My daily personal reading.
I smiled so much as I journalled about these messages.
Talk about a spiritual hug🤗🤗
I have been through alot in my life, yet despite it all here I stand.
Yes, I have made many mistakes but I see now how each of them made me who I AM.
I actively use all the wisdom, knowledge and understanding I have gained to uplift myself & others.
Everyday I rise higher above my past and the fuckery others TRY to bring to me.
Everyday I trust MYSELF & MY INNER KNOWING deeper.
I say this alot but despite what others say NO ONE KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU MORE THAN YOU.
Before you seek advice outside of yourself always be still and listen to your soul first.
When you receive advice always take a moment & be sure it feels good to you.
All is unfolding in my life as it should, my roots have been planted in rich soil that is nurturing & nourishing me.
I am guided to continue to let go & let God.
This week I had a moment when I felt so alone.The pressure of being a single mom felt to heavy for me & I broke down, literally on the floor in my son's room, I cried my heart out.
Yes I get those, I can't fucking do this, I need a break, I am so fucking tired, I am so fed up of doing the work of a village alone moments.
The Guardian angel message I know is from my sister.
When I had these moments when she was alive, Tamara would always encourage me.
Reminding me I've got this & I have her.
I am never alone, I am not have physical support but spiritually my team have got me.
I am where I am meant to be.
Being alone is serving a greater purpose, I am rewriting the narrative of the Women who have come before me.
I am doing generational healing work.
I am shifting the paradigm by giving my children a life that is free from abuse.
Free from trauma, where they are flourishing.
This is for all of our highest good.
I am never ever alone.
So today, I am guided to enjoy my life, cherish what I am creating, bask in the laughter of my children.
I hear my sister say as I type this, Keep On Rising Vanessa.Keep on Shining.
Transformation is underway and beautiful connections have arriving.
Damn, I am soooo happy. - 23 minutes ago