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#bpdmemes #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdthings  #anorexia #borderline #meme #memes #edgy #edgymemes #mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealth #depression #depressionmemes #depressed #edmemes #bulimia #dank #dankmemes #dissociation #relatable #mood #oof  #oofmemes #sadmemes #bulimiamemes #edfamiliy

i dont paint nails i paint screws . . . . . . . . . . . . . #bpdmemes #bpd #bpdproblems #bpdthings #anorexia #borderline #meme #memes #edgy #edgymemes #mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealth #depression #depressionmemes #depressed #edmemes #bulimia #dank #dankmemes #dissociation #relatable #mood #oof #oofmemes #sadmemes #bulimiamemes #edfamiliy - 59 minutes ago

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#Lunch is a KFC that I’m sharing with R 😊⁣
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#anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #anafighter #fuckana #edwarrior #edfight #naourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #recovery #calories #strongerthanana #realrecovery #nomorerestriction #anorexia #beatingana #smallstepscount #strongnotskinny #edfamily #ed #anawho #fearfoods #mentalheath #eatingdisorders #foodismedicine #mentalhealthawareness

#Lunch is a KFC that I’m sharing with R ⁣ ⁣ #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #anafighter #fuckana #edwarrior #edfight #naourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #recovery #calories #strongerthanana #realrecovery #nomorerestriction #anorexia #beatingana #smallstepscount #strongnotskinny #edfamily #ed #anawho #fearfoods #mentalheath #eatingdisorders #foodismedicine #mentalhealthawareness - 60 minutes ago

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Det blev tre Dumle godisar och grönt ekologiskt te efter lunchen⭐️ Ikväll ska jag gå på bio med en kompis💘 Vad ska ni göra idag?✨

Det blev tre Dumle godisar och grönt ekologiskt te efter lunchen️ Ikväll ska jag gå på bio med en kompis Vad ska ni göra idag? - 1 hour ago

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#recoverywin #edrecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryispossible #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recoverywarrior #beatana #edwarrior #edfighter #mentalhealthawareness  #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery

#recoverywin #edrecovery #anarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoveryispossible #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recoverywarrior #beatana #edwarrior #edfighter #mentalhealthawareness #eatittobeatit #nourishnotpunish #prorecovery - 1 hour ago

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In case you needed to hear this today:
You matter
You are beautiful
You are loved
#mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #anxiety #socialanxiety#ocd #depression #ptsd #eatingdisorders #anorexia #bulimia #suicideprevention #bipolardisorder #schizophrenia

In case you needed to hear this today: You matter You are beautiful You are loved #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #anxiety #socialanxiety #ocd #depression #ptsd #eatingdisorders #anorexia #bulimia #suicideprevention #bipolardisorder #schizophrenia - 1 hour ago

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Meet @shedding_life
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My heart is in heaven with the only woman I’ve ever loved. 
My wife who passed away on July 21st 2012. On July 21st the most Beautiful woman in the world and the one I still love and will always love left this earth way to early and I was meant to leave with her. Somehow I survived that night, and I’ll never know how or why. From that day on I was suicidal and wanted nothing more than to die so I didn’t have to feel anymore. On one cold night in December. 5 months later I ended up on the mountain by myself with enough drugs to kill 20 men with full intent of leaving this place. In the final moments before i finished it all. I broke down and cried. I made a vow to you that, I wouldn’t do it and I would go home and get the help that I needed so I could be here for our son. It hasn’t been easy and god knows I’ve wanted to end it more then once since that day, but I’ve kept that promise and I’m here fighting everyday to keep that promise. I love you always and forever Brittany and you’ll always hold my heart till the day we meet again my love. Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️ to my Beautiful wife I am with you in heart today and everyday.

Meet @shedding_life ・・・ My heart is in heaven with the only woman I’ve ever loved. My wife who passed away on July 21st 2012. On July 21st the most Beautiful woman in the world and the one I still love and will always love left this earth way to early and I was meant to leave with her. Somehow I survived that night, and I’ll never know how or why. From that day on I was suicidal and wanted nothing more than to die so I didn’t have to feel anymore. On one cold night in December. 5 months later I ended up on the mountain by myself with enough drugs to kill 20 men with full intent of leaving this place. In the final moments before i finished it all. I broke down and cried. I made a vow to you that, I wouldn’t do it and I would go home and get the help that I needed so I could be here for our son. It hasn’t been easy and god knows I’ve wanted to end it more then once since that day, but I’ve kept that promise and I’m here fighting everyday to keep that promise. I love you always and forever Brittany and you’ll always hold my heart till the day we meet again my love. Happy Valentine’s Day ️ to my Beautiful wife I am with you in heart today and everyday. - 1 hour ago

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Gerçekten çok yoruldum. Sürekli başlayıp biten diyetlerden “bir sefer yesem bişey olmaz” dan çok sıkıldım. “Bundan nolucakki” “aman pazartesi başlarım” bu gibi sözleri tekrar tekrar söylemeyeceğim belki bu sefer başarırım.
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#anorexia #anoreksiya #anorexianervousa #blumiya #blumia #blumianervosa #noteat #notme #youdontworkyoudonteat #slim #zayıf #küçük #minik #40kilo #40kilog

Gerçekten çok yoruldum. Sürekli başlayıp biten diyetlerden “bir sefer yesem bişey olmaz” dan çok sıkıldım. “Bundan nolucakki” “aman pazartesi başlarım” bu gibi sözleri tekrar tekrar söylemeyeceğim belki bu sefer başarırım. . . . . . NOT ME . . . . . . . #anorexia #anoreksiya #anorexianervousa #blumiya #blumia #blumianervosa #noteat #notme #youdontworkyoudonteat #slim #zayıf #küçük #minik #40kilo #40kilog - 1 hour ago

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This is me. My healthy body. My curves. My imperfections. I may not love it yet, but I’m getting there. I’m learning to accept myself- slowly, day by day. You can learn to accept yourself and hopefully eventually- love yourself! Healing takes time but healing does happen. 💜💜

This is me. My healthy body. My curves. My imperfections. I may not love it yet, but I’m getting there. I’m learning to accept myself- slowly, day by day. You can learn to accept yourself and hopefully eventually- love yourself! Healing takes time but healing does happen. - 1 hour ago

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Restriction? No thankyou, I’d prefer a lotus biscoff Krispy Kreme donut!!!!!🍩
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OMG OMG OMG, this was so so so so good, my facial expressions after the first bite just shows how amazing this tasted😂😍 The filling literally just oozes out😅
Had this after a morning of shopping with my nan which was so so lovely🥰 We went out for lunch to AND I shared a piece of carrot cake with her!!!!🍰🥕 It was only a small slice but still, it took a lot for me to do that. I came home and my nan decided that we should go on a walk. I was still not entirely full after my lunch so decided to just say “fuck it”. I’ve had a lovely day, why not have the bloody donut. And I’m so glad I did !!
Feeling so so happy right now and anorexia isn’t even that loud!! Changes are finally starting to be made and I am so proud right now😁
Rest assured, I discovered that Asda are selling their own version of halo top but for half the price!!! So you can be sure that I will be digging into some after dinner tonight with nan😂😍
Hope you’re all having an amazing day!!! Stay strong and keep fighting lovelies xxx
#anorexia #anarecovery #beatana #selflove #libbysrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #mentalhealthawareness

Restriction? No thankyou, I’d prefer a lotus biscoff Krispy Kreme donut!!!!! — OMG OMG OMG, this was so so so so good, my facial expressions after the first bite just shows how amazing this tasted The filling literally just oozes out Had this after a morning of shopping with my nan which was so so lovely🥰 We went out for lunch to AND I shared a piece of carrot cake with her!!!!🥕 It was only a small slice but still, it took a lot for me to do that. I came home and my nan decided that we should go on a walk. I was still not entirely full after my lunch so decided to just say “fuck it”. I’ve had a lovely day, why not have the bloody donut. And I’m so glad I did !! Feeling so so happy right now and anorexia isn’t even that loud!! Changes are finally starting to be made and I am so proud right now Rest assured, I discovered that Asda are selling their own version of halo top but for half the price!!! So you can be sure that I will be digging into some after dinner tonight with nan Hope you’re all having an amazing day!!! Stay strong and keep fighting lovelies xxx #anorexia #anarecovery #beatana #selflove #libbysrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #mentalhealthawareness - 1 hour ago

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Pre-rugby lunch today is a tuna, sweetcorn, salad and @aldiuk tomato and chilli chutney wrap #Anorexia #Recovery #Recovering #MentalIllness #MentalHealth #Healthy #Lunch #Anxiety #HealthAnxiety #GeneralAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #PanicAttacks #SelectiveMutism #Depression #PanicDisorder #EatingDisorder #EatingDisorderRecovery #ED #EDRecovery #Fitness #FoodDiary #Food #FoodReview #FoodReviewUK #Aldi #ProRecovery #EatItToBeatIt #AnaRecovery

Pre-rugby lunch today is a tuna, sweetcorn, salad and @aldiuk tomato and chilli chutney wrap #Anorexia #Recovery #Recovering #MentalIllness #MentalHealth #Healthy #Lunch #Anxiety #HealthAnxiety #GeneralAnxietyDisorder #SocialAnxiety #PanicAttacks #SelectiveMutism #Depression #PanicDisorder #EatingDisorder #EatingDisorderRecovery #ED #EDRecovery #Fitness #FoodDiary #Food #FoodReview #FoodReviewUK #Aldi #ProRecovery #EatItToBeatIt #AnaRecovery - 1 hour ago

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今日はカショオしちゃった。
辛いな。
この前まで拒食だったのに。
爆発したくない。
拒食になりたい。
食べて苦しいし吐くの辛いのにやっちゃう。
食べたら吐かないと吸収しちゃうから。
そして最後の画像。
また来たよ。(英語で分からなくてすみません!)
心配しないで。されても変わらないし嫌な気分になるだけだから。
ありがたいけどね。
#拒食症 #指吐き #腹筋吐き #痩せたい #anorexia #断食

今日はカショオしちゃった。 辛いな。 この前まで拒食だったのに。 爆発したくない。 拒食になりたい。 食べて苦しいし吐くの辛いのにやっちゃう。 食べたら吐かないと吸収しちゃうから。 そして最後の画像。 また来たよ。(英語で分からなくてすみません!) 心配しないで。されても変わらないし嫌な気分になるだけだから。 ありがたいけどね。 #拒食症 #指吐き #腹筋吐き #痩せたい #anorexia #断食 - 1 hour ago

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it’s fine to ask if someone’s mad but my fuckcicng mom doesn’t just ask she accuses me of being mad (usually based off of my tone of voice for 1-2 words) and goes off hard then punishes me like ok damn .
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#mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #mentalhealthawareness #edgymemes #selfharm #selfharmrecovery #selfharmmemes #suicide #suicidememes #depression #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #anxiety #anxietymemes #socialanxiety #eatingdisordermemes #bulimia #bulimiamemes #anorexiamemes #anorexia #edmemes #ocd #ocdmemes #ptsd #cptsd #bpd #bpdmemes #bipolar

it’s fine to ask if someone’s mad but my fuckcicng mom doesn’t just ask she accuses me of being mad (usually based off of my tone of voice for 1-2 words) and goes off hard then punishes me like ok damn . . . . #mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalillnessmemes #mentalhealthawareness #edgymemes #selfharm #selfharmrecovery #selfharmmemes #suicide #suicidememes #depression #depressionmemes #depressionquotes #anxiety #anxietymemes #socialanxiety #eatingdisordermemes #bulimia #bulimiamemes #anorexiamemes #anorexia #edmemes #ocd #ocdmemes #ptsd #cptsd #bpd #bpdmemes #bipolar - 1 hour ago

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#beleza #bodypositive #padrãodebeleza #padrão #mídia #felicidade #bopo #fit #fitness #magra #vida #amorpróprio #saúdemental #saúde #mental #feminismo #feminism #feminista #psicologia #feminist #bodypositivity #ansiedade #transtornosalimentares #anorexia #bulimia #compulsão #superação #depressão

#beleza #bodypositive #padrãodebeleza #padrão #mídia #felicidade #bopo #fit #fitness #magra #vida #amorpróprio #saúdemental #saúde #mental #feminismo #feminism #feminista #psicologia #feminist #bodypositivity #ansiedade #transtornosalimentares #anorexia #bulimia #compulsão #superação #depressão - 1 hour ago

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Une super bonne lunchbox pour aujourd’hui! La journée se déroule super bien et vous?
🌈Épeautre 🌈Chou fleur 🌈Rôti de bœuf 🌈jambon italien et comté 
#anorexie #anorexiementale #anorexiemoncombat #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anafight #anafighter #fightana #tca #troubleducomportementalimentaire #eatingdisorder #edfamilyrecovery #edfighter #keepfighting

Une super bonne lunchbox pour aujourd’hui! La journée se déroule super bien et vous? Épeautre Chou fleur Rôti de bœuf jambon italien et comté #anorexie #anorexiementale #anorexiemoncombat #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anafight #anafighter #fightana #tca #troubleducomportementalimentaire #eatingdisorder #edfamilyrecovery #edfighter #keepfighting - 1 hour ago

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Hey Leute ❤️
Ich hatte gestern echt einen wunderschönen Tag 🥰 Meine Freundin und ich haben einfach gefühlt die ganze Nacht und den ganzen Tag geredet und im Kino war es auch sehr schön ☺️🙈 Heute hab ich dann noch Bilder für meinen Privataccount gemacht und ich bin wirklich mega zufrieden mit denen ❤️😌 Ich mach heute aber nichts besonderes mehr aber trotzdem schonmal bis morgen ❤️🎊

Hey Leute ️ Ich hatte gestern echt einen wunderschönen Tag 🥰 Meine Freundin und ich haben einfach gefühlt die ganze Nacht und den ganzen Tag geredet und im Kino war es auch sehr schön Heute hab ich dann noch Bilder für meinen Privataccount gemacht und ich bin wirklich mega zufrieden mit denen Ich mach heute aber nichts besonderes mehr aber trotzdem schonmal bis morgen - 1 hour ago

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HaahHhahahhanHAhaa

HaahHhahahhanHAhaa - 1 hour ago

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💞DESAYUNO 💜galletitas canvas de cacao y maní 🥜 💜pera 💜proteína @protein.project con cacao tipo yogurt...
💜agua 
Me siento un poco culpable por la proteína ya que siento que son calorías innecesarias,pero bueno me tengo que mentalizar que es esto o el ensure y NO quiero de nuevo volver a eso... ES POR MI BIEN 
Pd: desayuno temprano porque me tengo que ir al dentista y después nos vamos a ir con mi mamá al shopping a comprar las cosas del colegio porque aunque empiece o no yo quiero tener todo (por las dudas) ahre...
#anorexia #argentina #anorexiarecovery #anorexianerviosa #edrecovery #edfighter #recoverywin #recoverywarrior #recoveryispossible #vegan #protein #suplemento #vegan #breackfast #veganrecipes #cookies #diariodecomidas

DESAYUNO galletitas canvas de cacao y maní 🥜 pera proteína @protein.project con cacao tipo yogurt... agua Me siento un poco culpable por la proteína ya que siento que son calorías innecesarias,pero bueno me tengo que mentalizar que es esto o el ensure y NO quiero de nuevo volver a eso... ES POR MI BIEN Pd: desayuno temprano porque me tengo que ir al dentista y después nos vamos a ir con mi mamá al shopping a comprar las cosas del colegio porque aunque empiece o no yo quiero tener todo (por las dudas) ahre... #anorexia #argentina #anorexiarecovery #anorexianerviosa #edrecovery #edfighter #recoverywin #recoverywarrior #recoveryispossible #vegan #protein #suplemento #vegan #breackfast #veganrecipes #cookies #diariodecomidas - 1 hour ago

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(Werbung weil bla)
Was hat dich heute gefreut, was geärgert, was hast du verpasst und was verändert? #recovery #magersucht #bulimie #bulimia #essstörungen #essstörung #essstörungenüberwinden #gesundessen #psychotherapie #heilpraktikerin #gesundessen #intuitivessen #letstalkaboutmentalhealth #leben #anorexia #heilen

(Werbung weil bla) Was hat dich heute gefreut, was geärgert, was hast du verpasst und was verändert? #recovery #magersucht #bulimie #bulimia #essstörungen #essstörung #essstörungenüberwinden #gesundessen #psychotherapie #heilpraktikerin #gesundessen #intuitivessen #letstalkaboutmentalhealth #leben #anorexia #heilen - 1 hour ago

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🌟Food diary 22.02.191🌟
🌻BREAKFAST🌻:
▪porridge with milk, peanut spread, 1 banana
🌻LUNCH🌻:
▪an apple
▪marble cake with apples which my mom made ▪had saltsticks and "Club Mate" with my friends in our break 🙈
🌻DINNER🌻:
▪2 slices of bread with A WHOLE AVOCADO
[ I had yesterday at 8am my three hours geography exam🙄 I didn't managed to eat breakfast before it so it was good that I took porridge with me😅 after it I sat at the bakery with my friends in the sun and drunk liquid calories bc it tasted good and I just enjoyed the time 😊 it was so lovely. After school I was buying presents for a friend with my mom and I bought her a mcflurry with chocolate sauce and Smarties🙈 we shared it together and it was so tasty😋 I ate avocado after a long time and felt quite guilty for it😕 after it I snacked some salted nuts and as you can see I ate at 11pm cake😅😶 because I wanted it so bad for this moment although my stomach was already bloated af... ]
#anorexia #recovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #fooddiary #struggling #bodyimage #porridge #avocado #mcflurry

Food diary 22.02.191 BREAKFAST: porridge with milk, peanut spread, 1 banana LUNCH: an apple marble cake with apples which my mom made had saltsticks and "Club Mate" with my friends in our break DINNER: 2 slices of bread with A WHOLE AVOCADO [ I had yesterday at 8am my three hours geography exam🙄 I didn't managed to eat breakfast before it so it was good that I took porridge with me after it I sat at the bakery with my friends in the sun and drunk liquid calories bc it tasted good and I just enjoyed the time it was so lovely. After school I was buying presents for a friend with my mom and I bought her a mcflurry with chocolate sauce and Smarties we shared it together and it was so tasty I ate avocado after a long time and felt quite guilty for it😕 after it I snacked some salted nuts and as you can see I ate at 11pm cake😶 because I wanted it so bad for this moment although my stomach was already bloated af... ] #anorexia #recovery #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #fooddiary #struggling #bodyimage #porridge #avocado #mcflurry - 1 hour ago

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I used to haaaaaate this mirror because it's the most narrow one in the flat and it has these frustrating semi-circle details that block half the image and make it damn near impossible to manipulate the proportions of my body.

Thats now kinda what I love about it 💞 no more hiding behind airbrush here! (Though I do still add a fake ass bokeh effect cuz I think it looks pretty lol don't come for me)

Here I am showcasing my lack of thigh gap and the timid beginnings of an actual bum and I couldn't be more proud 👌

Can't wait to be fully weight restored now!

#recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #anarecovery #nothighgap #nothighgapfound #bodyacceptance #bodypositivity #bodypositive #IT #fammely #famme #fammesportswear #thickthighssavelives #thickthighsmatter #gainergirl #girlgains #weightgain #feedme #girlswholift

I used to haaaaaate this mirror because it's the most narrow one in the flat and it has these frustrating semi-circle details that block half the image and make it damn near impossible to manipulate the proportions of my body. Thats now kinda what I love about it no more hiding behind airbrush here! (Though I do still add a fake ass bokeh effect cuz I think it looks pretty lol don't come for me) Here I am showcasing my lack of thigh gap and the timid beginnings of an actual bum and I couldn't be more proud Can't wait to be fully weight restored now! #recovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #anarecovery #nothighgap #nothighgapfound #bodyacceptance #bodypositivity #bodypositive #IT #fammely #famme #fammesportswear #thickthighssavelives #thickthighsmatter #gainergirl #girlgains #weightgain #feedme #girlswholift - 1 hour ago

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Please don’t report me, I don’t encourage self harm!!!... Urges are so strong today😩

Please don’t report me, I don’t encourage self harm!!!... Urges are so strong today - 1 hour ago

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Furniture upcycling workshop, I have 3 spaces left now, pm me to book, it's great for relaxation, getting to meet new people having fun,  new experiences and learning new skills and the best thing it's free. So don't let the places go to waste get booking today 😊😊 #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #adhd #dissociative #dementia #depression #exhausted #chronicillness #chronicfatiguesyndrome #getinvolved ##issues #keeppositive #letsbreakthestigma #mentalhealthwarrior #newbeginnings #ocd #bdd #anorexia #bulimia #phobias #phobias #recovery #support #wellbeing #anxiety #kilkclearmind #polzeath #anorexia #exhaustion #bdd #schizophrenia #rheumatoidarthitis #recovery #mind #keeppositive #cornwall

Furniture upcycling workshop, I have 3 spaces left now, pm me to book, it's great for relaxation, getting to meet new people having fun, new experiences and learning new skills and the best thing it's free. So don't let the places go to waste get booking today #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #adhd #dissociative #dementia #depression #exhausted #chronicillness #chronicfatiguesyndrome #getinvolved ##issues #keeppositive #letsbreakthestigma #mentalhealthwarrior #newbeginnings #ocd #bdd #anorexia #bulimia #phobias #phobias #recovery #support #wellbeing #anxiety #kilkclearmind #polzeath #anorexia #exhaustion #bdd #schizophrenia #rheumatoidarthitis #recovery #mind #keeppositive #cornwall - 1 hour ago

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My Obsession With Food: An Anorexia Survival Story. Part 3 
While developing an eating disorder is clearly not a choice, recovering and getting help is a decision that everyone struggling must choose for his or herself. And it is an incredibly difficult and daunting choice.

I would be lying if I said that I don’t still have major issues with food. I was abroad in Italy in the fall, and only ate pasta once the entire semester. But I do know that the overall happiness that I have felt since committing to recovery far exceeds the happiness that I felt after losing the initial few pounds. Despite what I thought for so many years, my life is better without my eating disorder. My anxiety has decreased, I sleep through the night, and my relationships with my family and friends have mended. Most importantly is that my relationship with myself has improved, as I’m learning to love and accept myself for who I am, and to know that I am enough.

Recovery is a life decision, that I urge anyone who may be struggling with an eating disorder to choose. It’s something you have to commit to, and work for, but it is completely worth it. I’ve still got a long ways to go, but I am enjoying life again, and look forward to making more progress. - By anonymous.

I hope this story will help you to don't give and to aks for help. 
Asking for help doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger than everyone. 
Don't give up, don't let anorexia win. 
#anorexia #anorexiastory #gethelp #dontgiveup

My Obsession With Food: An Anorexia Survival Story. Part 3 While developing an eating disorder is clearly not a choice, recovering and getting help is a decision that everyone struggling must choose for his or herself. And it is an incredibly difficult and daunting choice. I would be lying if I said that I don’t still have major issues with food. I was abroad in Italy in the fall, and only ate pasta once the entire semester. But I do know that the overall happiness that I have felt since committing to recovery far exceeds the happiness that I felt after losing the initial few pounds. Despite what I thought for so many years, my life is better without my eating disorder. My anxiety has decreased, I sleep through the night, and my relationships with my family and friends have mended. Most importantly is that my relationship with myself has improved, as I’m learning to love and accept myself for who I am, and to know that I am enough. Recovery is a life decision, that I urge anyone who may be struggling with an eating disorder to choose. It’s something you have to commit to, and work for, but it is completely worth it. I’ve still got a long ways to go, but I am enjoying life again, and look forward to making more progress. - By anonymous. I hope this story will help you to don't give and to aks for help. Asking for help doesn't make you weak, it makes you stronger than everyone. Don't give up, don't let anorexia win. #anorexia #anorexiastory #gethelp #dontgiveup - 1 hour ago

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Hey Guys, so the last couple of days have been very hard. My dietician did a full analysis of everything I ate to see exactly how much I was eating & of what as I hadn’t been gaining weight —> my meal plan has now been increased especially in fats and I’m terrified.. I know that this is what my body needs but it’s so scary and my parents just keep adding oil on everything I eat😫 on top of that my dad is trying to force me to eat meat again as he’s convinced being vegetarian is the reason I ended up this way😭. — my dietician prescribed me with a medicine I have to take everyday in order to increase my appetite & it’s stressing tf out of me. I have less than 1 week until my next weight in and I’m just scared. On top of that my psychologist is no longer allowing me to weight my food & says I’ll simply have to eat what my mom serves me which is stressing me out so much & also sucks because during recovery as I’ve been improving my relationship with food I have actually fallen in love with cooking for myself (and I hate her cooking tbh)😭 so that’s basically how things have been going lately not even talking about school because that has been incredibly tough as well😭
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#journey #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #staystrong #recovery #food #edrecovery #nourishtoflourish #fooddiary #mealplan #food #cooking #homemade #fuel #nourish #nourishtoflourish #saturday #school #dinner #breakfast #snack #protein #bowl #vegan #vegetarian #fdoe #lunch #snacks #fighting #battle #keepfighting #recoverywin

Hey Guys, so the last couple of days have been very hard. My dietician did a full analysis of everything I ate to see exactly how much I was eating & of what as I hadn’t been gaining weight —> my meal plan has now been increased especially in fats and I’m terrified.. I know that this is what my body needs but it’s so scary and my parents just keep adding oil on everything I eat on top of that my dad is trying to force me to eat meat again as he’s convinced being vegetarian is the reason I ended up this way. — my dietician prescribed me with a medicine I have to take everyday in order to increase my appetite & it’s stressing tf out of me. I have less than 1 week until my next weight in and I’m just scared. On top of that my psychologist is no longer allowing me to weight my food & says I’ll simply have to eat what my mom serves me which is stressing me out so much & also sucks because during recovery as I’ve been improving my relationship with food I have actually fallen in love with cooking for myself (and I hate her cooking tbh) so that’s basically how things have been going lately not even talking about school because that has been incredibly tough as well . ••• #journey #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #staystrong #recovery #food #edrecovery #nourishtoflourish #fooddiary #mealplan #food #cooking #homemade #fuel #nourish #nourishtoflourish #saturday #school #dinner #breakfast #snack #protein #bowl #vegan #vegetarian #fdoe #lunch #snacks #fighting #battle #keepfighting #recoverywin - 1 hour ago

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Lol yes ladies

Follow @depressedteens_18 for more.

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Lol yes ladies Follow @depressedteens_18 for more. #anorexia #anxiety #blood #baddays #coldhearted #quoteoftheday #depression #depressionquotes #existing #fakepeople #gun #hurt #halloween #helpless #infected #kill #lonliness #lust #mentalillness #numb #naive #pain #prettylies #regret #selfharrrm #tearsforfears #stress - 1 hour ago

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I hadn’t weighed myself in a loooong time, these photos are from today and I’m at 71.5kg/157.6lbs • I still feel really fat but I’ve lost a lot of weight

I hadn’t weighed myself in a loooong time, these photos are from today and I’m at 71.5kg/157.6lbs • I still feel really fat but I’ve lost a lot of weight - 1 hour ago

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My Obsession With Food: An Anorexia Survival Story. Part 2

By winter of that year I began realizing I had a problem. I knew it wasn’t normal that I was weighing myself twice a day, that I was spending countless hours online researching nutritional information of food that I wasn’t even eating, or that I was constantly focusing on how I could avoid my next meal. Food and my weight were my obsession. Anorexia had 100% control over my life. But despite realizing I had a problem, I did not want to get help. I was convinced that my life was still better than in previous years. I felt as though I had more power and control over my life than ever before. Despite this, my relationships with my peers and my family began to suffer tremendously. Avoiding food meant avoiding my friends, and naturally most sixteen-year old girls are unsure how to best confront a person struggling with an eating disorder.

My parents also did not know how to react to my refusal to eat dinner and my thinning figure. I was mean, bitter, cold, and stubborn, completely infuriated that anyone would try to interfere with the “control” I had over my life.

Fast forward to graduating, I was down even more weight, sicker, and more addicted to my eating disorder than I had been all throughout high school. Anxiously, I awaited college, where I could live on my own, away from my parents, and away from everyone at home who knew that I had a problem. I remember being so excited to finally be somewhere where I could “get away” with being anorexic; Until I got tired. I had been suffering the physical symptoms of an eating disorder for almost four years—thinning hair, absence of period, perpetually cold, weak muscles and bones, etc, but I finally started to realize that my eating disorder was not “helping me”. For so long, my eating disorder served as my comfort zone. I thought it was helping me carry on. The exhilaration and control I had felt for so long was dwindling, and I finally realized that my eating disorder had control over me. I was isolated, socially anxious, trapped, and depressed, so I with the support of amazing friends I decided to get help. 
Third part on the next post
#anorexia

My Obsession With Food: An Anorexia Survival Story. Part 2 By winter of that year I began realizing I had a problem. I knew it wasn’t normal that I was weighing myself twice a day, that I was spending countless hours online researching nutritional information of food that I wasn’t even eating, or that I was constantly focusing on how I could avoid my next meal. Food and my weight were my obsession. Anorexia had 100% control over my life. But despite realizing I had a problem, I did not want to get help. I was convinced that my life was still better than in previous years. I felt as though I had more power and control over my life than ever before. Despite this, my relationships with my peers and my family began to suffer tremendously. Avoiding food meant avoiding my friends, and naturally most sixteen-year old girls are unsure how to best confront a person struggling with an eating disorder. My parents also did not know how to react to my refusal to eat dinner and my thinning figure. I was mean, bitter, cold, and stubborn, completely infuriated that anyone would try to interfere with the “control” I had over my life. Fast forward to graduating, I was down even more weight, sicker, and more addicted to my eating disorder than I had been all throughout high school. Anxiously, I awaited college, where I could live on my own, away from my parents, and away from everyone at home who knew that I had a problem. I remember being so excited to finally be somewhere where I could “get away” with being anorexic; Until I got tired. I had been suffering the physical symptoms of an eating disorder for almost four years—thinning hair, absence of period, perpetually cold, weak muscles and bones, etc, but I finally started to realize that my eating disorder was not “helping me”. For so long, my eating disorder served as my comfort zone. I thought it was helping me carry on. The exhilaration and control I had felt for so long was dwindling, and I finally realized that my eating disorder had control over me. I was isolated, socially anxious, trapped, and depressed, so I with the support of amazing friends I decided to get help. Third part on the next post #anorexia - 1 hour ago

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Lunchin on a cheese tomato and mushroom panini with chips and a berry smoothie! 
Been on a walk around lister park this morning, it’s the perfect weather for walking at the moment! 
#gainingweightiscool #strength #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #weightgain #recoverywin #edfighter #happyandhealthy #anorexia #lunch

Lunchin on a cheese tomato and mushroom panini with chips and a berry smoothie! Been on a walk around lister park this morning, it’s the perfect weather for walking at the moment! #gainingweightiscool #strength #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #weightgain #recoverywin #edfighter #happyandhealthy #anorexia #lunch - 1 hour ago

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Lil daddy's girl 🐻 .

So happy to eat that. No matter how much sugar it contains .

#edrecoverywarrior #edrecoveryarmy #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #anorexia #food #healthyfood #sweet #cute #naturalmakeup #makeup #teddy #tumblr #tumblrgirl #instagirl #tumblrpic #aesthetic #aestheticpic #tumblrwear #baddie #cutie #chodagang #longhair #runner #influencer #hairstyle #misty #mood

Lil daddy's girl . So happy to eat that. No matter how much sugar it contains . #edrecoverywarrior #edrecoveryarmy #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #anorexia #food #healthyfood #sweet #cute #naturalmakeup #makeup #teddy #tumblr #tumblrgirl #instagirl #tumblrpic #aesthetic #aestheticpic #tumblrwear #baddie #cutie #chodagang #longhair #runner #influencer #hairstyle #misty #mood - 1 hour ago

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My Obsession With Food: An Anorexia Survival Story. Part 1

My struggle with anorexia and disordered eating began shortly after my freshman year in high school. After a difficult year in school, where I performed poorly academically, I decided to start the summer off fresh by going on a diet. I vividly remember weighing myself one day for the first time ever, and being surprised by the number on the scale. It was higher than what I was anticipating, (although keep in mind, I was a completely normal weight), so I decided to lose a few pounds.

Unsurprisingly, the weight came off quickly, and initially, I felt great. I had accomplished my weight loss goal with relative ease, and I felt much more confident about my body.

Since nothing else had really changed in my life other than this minor weight loss, I attributed my newfound happiness solely to that. In my mind, if I put back on the weight that I had lost, I would go back to feeling depressed. So I continued to lose weight, till my weight was down significantly from where I had started that summer.

When my sophomore year in high school began, I was immediately met with comments from my peers about how great I looked, serving as a positive reinforcement that I had to continue my restrictive eating and excessive exercising. In order to do this, I began avoiding all situations where food was present. Lunch was the most difficult, so instead of going to the cafeteria with my friends, I hunkered away in the library, or went to the gym.

Second part on the next post. 
#anorexia #anorexiastory #dontgiveup

My Obsession With Food: An Anorexia Survival Story. Part 1 My struggle with anorexia and disordered eating began shortly after my freshman year in high school. After a difficult year in school, where I performed poorly academically, I decided to start the summer off fresh by going on a diet. I vividly remember weighing myself one day for the first time ever, and being surprised by the number on the scale. It was higher than what I was anticipating, (although keep in mind, I was a completely normal weight), so I decided to lose a few pounds. Unsurprisingly, the weight came off quickly, and initially, I felt great. I had accomplished my weight loss goal with relative ease, and I felt much more confident about my body. Since nothing else had really changed in my life other than this minor weight loss, I attributed my newfound happiness solely to that. In my mind, if I put back on the weight that I had lost, I would go back to feeling depressed. So I continued to lose weight, till my weight was down significantly from where I had started that summer. When my sophomore year in high school began, I was immediately met with comments from my peers about how great I looked, serving as a positive reinforcement that I had to continue my restrictive eating and excessive exercising. In order to do this, I began avoiding all situations where food was present. Lunch was the most difficult, so instead of going to the cafeteria with my friends, I hunkered away in the library, or went to the gym. Second part on the next post. #anorexia #anorexiastory #dontgiveup - 1 hour ago

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Beetroot falafel, roasted red pepper and tahini-yoghurt-zaatar spread sandwich 😍 Get me getting all fancy for lunch today!! Wanted something different to my usual PB sandwich and this creation came to mind...and it was so easy!! Definitely will be having again!!
Managed to get loads of uni work done this morning and now gunna walk my dog up the hills this afternoon with my mum ☺️ Lovely slow Saturday, just as they should be!!
Hope you all have a lovely afternoon 🌺

#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #edcommunity #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #healthylifestyle #vegetarian #balance

Beetroot falafel, roasted red pepper and tahini-yoghurt-zaatar spread sandwich Get me getting all fancy for lunch today!! Wanted something different to my usual PB sandwich and this creation came to mind...and it was so easy!! Definitely will be having again!! Managed to get loads of uni work done this morning and now gunna walk my dog up the hills this afternoon with my mum ️ Lovely slow Saturday, just as they should be!! Hope you all have a lovely afternoon #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ed #edrecovery #edcommunity #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #prorecovery #healthylifestyle #vegetarian #balance - 1 hour ago

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needed this a bit...
[#suicidal #suicide #alone #depressed #depression #selfharm #bruises #hurt #sad #heartbroken #tired #kms #wanndie #lonely #ana #anorexia #anorexic #ed #eatingdisorder #cigarette #smoking]

needed this a bit... [#suicidal #suicide #alone #depressed #depression #selfharm #bruises #hurt #sad #heartbroken #tired #kms #wanndie #lonely #ana #anorexia #anorexic #ed #eatingdisorder #cigarette #smoking ] - 1 hour ago

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Went with my foster mom or whatever the fuck she is to the mall and the car ride was truly awful cuz she wanted to say some stuff about me feeling down and how everyone has problems. Also how they can't read me, but that's cuz I won't let you read me if I don't trust you but I couldn't say that so hehhhhhhh
Now I'm back in my room having another meltdown
I don't know wtf is happening
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#edmemes #eatingdisordermemes #bulimia #anorexia #mentalhealthmemes #nichememes #actualnichememes #eatingdisorders #ednos #bipolar #ocdmemes #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdmemes #bpdproblems #depressionmemes #ocd #mentalhealth #anxiety #anxietymemes #depression #suicidememes #bipolarmemes #ptsdmemes #inpatientmemes #adhd #ptsd #mentalillness

Went with my foster mom or whatever the fuck she is to the mall and the car ride was truly awful cuz she wanted to say some stuff about me feeling down and how everyone has problems. Also how they can't read me, but that's cuz I won't let you read me if I don't trust you but I couldn't say that so hehhhhhhh Now I'm back in my room having another meltdown I don't know wtf is happening . . . . #edmemes #eatingdisordermemes #bulimia #anorexia #mentalhealthmemes #nichememes #actualnichememes #eatingdisorders #ednos #bipolar #ocdmemes #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdmemes #bpdproblems #depressionmemes #ocd #mentalhealth #anxiety #anxietymemes #depression #suicidememes #bipolarmemes #ptsdmemes #inpatientmemes #adhd #ptsd #mentalillness - 1 hour ago

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Another outfit I just had to buy a couple of weeks back. PTW ⚠️⚠️ So I got my appointment through for my assessment with the eating disorders team and with the normal mental health team but it’s not until the 30th April 😭 I was referred in January after really struggling after I was discharged from all services at the beginning of December - I honestly don’t know if I can cope that long ! I’ve been holding out and holding out for the appointment hoping I will get some support my weight is slipping every week and I am happy about that but I know it’s not healthy - Im just not strong enough to maintain my weight on my own 😭😭! The ED thoughts are just too strong and I really don’t want to fuck up but I can feel all these bad thoughts building inside me :( I dread to think where things will be in 10 weeks time, but hey I tried to get help! At least my boyfriend etc can’t have a go at me now. #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #depression #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealth

Another outfit I just had to buy a couple of weeks back. PTW ️ So I got my appointment through for my assessment with the eating disorders team and with the normal mental health team but it’s not until the 30th April I was referred in January after really struggling after I was discharged from all services at the beginning of December - I honestly don’t know if I can cope that long ! I’ve been holding out and holding out for the appointment hoping I will get some support my weight is slipping every week and I am happy about that but I know it’s not healthy - Im just not strong enough to maintain my weight on my own ! The ED thoughts are just too strong and I really don’t want to fuck up but I can feel all these bad thoughts building inside me :( I dread to think where things will be in 10 weeks time, but hey I tried to get help! At least my boyfriend etc can’t have a go at me now. #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anxiety #depression #eatingdisorder #mentalillness #mentalhealth - 1 hour ago

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🕷это будет переходной пост от диеты к диете, чтобы разграничить их🕷
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«Тонкая», «Белая», «Вкусная» и «Фризе» повержены силой воли💪🏼
Время развеивать тайну над пятой диетой🦹🏼‍♀️🔮
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Выбор пал на «Весеннюю»🥀
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Разделять диеты по сезонам – не айс, но тем не менее, скоро весна, а значит – самое время😅
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Диета и рацион будут позднее🎋
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Если кто-то из вас сидел или сидит на ней, то поделитесь впечатлениями☺️💘
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И у меня возник один вопрос...
Диета длится две недели и я не знаю, когда мне взвешиваться: раз в неделю или интриговать себя с вами до самого конца?🤔
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#Весенняя #диета #следующая #анорексия #вес #дневниканорексички #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #переход #силаволи #мотивация #худоба #anorexia #похудение #отвес #Типичнаяанорексичка #ТА

🕷это будет переходной пост от диеты к диете, чтобы разграничить их🕷 ⠀ «Тонкая», «Белая», «Вкусная» и «Фризе» повержены силой воли🏼 Время развеивать тайну над пятой диетой🦹🏼‍♀️ ⠀ Выбор пал на «Весеннюю»🥀 ⠀ Разделять диеты по сезонам – не айс, но тем не менее, скоро весна, а значит – самое время ⠀ Диета и рацион будут позднее ⠀ Если кто-то из вас сидел или сидит на ней, то поделитесь впечатлениями ⠀ И у меня возник один вопрос... Диета длится две недели и я не знаю, когда мне взвешиваться: раз в неделю или интриговать себя с вами до самого конца?🤔 ⠀ #Весенняя #диета #следующая #анорексия #вес #дневниканорексички #дневникпитания #дневникпохудения #переход #силаволи #мотивация #худоба #anorexia #похудение #отвес #Типичнаяанорексичка #ТА - 2 hours ago

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Although I love porridge with jumbo rolled oats, sometimes you can’t beat a bowl of quakers golden syrup 😍 along with a coffee of course, despite the fact it’s actually boiling today? 😱 just been put for a walk with Brandie and it was really nice to be able to just enjoy a stroll and not rush because it was cold 😂🙌🏻 not got much planned for today, gonna do some food shopping in a bit- usually I really struggle on my days off because i have a lot of time to think and my head starts going crazy, but I’m feeling okay at the moment so hopefully it stays that way 🤞🏻 hope you’re all having a good Saturday 😘

Although I love porridge with jumbo rolled oats, sometimes you can’t beat a bowl of quakers golden syrup along with a coffee of course, despite the fact it’s actually boiling today? just been put for a walk with Brandie and it was really nice to be able to just enjoy a stroll and not rush because it was cold 🏻 not got much planned for today, gonna do some food shopping in a bit- usually I really struggle on my days off because i have a lot of time to think and my head starts going crazy, but I’m feeling okay at the moment so hopefully it stays that way 🤞🏻 hope you’re all having a good Saturday - 2 hours ago

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#iammore : 
I’d like to start using this hashtag to say that I’m more than just my illnesses and there’s a real me under there!! #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #ed #edawereness #eatingdisorderrecovery #inspiration #vegan #starbucks #strongnotskinny #ed #anorexia #support #balancednotclean #dontskimponspread #countnutrientsnotcalories #sun

#iammore : I’d like to start using this hashtag to say that I’m more than just my illnesses and there’s a real me under there!! #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #ed #edawereness #eatingdisorderrecovery #inspiration #vegan #starbucks #strongnotskinny #ed #anorexia #support #balancednotclean #dontskimponspread #countnutrientsnotcalories #sun - 2 hours ago

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Heute habe ich mir die erste Schoki gegriffen 🍫
Gar nicht so leicht etwas veganes zu finden, wenn alles auf Dänisch ist 🇩🇰🙈 aber dank google ist ja alles möglich. Heute Abend werde ich sie probieren, denn ich will ja auch voran kommen hier 😊
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Wenn ich schon dabei bin möchte ich mich einmal von ganzem Herzen ❤️ für all den support bedanken den ich bekommen habe, seid ich hier in Dänemark bin. Ihr seid echt klasse und helft mir einfach so sehr.
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Ich bin gespannt, was die Schokoladen hier so können. Habt ein schönes Wochenende ihr lieben. Nach etwas Frühsport und einer Radtour über die Berge 🏞️🚲 bin ich echt geschafft. Außer Gemüse schnippeln und die Füße hoch legen, steht nicht mehr viel an. Habt ihr noch was vor? 😊
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#vegan #vegansofig #choclate #vegangermany #food #foodporn #plantbased #govegan #anorexia #bulimia #bulimie #essstörung #recovery #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #healthy #edfighter #edfamily #motivation #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bodypositive #selflove #journey #blogger #peace #realrecovery #positive #leben

Heute habe ich mir die erste Schoki gegriffen Gar nicht so leicht etwas veganes zu finden, wenn alles auf Dänisch ist 🇩🇰 aber dank google ist ja alles möglich. Heute Abend werde ich sie probieren, denn ich will ja auch voran kommen hier . Wenn ich schon dabei bin möchte ich mich einmal von ganzem Herzen ️ für all den support bedanken den ich bekommen habe, seid ich hier in Dänemark bin. Ihr seid echt klasse und helft mir einfach so sehr. . Ich bin gespannt, was die Schokoladen hier so können. Habt ein schönes Wochenende ihr lieben. Nach etwas Frühsport und einer Radtour über die Berge 🏞️ bin ich echt geschafft. Außer Gemüse schnippeln und die Füße hoch legen, steht nicht mehr viel an. Habt ihr noch was vor? . #vegan #vegansofig #choclate #vegangermany #food #foodporn #plantbased #govegan #anorexia #bulimia #bulimie #essstörung #recovery #bulimiarecovery #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #healthy #edfighter #edfamily #motivation #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bodypositive #selflove #journey #blogger #peace #realrecovery #positive #leben - 2 hours ago

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Good afternoon, I hope you’ve all had a good day so far. I took both my ensures today as the staff have caught on that I’m just throwing them away 😥 My blood sugars were a bit low last night but I agreed to have a hot chocolate and they went up 👍 I’m going out shopping with my aunt soon and I’m going to try my best not to spend lots of money that I don’t have 😂 Honestly my mood today is quite low but I’m hoping that going out will distract me for a while. I hope you’re all well and remember I’m only ever a dm away if you need me ❤️
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Good afternoon, I hope you’ve all had a good day so far. I took both my ensures today as the staff have caught on that I’m just throwing them away My blood sugars were a bit low last night but I agreed to have a hot chocolate and they went up I’m going out shopping with my aunt soon and I’m going to try my best not to spend lots of money that I don’t have Honestly my mood today is quite low but I’m hoping that going out will distract me for a while. I hope you’re all well and remember I’m only ever a dm away if you need me ️ • • • #positivevibes #mindbodyspirit #positivethinking #happiness #happy #joy #life #quotestagram #positiveenergy #quotestoliveby #mentalhealth #mentalwellness #alwaysmovingforward #mindfulness #recovery #depression #anxiety #bipolar #ptsd #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfam #ednos #anorexia #bulimia #bingeeatingdisorder #strongnotskinny #healthybodyhealthymind #blogger #photography - 2 hours ago

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Buon pomeriggio ragazze😊 come state? Come è andata la mattinata? La mia bene, oggi sto meglio rispetto agli altri giorni e sono contenta di questo! Oggi alla fine andrò a portare la tuta da sci ad una mia amica e starò un po’ lì con lei, e stasera ho deciso di sfidarmi, è una cosa che ho già rimangiato ma che è ancora un grande fear food, ma mamma mi ha chiesto se mi andava di mangiarla e visto che oggi sono di buon umore non mi voglio far abbattere dalle voci e ho detto si! Spero che vada tutto bene! Vi auguro una buona giornata con questo pranzetto che ormai è diventato una costante nella mia vita! Mi piace troppo!🤤
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#pranzo con:
•vellutata di zucca🎃
•50g di Philadelphia alla greca
•50g di baguette integrale🥖
•2 cucchiaini olio evo
#anoressia#anoressiaitalia#anoressiarecovery#anorexia#anorexiarecovery#anorexiawarrior#anorexiafighter#edwarrior#warrior#lunch#food#siamopiufortinoi🏆

Buon pomeriggio ragazze come state? Come è andata la mattinata? La mia bene, oggi sto meglio rispetto agli altri giorni e sono contenta di questo! Oggi alla fine andrò a portare la tuta da sci ad una mia amica e starò un po’ lì con lei, e stasera ho deciso di sfidarmi, è una cosa che ho già rimangiato ma che è ancora un grande fear food, ma mamma mi ha chiesto se mi andava di mangiarla e visto che oggi sono di buon umore non mi voglio far abbattere dalle voci e ho detto si! Spero che vada tutto bene! Vi auguro una buona giornata con questo pranzetto che ormai è diventato una costante nella mia vita! Mi piace troppo!🤤 - - - #pranzo con: •vellutata di zucca •50g di Philadelphia alla greca •50g di baguette integrale🥖 •2 cucchiaini olio evo #anoressia #anoressiaitalia #anoressiarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiawarrior #anorexiafighter #edwarrior #warrior #lunch #food #siamopiufortinoi - 2 hours ago

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cześć skarbie❤🔥
#poland #depression #cutting #anorexia #cute #couple #bae

cześć skarbie #poland #depression #cutting #anorexia #cute #couple #bae - 2 hours ago

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#eatingdisorderrecovery #eattobeatit #mentalhealthawareness #positivevibes #skinnybutstrong #foodie #ootd #fashion #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #hope #eattobeat

#eatingdisorderrecovery #eattobeatit #mentalhealthawareness #positivevibes #skinnybutstrong #foodie #ootd #fashion #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #hope #eattobeat - 2 hours ago

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Thanks for sharing this @strugglebearco!!! ❤️❤️❤️

Thanks for sharing this @strugglebearco !!! ️ - 2 hours ago

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Anxietea! 
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Anxietea! Reposted: @nerve10mentalhealth #copingminds #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #mentalhealthquotes #inspirational #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthmemes #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthblogger #depressionquotes #depression #depressionmemes #selflove #selflovequotes #anxiety #socialanxietymemes #inspirationalquotes #recovery #recoveryquotes #recoverymemes #selfesteem #stress #stressmanagement #dissociativeidentitydisorder #multiplepersonalities #bipolar #bipolardisorder #bipolardepression #bipolarmemes #anorexia - 2 hours ago

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“Life is like art. You have to work hard to keep it simple and still have meaning.” - Charles de Lint

Growing up complicates life, people around us complicate life, even life complicates life, but an eating disorder or addiction does even more than complicate things. The team at Imani work hard in assisting clients to simplify things in their lives and then teaches tools to help them keep things simple. Recovery is a simple program and we help people keep it simple.

Call us for help on +27 (0)21 761 0740 or email info@imanitreatment.co.za

#imanitreatment #recoverymatters #youmatter #recoverymemes #recoveryisworthit #livelovelaugh #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #liveinthemoment #itgetsbetter #youcandothis #addiction #eatingdisorders #addictionrecovery #justfortoday #itworksifyouworkit #anorexia #bulemia #anorexianervosa #bingeeatingdisorder

“Life is like art. You have to work hard to keep it simple and still have meaning.” - Charles de Lint Growing up complicates life, people around us complicate life, even life complicates life, but an eating disorder or addiction does even more than complicate things. The team at Imani work hard in assisting clients to simplify things in their lives and then teaches tools to help them keep things simple. Recovery is a simple program and we help people keep it simple. Call us for help on +27 (0)21 761 0740 or email info@imanitreatment.co.za #imanitreatment #recoverymatters #youmatter #recoverymemes #recoveryisworthit #livelovelaugh #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #liveinthemoment #itgetsbetter #youcandothis #addiction #eatingdisorders #addictionrecovery #justfortoday #itworksifyouworkit #anorexia #bulemia #anorexianervosa #bingeeatingdisorder - 2 hours ago

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Lunch which I ate slightly earlier today because I was hungry was sushi 🍱 and a glass of green smoothie 🍵
The smoothie looks grim but tastes amazing, It’s from naked and it’s called green machine (I think) You could taste so much mango despite the colour and it was delicious 😋 Have a nice afternoon everyone 💫

Lunch which I ate slightly earlier today because I was hungry was sushi and a glass of green smoothie The smoothie looks grim but tastes amazing, It’s from naked and it’s called green machine (I think) You could taste so much mango despite the colour and it was delicious Have a nice afternoon everyone - 2 hours ago

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#EndTheStigma #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #endthestigmaofmentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #mentalfocus #mentalpower #mental #mentallyill #mentalbreakdown #anxiety #anxietyattack #anxietysupport #depression #depressionhelp #depressionrecovery #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexia #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia #bulimiarecovery  #schizophrenia #bipolar #bipolardepression #bipolardisorder

#EndTheStigma #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #endthestigmaofmentalillness #mentalhealth #mentalillness #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillnessawareness #mentalfocus #mentalpower #mental #mentallyill #mentalbreakdown #anxiety #anxietyattack #anxietysupport #depression #depressionhelp #depressionrecovery #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexia #anorexiarecovery  #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #schizophrenia #bipolar #bipolardepression #bipolardisorder - 2 hours ago

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#q wie geht es dir?
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#q wie geht es dir? ◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇◇ #sprücheundzitate #sprüche #traurigesprüche #deprisprüche #sprüchezumnachdenken #zitateundsprüche #zitate #zitatezumnachdenken #allein #traurig #depressionquotes #depression #depressed #anorexia #anxiety #alone #traurig #ihatemyself #cutting #cut #ritzen #fakefriends #fake #fakefriendsquotes #loosingfriends #brokenfriendship - 2 hours ago

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TW when swipe and below, talks about weight. 
When I hit my lowest weight of 7 stone, I didn't recognize myself. I was a 19 year old who weighed less than her 15 year old cousin. I had bones sticking out that shouldn't, I was dizzy and tired and moody and horrible all the time. I hated myself and to be honest I didn't see the point of living anymore. 
Fast forward to just over 3 months later and I am at my 2019 goal weight of 8 stone. It is not a healthy weight for my height and age but its progress. Putting on a stone in three months has been challenging and difficult but I remembered my reasons for recovery and I've done it! 
In the current day, I feel healthier, more alive, more energetic, I feel and look happier. 
I encourage each and everyone of you to recover because it is worth it. 
Anorexia nearly defeated me but I have one thing to say to her: today is not your day, move on, I got this 💪♥️
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TW when swipe and below, talks about weight. When I hit my lowest weight of 7 stone, I didn't recognize myself. I was a 19 year old who weighed less than her 15 year old cousin. I had bones sticking out that shouldn't, I was dizzy and tired and moody and horrible all the time. I hated myself and to be honest I didn't see the point of living anymore. Fast forward to just over 3 months later and I am at my 2019 goal weight of 8 stone. It is not a healthy weight for my height and age but its progress. Putting on a stone in three months has been challenging and difficult but I remembered my reasons for recovery and I've done it! In the current day, I feel healthier, more alive, more energetic, I feel and look happier. I encourage each and everyone of you to recover because it is worth it. Anorexia nearly defeated me but I have one thing to say to her: today is not your day, move on, I got this ️ . #anorexia #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosarecover #anoerixc #anarecovery #ana #anavsme #anorexiarecovery #anafighter #anorexianerviosa #anawarrior #beatana #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #healthyfood #healthynotskinny #anawho #nodiet #nodietapproach #prorecovery #nourishmentnotpunishment #edsoldier #recoveryisworthit - 2 hours ago

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This is a motivational quote to keep going with the weight loss. I have lost weight before and can do it again #weightloss #fat #gw #bodygoal #anorexia #relapse #weightlossquotes #tired

This is a motivational quote to keep going with the weight loss. I have lost weight before and can do it again #weightloss #fat #gw #bodygoal #anorexia #relapse #weightlossquotes #tired - 2 hours ago

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This past week has been a WEEK. Final exams week and we’ve all been hella stressed. I passed all of my classes, god bless. But we all got the lowest grades of our program careers in Equine. The highest final grade was an 80%. I’d like to forget about that class altogether. 😖 Yesterday was our Emergency final and we all knew NOTHING. But we all passed. 😂 Katie, Lily, and I went to the mall afterwards and got food, then shopped around and I actually got things for myself! I usually buy for other people so they were proud lol. European candies I like (peppermint Aero and Maltesers), 2 books, a lanyard, and 2 panda pens. My vet clocked my panda pen at work yesterday and she was like, what is this? I said, it's a panda! It's head moves! And she inspected it and said, dear lord. 😂😂 Work was pretty great yesterday. Our last 2 appointments were no shows so we left at 6:00. 🥳 Bro and I got Taco Bell and shakes from a burger place next door. I didn’t even care about my eating disorder or weight yesterday. Next week starts our final sequence until externship. I’m going to miss Crystal and some of my classmates, but to tell you the truth, I’m really excited to get away from them. 👀 Anyway, I’m alive and doing well. I’m going to go to school later to take care of the animals then we’re all going to the barn. I haven’t seen my horses in about a month. 😩
#Life #Bills #Weight #purpose #Truth #Weekend #College #Saturday #EatingDisorder #Anorexia #Bulimia #Recovery #Realcovery #2fab4ana #EDRecovery #Support #Positivity #Happiness

This past week has been a WEEK. Final exams week and we’ve all been hella stressed. I passed all of my classes, god bless. But we all got the lowest grades of our program careers in Equine. The highest final grade was an 80%. I’d like to forget about that class altogether. Yesterday was our Emergency final and we all knew NOTHING. But we all passed. Katie, Lily, and I went to the mall afterwards and got food, then shopped around and I actually got things for myself! I usually buy for other people so they were proud lol. European candies I like (peppermint Aero and Maltesers), 2 books, a lanyard, and 2 panda pens. My vet clocked my panda pen at work yesterday and she was like, what is this? I said, it's a panda! It's head moves! And she inspected it and said, dear lord. Work was pretty great yesterday. Our last 2 appointments were no shows so we left at 6:00. 🥳 Bro and I got Taco Bell and shakes from a burger place next door. I didn’t even care about my eating disorder or weight yesterday. Next week starts our final sequence until externship. I’m going to miss Crystal and some of my classmates, but to tell you the truth, I’m really excited to get away from them. Anyway, I’m alive and doing well. I’m going to go to school later to take care of the animals then we’re all going to the barn. I haven’t seen my horses in about a month. #Life #Bills #Weight #purpose #Truth #Weekend #College #Saturday #EatingDisorder #Anorexia #Bulimia #Recovery #Realcovery #2fab4ana #EDRecovery #Support #Positivity #Happiness - 2 hours ago

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i woke up feeling so low this morning but the sun was so beautiful & it was EXACTLY what i needed!!! the warmth on my face made me feel so much more alive so i thought i’d take a few photos & even though i am wearing no makeup i ended up quite liking them🥰
i’m also so happy w my hair atm, guys recovery does literal wonders for ur hair mine used to be so dull and ratty and dry and it was just shit but loooook at it now it’s so much shinier!!! ❤️
for another late (but not as late as yesterday lol) brekkie i had toast w pb n vegan choc spread n some cucumber w humous:)) alsooo the hoodie i ordered off amazon the other night came today n it is sooo comfy!!!!!!!! & the tea i bought yday is so yum so i’m a happy gal hehe xxx
last night tho before i went to bed i was taking off my jumper and i accidentally punched my lampshade on my bedroom light and it fucking broke (the bulb isn’t smashed or anythin lol it just won’t turn on) but yeah it’s SO annoying ugghhH it breaks randomly all the time as well i stg my light has had like 293818 new bulbs ahahaha
anywayS imma just watch netflix n do some work today hopefully - i’m a bit stressed for work tomorrow tho bc it’s with the new chef ahhh! gonna be so weird without jamie :(
i hope u all have a wonderful day💓💖💘💗💝

i woke up feeling so low this morning but the sun was so beautiful & it was EXACTLY what i needed!!! the warmth on my face made me feel so much more alive so i thought i’d take a few photos & even though i am wearing no makeup i ended up quite liking them🥰 i’m also so happy w my hair atm, guys recovery does literal wonders for ur hair mine used to be so dull and ratty and dry and it was just shit but loooook at it now it’s so much shinier!!! ️ for another late (but not as late as yesterday lol) brekkie i had toast w pb n vegan choc spread n some cucumber w humous:)) alsooo the hoodie i ordered off amazon the other night came today n it is sooo comfy!!!!!!!! & the tea i bought yday is so yum so i’m a happy gal hehe xxx last night tho before i went to bed i was taking off my jumper and i accidentally punched my lampshade on my bedroom light and it fucking broke (the bulb isn’t smashed or anythin lol it just won’t turn on) but yeah it’s SO annoying ugghhH it breaks randomly all the time as well i stg my light has had like 293818 new bulbs ahahaha anywayS imma just watch netflix n do some work today hopefully - i’m a bit stressed for work tomorrow tho bc it’s with the new chef ahhh! gonna be so weird without jamie :( i hope u all have a wonderful day - 2 hours ago

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Lunch🥝~ half a sandwich with hummus, 2 rude health oatcakes , tuna( unpictured) , mangetout, tomatoes, cucumber and a strawberry alpro milk •
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Lunch🥝~ half a sandwich with hummus, 2 rude health oatcakes , tuna( unpictured) , mangetout, tomatoes, cucumber and a strawberry alpro milk • • • • • • I had to have tuna :((( I cried quite a lot as I wished to have peanut butter . But it is a different type of upset compared to when I panic because of the type of food . I obviously DONT want to go backwards as I am determined to win and to get my life back . I get told if I don't eat the fish I will go backwards so idk what to do . But I will win and so will you too • • • • I did not enjoy eating the tuna for lunch so I ate it first so I could try to enjoy the rest . But now it is all over now so hopefully the rest of the day will be good and supper will not have fish so it will be ok :) • • • • Sorry for the rant ! 🌞hope you are feeling good and remember that food is fuel and you will be so much happier and full of energy when you recover also , I hope you like my dog in the picture !!!!;) • • • • #ed #edrecovery #anorexic #anorexia #ana #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealth #meantalhealthrecovery #recoverywin #beatit #foodisfuel #healthylunch #eattherainbow #rudehealth #oatcakes #bakerybread #vegetables #hummus #alpro #sandwich #plantbasedsandwich #vegansandwich - 2 hours ago

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Find your reason to recover and never ever lose sight of that ✨🌸🦋 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edwarrior #edrecovery #edfam #edfamiliy #edwontwin #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexiawarrior #eatittobeatit #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #depression #depressionrecovery #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #realrecovery

Find your reason to recover and never ever lose sight of that 🦋 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthmatters #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #edwarrior #edrecovery #edfam #edfamiliy #edwontwin #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexiawarrior #eatittobeatit #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #depression #depressionrecovery #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #recovery #prorecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverywarrior #realrecovery - 2 hours ago

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TW... First: I know what you want to say but please don't. It's just not helping right now. 
The truth is, I feel exhausted. I feel disgusted by myself and my body. I feel depressed and I'm short-tempered. And I just wanna give up so badly. Yes, I know I can't no matter how desperate I am. No, I'm not looking for attention, I just need to get it all out of my head somehow. 
Every bite I eat is a bite I have to force myself to swallow. I don't feel hungry at all and I don't know when I'm full. Because there's no satisfaction which is frustrating. I eat out of habit, because I have to but does it spark joy? Nope, it doesn't. Everything tastes the same, I can no longer tell whether I actually like something. But enough of that. I really need to find a new therapist which is a challenge in itself (not only because my old therapist thinks I should try it on my own since I've been in therapy for soooo long... yes, that's exactly what she told me... thanks 🙄). If you read the whole text, thank you and I hope you're doing better than I am! I am sure there are better days to come but right now I just can't see that...
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TW... First: I know what you want to say but please don't. It's just not helping right now. The truth is, I feel exhausted. I feel disgusted by myself and my body. I feel depressed and I'm short-tempered. And I just wanna give up so badly. Yes, I know I can't no matter how desperate I am. No, I'm not looking for attention, I just need to get it all out of my head somehow. Every bite I eat is a bite I have to force myself to swallow. I don't feel hungry at all and I don't know when I'm full. Because there's no satisfaction which is frustrating. I eat out of habit, because I have to but does it spark joy? Nope, it doesn't. Everything tastes the same, I can no longer tell whether I actually like something. But enough of that. I really need to find a new therapist which is a challenge in itself (not only because my old therapist thinks I should try it on my own since I've been in therapy for soooo long... yes, that's exactly what she told me... thanks 🙄). If you read the whole text, thank you and I hope you're doing better than I am! I am sure there are better days to come but right now I just can't see that... #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #bulimia #struggling #recoveryishard - 6 hours ago

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Don't you think you owed me an apology.
You made a mistake.
You broke my heart.
I told you.
I left you.
I explained why.
You think "sorry" is difficult?
Well it could've fixed everything.
But your pride destroyed me.
So don't apologize now.
'Cause it can't fix me anymore.

Don't you think you owed me an apology. You made a mistake. You broke my heart. I told you. I left you. I explained why. You think "sorry" is difficult? Well it could've fixed everything. But your pride destroyed me. So don't apologize now. 'Cause it can't fix me anymore. - 1 day ago

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Why do I do that?
To you and to myself.
I'm torturing both of us.
I love you, but I never show.
I overthink about, and never talk about you.
I want to hold you, but instead; I reproach.
I'm in love with your eyes, but never would look into it.
I love you, but I've never said it.
I love you, I hope you love me too.

Why do I do that? To you and to myself. I'm torturing both of us. I love you, but I never show. I overthink about, and never talk about you. I want to hold you, but instead; I reproach. I'm in love with your eyes, but never would look into it. I love you, but I've never said it. I love you, I hope you love me too. - 6 days ago

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It's so weird what I'm going through.
I always say I won't let anyone get too close to hurt me.
And I did.
I didn't let you close, not even a little.
Just so I won't get hurt.
But it hurts.
It hurts that you ain't close to me.
It hurts that I've to pretend that I don't see you.
It hurts that I see you everyday trying to get close.
It hurts that I ignore you.
It hurts that I can't look into your eyes.
Because you'll win.
You'll get close and hurt me.
Even though you're not close and still can hurt me in somehow.
It's so hard to explain.
It's like I want you so close, but want to forget about.
It's like I love you, and I hate you.

It's so weird what I'm going through. I always say I won't let anyone get too close to hurt me. And I did. I didn't let you close, not even a little. Just so I won't get hurt. But it hurts. It hurts that you ain't close to me. It hurts that I've to pretend that I don't see you. It hurts that I see you everyday trying to get close. It hurts that I ignore you. It hurts that I can't look into your eyes. Because you'll win. You'll get close and hurt me. Even though you're not close and still can hurt me in somehow. It's so hard to explain. It's like I want you so close, but want to forget about. It's like I love you, and I hate you. - 7 days ago

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