#TBT #35th Bday picture
This is a lot, but someone is in need of this. I just know 🤷🏾♀️...I only share this much when I’m lead to (I’m private about a lot of things)
I’ve heard people complain about the things they haven’t done or accomplished by the time they’ve reached a certain age.
There were many things I wanted by the time I reached the big 30. I literally cried because I didn’t have many of those things. I literally laugh about it now. Like gurlll why were you crying...Crazy feeling right. Anyhoo...God let me know that he was in control. I remember being 30 and moving back home. Why? I got so tired of paying bills. I only had like 4 bills at that time. I thought shoot my mom has 5 bedrooms I’ll just move back home. I had no master plan. My lease was up 12/2012 so I talk with my mom about moving back home. January 2013 I moved home with no hesitation. Chile my momma was excited ...Then I got sick of the commute. The whole time I’m seeking God for direction. Then boom at 31 One of the things I so desired to have, I was blessed to obtain January 2014..The entire time I kept what I was doing a secret from my Mom. Why? I didn’t want her to feel obligated to help me. I told her a few weeks before my closing what I was up to. As any parent would be..she expressed how proud she was of me. I learned during that season of my life I wasn’t in control of the events occurring in my life. I realized it is okay to fall back and examine your life even if it means moving back with parents. At the same time I found my self really seeking God for direction. Always Remember to seek him first and he will never lead you astray. The plan for my life was created way before I was born. I’ve 🛑 focusing on tomorrow and learned to live each day by day. For no one knows what the future holds. I do know who’s walking beside me and who’s holding my hand guiding me through this process called life....Remember...The trouble is, when a number—your age—becomes your identity so don’t let your age choose your future. Things will happen when they’re suppose to.
#itsallapartofthemastersplan #dontstress #justlive #alliswell #embraceallages - 10 hours ago