The smile is real, my God, is it real
My Easter morning started out with me not being able to see my youngest for the THIRD YEAR on EASTER DAY.... because it “wasn’t my weekend “ even though I have always worked holidays out... BUT, instead of freak out after the mess, I got great advice, no more of this... it’s been 4yrs and people are still mad I had my son and hate to see a smile on my face..lol.. they’ve even gone out of there way ( so I’ve been told) to write status’ about me and how miserable I am! ... Without God, I wouldn’t be able to have a roof over my head, be able to pay every bill (without help), have my own, support my own, have a full-time job (depend on no man for my income), be able to pursue my Masters degree and hold a 4.0gpa, Intern, ALL while starting my own business! GOD IS DOING ALL OF THIS FOR ME! I do not have time to worry about anyone who prays for my downfall... Because of the hate I have received since the day I decided to have my son, the countless text messages I received telling me to kill my self every Monday like clock work while I was pregnant (and I almost did),females snickering every chance they got at the fact that my unborn son would have no father, being told (still told) I would never become shit, that I was ugly and disgusting, fat, bitter and pathetic... the list goes on... (book coming after we get this business going) ..God...let me tell you, GOD, was gonna make sure he blessed me in every enemies face. Every single one.
I cannot express at how much my heart smiles, how proud I am of myself, how much I thank certain family and friends for continuing to emotionally support us. I can finally say I am extremely happy with myself, my path in life and the boys I am raising. I want no pity at ALL! My joy will come from women that I help, who go through physical, financial, emotional etc. abuse, to rise and find their purpose in life.
God is for you. You may face attack, but sometimes that’s not even the devil, that’s God preparing you for your purpose and blessings. Without all of my trials and tribulations.... I don’t think I would be able to be as strong as I am. God is good all the time!
#singlemom - 22 minutes ago