Long post ahead 🙃🙂 I’m not going to move on.
I’ve already told you that. No matter what you do or what i do, some part of me will always be stuck on you. Why? I have no idea. Maybe because you’re the first person I’ve truly unconditionally loved. Maybe because you’re the only one who’s able to put me under this much hurt. No matter the reason, i could never stop loving you.
The saddest thing about our story is that it could have worked. If you cared about me like i do you, or if you fought for me instead of against me. So it’s clear when i said i love you more i was right.
After this last month i truly have learned my worth!
I created my own heartbreak this time. I ignored the past. Why people will ask... well because you’re my husband and everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt.. A drug addicted person can get clean.
But when you’re addicted to “Someone” the addiction won’t die
until you die!! No one is coming to save you! This life is 100% your responsibility!
Ladies and gentlemen stop blaming your spouse, your ex, your family or friends for why you aren’t happy. You have control of your happiness!! You allow what you get put through. It took me years to stop blaming him!! I apologized to him yesterday. He’s not the reason. It’s me!! You can’t love someone into loving you.
I chose to be happy!! Over being in a marriage that sucks the life outta me. Maybe one day he will grow outta his funk 🤷🏼♀️ only he can do it though. #10yearstogether #8yearsofmarriage #coldhardtruth #betterapart #itried #alwayssmile #theending #addictionsucks #illalwaysloveyou - 3 hours ago