Life for me recently has been tough, mentally. I am constantly going through mood swings, constantly irritable, and easily upset.
Everyday, I smile. Whenever I am down, I remind myself, hey, it's not always gonna be this way.
Throughout my ups and downs, all the friends that have come and gone, I am grateful to have had that experience and be able to know who my friends are and who are not, who I can trust and who I cannot.
Overreacting, just a little? No, I am not.
This is the mindset I am in. Everyday, I fight with myself. I'll fill myself up with hope for the future, of what life could be, then there'll be that voice telling me none of it is ever gonna happen.
Currently, I am a lost 13yr old. Annoying at times? Indeed. I never intend to be that way, I am just trying to enjoy life.
I'd like to thank those friends who have stuck with me, been here for me through my bitchy phases, my annoying, and sad ones (you get it lol)
Sadness is something we all have to live with, but without my friends, family, everyone who cares for me, I would not be able to get through it.
Please understand that if I ever give off the wrong vibe, make a mistake, or are simply attached, I am learning. I am trying to evolve into a greater person, not just for the sake of it, but for me, and everyone around. I want to be happy with myself. I want to change. I want to feel beautiful both inside and out.
If you've made it through all this, thank you , and thank you to all my friends and fam ️
Just a "little" rant I wanted to get off my shoulders. - 2 months ago