrior #anawarrior #recovery #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryishard #beatana #anorexicgirl #recoverywin #ed #edrecovery #ana #gainingweight #anorexiasupport #anorexianervosa #fighting #mentalillness #inpatient - 12 hours ago

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If u want to be skinny you don't have to just don't eat.. u have to exercise #ana #anorexicgirl #anxiety #anorexic #anoressia #workout #proana #skinny #gym #depression #depressed #suicidal

If u want to be skinny you don't have to just don't eat.. u have to exercise #ana #anorexicgirl #anxiety #anorexic #anoressia #workout #proana #skinny #gym #depression #depressed #suicidal - 12 hours ago

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День 2️⃣4️⃣ ✅✅✅ ▶️ сегодня увидела на весах отвес 😋 было 54.5 сейчас 53.5 👌🏻😅 Мой завтрак и обед на сегодня ▶️ вышел на 315 ккал 🤷🏻‍♀️ Творог - 90 ккал ( понравился очень 🤩 прям 🔥 ) 
Манго - 97 ккал 🥭 
Груша - 113 ккал 🍐 
Мандарин - 15 ккал 🍊 
Всем хорошего дня 😘 
#жидкаядиета #диета #анорексиядневник #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #худею #питьеваядиета #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #худая #анорексияприди #дневник #recovery #жир #худеюкакумею #45кг #пп #рппдневник #рпп #япохудею #foodporn #интуитивноепитание #считаюкалории #питька #кп #кг #непп

День 2️⃣4️⃣ ️ сегодня увидела на весах отвес было 54.5 сейчас 53.5 🏻 Мой завтрак и обед на сегодня ️ вышел на 315 ккал 🤷🏻‍♀️ Творог - 90 ккал ( понравился очень 🤩 прям ) Манго - 97 ккал 🥭 Груша - 113 ккал 🍐 Мандарин - 15 ккал Всем хорошего дня #жидкаядиета #диета #анорексиядневник #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery #худею #питьеваядиета #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #худая #анорексияприди #дневник #recovery #жир #худеюкакумею #45кг #пп #рппдневник #рпп #япохудею #foodporn #интуитивноепитание #считаюкалории #питька #кп #кг #непп - 13 hours ago

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Lunch! :3
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Lunch! :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia - 13 hours ago

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Breakfast was oatmeat with jogurt, cinamon, kiwi and mix nuts and dark chocolate🍫🥜🌰🥝 It was so good and very heathy and diet❤️#anorexicgirl #ovsenakasa #anorexianervosarecovery #anoressia #anarecovery

Breakfast was oatmeat with jogurt, cinamon, kiwi and mix nuts and dark chocolate🥜🥝 It was so good and very heathy and diet#anorexicgirl #ovsenakasa #anorexianervosarecovery #anoressia #anarecovery - 14 hours ago

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CBT therapy is absolutely wonderful! I only had my 2nd session yesterday but it was genuinely an amazing thing. It's maybe too quick to cast judgement however I think it will definitely be beneficial in my situation. Something about talking to someone about my thoughts, feelings, moods and behaviours truthfully, really helped improve my mood. My CAMHS CBT therapist and I just went through my CBT diary and corroborated together and discussed each individual thing and concluded why certain things probably happened and potential ways they could have been improved. Now, I'm actually really looking forward for my next session, in 2 weeks. Feel horrendous already again today but convincing myself it'll be good, as a side note. Breakfast was shreddies cranberry granola with raspberries as shown in the picture. Also, had a multigrain crumpet with chocolate sauce on and a glass of innocent invigorate smoothie. Wishing you all the best today lovelies! Xxx 😘❤ #camhs #breakfast #iamnot1in5 #mealplan #anorexianerviosa #mentalhealth #mentalillness #healthynothungry #stopanorexia #kickinganorexiasbutt #strongnotskinny #anorexianerviosa #realrecovery #anawho #happynothungry #staystrong #edworrior #recovery #anorexia #anorexicgirl #recoveringanorexic #edfighter #anorexiafighter #anawho #anorexic #mentalhealthawereness #weightrestored #vegetarian #food

CBT therapy is absolutely wonderful! I only had my 2nd session yesterday but it was genuinely an amazing thing. It's maybe too quick to cast judgement however I think it will definitely be beneficial in my situation. Something about talking to someone about my thoughts, feelings, moods and behaviours truthfully, really helped improve my mood. My CAMHS CBT therapist and I just went through my CBT diary and corroborated together and discussed each individual thing and concluded why certain things probably happened and potential ways they could have been improved. Now, I'm actually really looking forward for my next session, in 2 weeks. Feel horrendous already again today but convincing myself it'll be good, as a side note. Breakfast was shreddies cranberry granola with raspberries as shown in the picture. Also, had a multigrain crumpet with chocolate sauce on and a glass of innocent invigorate smoothie. Wishing you all the best today lovelies! Xxx #camhs #breakfast #iamnot1in5 #mealplan #anorexianerviosa #mentalhealth #mentalillness #healthynothungry #stopanorexia #kickinganorexiasbutt #strongnotskinny #anorexianerviosa #realrecovery #anawho #happynothungry #staystrong #edworrior #recovery #anorexia #anorexicgirl #recoveringanorexic #edfighter #anorexiafighter #anawho #anorexic #mentalhealthawereness #weightrestored #vegetarian #food - 14 hours ago

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#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm

#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm - 15 hours ago

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#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm

#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm - 15 hours ago

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#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm

#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm - 15 hours ago

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#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm

#anorexicgirls #anorexiahospital #skinnyharm #sadness #sad #depress #suicidegirls #suicidal #skinny #skinnygirls #skinnylegs #skinnyharms #healthyfood #foodporn #food #anorexicgirl #recovery #selfharm - 15 hours ago

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Breakfast before school today was a vanilla @oppobrothers cheese cake 🍰 😍, berries 🍇 and some gingerbread @optimumnutrition #protein cake bites 😋 trying to eat more throughout the day 😬 #anorexicgirl #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexia

Breakfast before school today was a vanilla @oppobrothers cheese cake , berries and some gingerbread @optimumnutrition #protein cake bites trying to eat more throughout the day 😬 #anorexicgirl #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #ed #anorexia - 15 hours ago

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. . . . . . . . . #instagram #like4likes #likeforfollow #likeforlikes #seulgirl #instagram #like4likes #likeforfollow #lips #live #life #lit #lip #life #instagram #killmehealme #instagood #b #black #pink #anorexicgirl #anorexiarecovery - 15 hours ago

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Потерянных не ждут, печальных не хотят

Потерянных не ждут, печальных не хотят - 15 hours ago

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Evening everyone💖. Dinner tonight is spaghetti with lentil and veggie tomato sauce. This is such a HUGE portion for me and I'm freaking out a lil bit😩. I'm not sure if I'll be able to eat it all.
My day turned out to be really good, spending time outside in nature and with the animals really cleared my head. I did so much cleaning up my arms and legs feel like soggy jello😟. But it was worth it, even though I'll really be feeling it tomorrow, I liked how I finally found something that distracted me enough to not think about food 24/7. It can get really annoying to think about food 24/7, to plan out what you have to eat that day and to compensate if something changes. But today I managed to just go with the flow and eat what I want when I wanted, even though I did end up restricting a bit because of it😔. I'm going to try and make up for it at dessert but so far I have go ideas on what to eat. I hoping that with time listening to my what my body craves will become easier and my brain will start to send more hunger ques because right now I don't really ever feel hungry. But I'm keeping a positive mindset and attitude because I know things will change I just have to keep fighting. I think now that I've excepted my weight gain and I've convinced myself that I worked really hard to put on 700 grams. Even though it did take me over a month to gain that it least put something on and hopefully by my next paediatrician appointment I'll have put something else on🤗. I hope everyone has a peaceful night🥰. Love you all💖💕. Thank you so much for all your love and support. Remember to keep fighting and stay strong xxoo. 
Send me some tells link in bio😍💖
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Evening everyone. Dinner tonight is spaghetti with lentil and veggie tomato sauce. This is such a HUGE portion for me and I'm freaking out a lil bit. I'm not sure if I'll be able to eat it all. My day turned out to be really good, spending time outside in nature and with the animals really cleared my head. I did so much cleaning up my arms and legs feel like soggy jello😟. But it was worth it, even though I'll really be feeling it tomorrow, I liked how I finally found something that distracted me enough to not think about food 24/7. It can get really annoying to think about food 24/7, to plan out what you have to eat that day and to compensate if something changes. But today I managed to just go with the flow and eat what I want when I wanted, even though I did end up restricting a bit because of it. I'm going to try and make up for it at dessert but so far I have go ideas on what to eat. I hoping that with time listening to my what my body craves will become easier and my brain will start to send more hunger ques because right now I don't really ever feel hungry. But I'm keeping a positive mindset and attitude because I know things will change I just have to keep fighting. I think now that I've excepted my weight gain and I've convinced myself that I worked really hard to put on 700 grams. Even though it did take me over a month to gain that it least put something on and hopefully by my next paediatrician appointment I'll have put something else on🤗. I hope everyone has a peaceful night🥰. Love you all. Thank you so much for all your love and support. Remember to keep fighting and stay strong xxoo. Send me some tells link in bio #anorexicgirl #anorexianothealthy #anorexia #ana #anorexiarecovery #anaworrior #anarecovery #anorexianerviosa #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderwarrior  #fuckeatingdisorders #fightanaskinnyass #fightanorexia #recoverywin #fuckana #foodismedicine #foodisfuel #nurishyourbody #nurishnotpunish #depression #eatingdisorder #prorecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafight #anafighters #eatingdisorderfighter - 15 hours ago

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#перекус в школе😊
#сок ябоко-банан-киви😋
#йогурт ❤️
#груша 🍐
Очень вкусно 😍 
Пришлось сегодня вставать раньше... 😢но да ладно, зато сегодня последний день в школе! А потом каникулы неделю! Еййй!!! А как у вас дела? 😍
#анорексия #рпп #рппдневник #булимия #мия #еда #ана #рекавери #анорексия #вегетарианство #вег #пп #ип #anorexia #anorexic #anorexicgirl #bulimia #mia #eating #eat #eatingdisorder #eatingdiary #food #recoveryanorexia #recovery #foodblog #vegetarian

#перекус в школе #сок ябоко-банан-киви #йогурт #груша 🍐 Очень вкусно Пришлось сегодня вставать раньше... но да ладно, зато сегодня последний день в школе! А потом каникулы неделю! Еййй!!! А как у вас дела? #анорексия #рпп #рппдневник #булимия #мия #еда #ана #рекавери #анорексия #вегетарианство #вег #пп #ип #anorexia #anorexic #anorexicgirl #bulimia #mia #eating #eat #eatingdisorder #eatingdiary #food #recoveryanorexia #recovery #foodblog #vegetarian - 16 hours ago

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#edrecovery #strongnotskinny #anxiety #socialanxiety #depression #anxietyrecovery #depressionrecovery #ana #mia #eatingdisorderrecovery #happierthanever #camhs #fuckana #ana #vegan #healthinspo #healthyfood #orthorexia #anorexicgirl Smoothie bowl

#edrecovery #strongnotskinny #anxiety #socialanxiety #depression #anxietyrecovery #depressionrecovery #ana #mia #eatingdisorderrecovery #happierthanever #camhs #fuckana #ana #vegan #healthinspo #healthyfood #orthorexia #anorexicgirl Smoothie bowl - 18 hours ago

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PM snack is a digestive cookie, a appel, pretzels and a package of raisins. 
#edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #pmsnack #digestive #raisins #apples #snack

PM snack is a digestive cookie, a appel, pretzels and a package of raisins. #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #pmsnack #digestive #raisins #apples #snack - 6 days ago

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Dinner time!! It was bobotie (my mom made it😊) with Rice. And on the side a salad with flowers!😱 And as dessert , yes desert normallly I never take a deser but today I made donut cookies(last swipe) with a friend. So I couldn't take my snack, I ate some candy. So I needed to take a desert. It was full fat yoghurt with "fluffy/airy" raspberry custard(?). Making the cookies was so fun!! #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #dinner

Dinner time!! It was bobotie (my mom made it) with Rice. And on the side a salad with flowers! And as dessert , yes desert normallly I never take a deser but today I made donut cookies(last swipe) with a friend. So I couldn't take my snack, I ate some candy. So I needed to take a desert. It was full fat yoghurt with "fluffy/airy" raspberry custard(?). Making the cookies was so fun!! #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #dinner - 19 days ago

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Nicht snack!!! 25 Gr pretzelssticks, 3 sultana biscuits (date and quinoa) and a slice of bread with apple-pear butter/spread

#edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie  #snack #pmsnack #sultana #sultanabiscuits #

Nicht snack!!! 25 Gr pretzelssticks, 3 sultana biscuits (date and quinoa) and a slice of bread with apple-pear butter/spread #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #snack #pmsnack #sultana #sultanabiscuits # - 20 days ago

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I'm finally home!! In the weekend only but I Just don't go monday! It was terrible!! Nicht snack was a banana, 2 Dora biscuits and 3 sultanas("healhty" school cookies)

#edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #snack #pmsnack #sultanabiscuits

I'm finally home!! In the weekend only but I Just don't go monday! It was terrible!! Nicht snack was a banana, 2 Dora biscuits and 3 sultanas("healhty" school cookies) #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #snack #pmsnack #sultanabiscuits - 21 days ago

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Dinner: chicken Madras with Rice. 
When I was child this was my favorite dinner, I could eat it Everyday, and almost always I Taked a second plate. 
But now it's a fearfood, because my mom makes it out of a packed and always gives so much dinner(is it much, it's a deep plate). And okay, I know it's bad but I eat less over the Day for this dinner. It  was scary but it was stil yummy

#edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #dinner #kipmadras

Dinner: chicken Madras with Rice. When I was child this was my favorite dinner, I could eat it Everyday, and almost always I Taked a second plate. But now it's a fearfood, because my mom makes it out of a packed and always gives so much dinner(is it much, it's a deep plate). And okay, I know it's bad but I eat less over the Day for this dinner. It was scary but it was stil yummy #edrecoveryarmy #edwarrior #edrecovery #edwarriors #eatittobeatit #eetstoornis #eatingdisorder #healtynotskinny #healthyfood #healthynotskiny #healthyishappiness #anorexianerviosa #anorexiafight #anorexicgirl #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #realrecovery #recoveringdutchies #recoverydutchies #recoverydutchie #recoveryed #recoveryanorexia #recoveringdutchie #dinner #kipmadras - 26 days ago

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