NEW FAVOURITE PLACE TO EAT 😮️ a small hidden fro yo place near my therapists! 100 or so fro yo flavours and 140 different toppings got a pina colada peach fro yo with mango and strawberry sauce blended in! yum! .
apperently i’ve been gaining crazy well this last week or two and i’m not sure how? why? or where? i don’t see it, i haven’t changed anything except become more active in the sunshine as the weather perks up... i have noticed i’ve got great energy and moods, i wanted to attribute it to the sun though. i stopped counting calories in attempt to help my head, just listen to my body more and what i really want when i’m hungry, though i haven’t changed much at all, i must be doing something right. it’s a good feeling though. it’s not as bad as i anticipated and it will hopefully prove me trust worthy again, i have lots of things i’m looking forward to and i’m getting on the right track this weekend dads going nine hours away to get a vehicle, i want to go but i wish i could just eat as they do, like a normal person, just for a couple days. so far outing experiences have not been great, resulting in a power struggle with my family... i want to go so bad, the photography, the long drive, the scenery, fun different food, i don’t spend enough time with my dad either, but the fear of feeling at fault of fights, alienated, just feeling sick in general is pushing me to stay home. i miss being a kid and just having two or three big huge meals on vacation, i hate people stopping six times a day for me, it can’t hurt just two days... right? idk. i won’t know until i go. i’ve missed enough opportunity and there’s one right infront of me. #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #edrecovery #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexic #bulimiarecovery #fuckana #eatittobeatit #bodypositive #prorecovery #edwarrior #edfighter #anafighter #edfamily #anafamily #anafamily #prorecovery #fruit #healthy #health #weightgain #icecream #froyo #foodporn #gelato - 3 hours ago