What motivates you?
What sets you on fire?
I thought I knew!
I had fear, doubts, self limiting beliefs... I still do but it's getting much much better!
What is helping, you might be asking?
Well maybe getting older and wiser, lol?
Well on my journey here in the States, where I struggled with my health and depression, couple of things have happened.
Yes, when I look back at my life depression and anxiety were there!
I might have looked happy to you because I was thin.
I did yoga and walked a lot because my job at the library was so stressful due to bullying.
I tried to relax and relieve depression.
I cried a lot.
I attended seminars, meditated, analyzed my dreams, tried Tarot cards, vision boards, Feng Shui, you name it ... Thanks to a coincidence, Jared met an ND. She recommended I do the NTA program. I started to heal!
We had a healthy baby girl. ;)))
Life went on.
We wanted another baby.
My parents visited us at that time.
My Mom criticized absolutely everything!! Our lives, our apartment.
I got more depressed and angry.
I was so mad at my Mum!
But you know what?
She was right in some ways.
Then I had a miscarriage ... After German school, the day after my surgery, instead of grocery shopping, I listened to my gut and went to Marshall's.
Again, by a coincidence, I picked up a book on tidying by Marie Kondo in a toy section.
And that was Big!!!
This method made us REEVALUATE EVERYTHING!
We confronted ourselves - past, present, and future!
Month into our tidying, by coincidence, I found Beautycounter. I listened to that little voice. I didn't ignore it. Thank God!
Sometimes bad things bring good things into our lives.
If you're stuck with your life, I encourage you - try KonMari! It's literally life changing! It's magic! Without it I wouldn't have found my passions!
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